I Love to Hate by Samantha Galvin (howl and other poems txt) 📖

are loving another.

This is not right
You are mine and mine alone
Surely you have heard of this
If I can't have you then no one can
This is absolutely true for you
I will make sure you enter a place
Where you will not and cannot betray my love
It is quite fragile, surely you've learned.

Come now, and allow me to show you this entrance
To a place where only we exist
A wondrous place
Where our love will conquer every torment
And where we will last for
Eternity.

I

N

Demented and insane
What cruel things to call your lover
Or perhaps it was a mistake?
You're prone to making quite a few of those
And I must always fix them
Should you not be more grateful?

Punishment is in order
But you keep trying to escape
Why is that?
Is my love still not enough?
Must I prove myself once more?
If that is the case, then I shall
So please, come to me and join me
I don't want to be lonely anymore.

H

ELL

Still you persist
And still you try
Why do you insist
Reality is what I deny?

It is you who fails to realize
We must leave this reality
And our departure can only be taken with our demise
Then you will finally see our love's actuality.

My love is a hateful one you say?
I do not know what you mean
Your life I never did try to slay
And trash you can wipe away, you can become clean.

But you must pay what you owe
A world and my love is what you have taken
I will not leave you until you return them to me, you know?
If you were to think such things are easily returned, you would be sadly mistaken.

B

ECAUSE

I hate you
Detest you
Scorn you.

Release every hope of escape you have
Because you have lost whatever chance of life you had
How dare you refuse me?
I have shattered your world and offered you a new one
And yet I am still hated
Why is this?
What have I done?
All I have asked for is amends.

Run away, it's the only hope you have
Hide, I may not find you
But, when I do
Remember this
You will not survive.

I

Do you remember
When you found me
A meaningless existence, I was
Void of any happiness
Nothing more than a hollow shell.

Until you came to me, giving me purpose
All the joy I could ever want
And broke my shell into pieces
It was definitely what I would describe as heaven.

Then you took it all away
My heaven, my joy, my purpose
I offered to surrender all of it
All of it for the sake of our love
It may have all been an act for you
But for me it was entirely real
You did not care
Which makes it just that more unforgivable.

I will take everything from you as you did with me
Your pride
Your happiness
Your dreams
All with your life
I will take it.

L

OVE

I love the thought of vengeance
The sweet taste of revenge
I can see it now
Me, standing proudly in all my righteous glory
And you, food for the carrion, decaying below me.

Won't it be a terrific sight?
The world will rejoice the moment you take your last breath
And the second your heart stops
I will laugh
I will laugh at your pathetic state
I will laugh as the light leaves your eyes
And I will laugh when your body no longer moves.

Enjoy your last hours while you can
Because I am coming
I am coming.

T

O

I hate you and I love it
With this hate, there is purpose
My purpose
To end your life, that's it.

From devotion to hatred
It's quite the sudden change
But it's all for the better
For your lies I must prevent.

So, with this hatred you have given me
And this desire for revenge
I will eradicate you
Along with this fury of mine.

Prepare for the worst
Because it is certain to come.

H

ATE

Something here later.

Y

OU

And here.

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Publication Date: 12-09-2011

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