Dark Hours Passed by Trihorus Septus (that summer book .txt) 📖

12

I've hollowed my insides,

Grown defenses from outside,

I've let you all on me,

A hardship it's been.

 

You've cut my hair,

You've poisoned my sweat,

My tears hold no value,

They're discarded to hell. 

 

You grew yourself,

But killed all the rest,

You not know how hard it has been. 

 

To see my children,

Fight amongst themselves,

With the weapons,

You've all conceived. 

 

You tried to clean me up,

You tried to mess with me,

Instead of the mother I've been. 

 

You've killed my children,

Don't forget,

I still love you for how,

Good you could be. 

 

Rethink your life,

Reassemble this notion,

That you are the ones,

As supreme as could be.

 

If I wish so, 

I could, 

Altogether wipe out,

Humanity as you could see. 

 

Why not live as equal,

Live as humans,

With humanity at the core,

Ignoring black and white,

Weak and might,

Together you can,

Give anyone a mighty blow.

 

You are not just my children,

Birds and animals too are,

And so do all other forms of life,

 

Appreciate each other,

coexist together,

And make me proud,

Once again,

for how you could be.

 

Make me happy again,

Keep me healthy again,

If I live long,

So will you 

 

If I'm bad again,

You'll be wiped out again,

Let history not repeat itself,

Let not the tale come true.

 

- Crimson Blue

13

You took pills,

To kill your ills,

You took them,

When you needed to chill.

 

You took them as everyday,

You took them to forget your ills.

 

You put a smile,

When you really did cry, 

You showed you were strong,

When really I was wrong,

You put your blame,

On any fate,

While I was the one to blame.

 

I mad you cry,

I made you suffer,

I made your days,

Longer than ever.

 

You had to keep crying,

You had to take pills,

You had to pay bills,

For my regular evils. 

 

I was the burden,

I was the issue,

You never could deal,

So you befriended those pills.

 

Hypertension and sugar,

Never sweet as ever, 

Really what I was doing?

I had no cover. 

 

I don't know why I have done this,

I don't know why you have to face,

I don't understand how to end it,

Inspite of all the pain I gave.

 

I understand I'm the reason,

I understand I am the one,

Your each drop of tear,

Will be priceless as ever.

 

I will give a shot,

To aim the dot,

Hanging in a blur,

I will try to bring back,

The smile your face,

Once steered.

 

Ma and Pa,

I gave a lot of fear,

I never would near,

A tear to a dear.

 

You were the stars, 

Shining a light,

In the darkness,

That hugged me near.

 

- Crimson Blue.

14

Do see yourself succeeding? 

And do you see yourself winning?

Do you see yourself building castles,

With all blocks you could see?

 

Do you wake up to a new day,

And do you smile your way through?

And do you like to see a new day,

As much as you could? 

 

Do you carve your own path?

And do you set yourself free?

Do you tread along with yourself,

And book all the happiness and glee? 

 

Do you not care for shadows out there,

Waiting to snap this world out here?

Do you find yourself brave enough,

To be who you want to be?

 

The world is strange,

 the world is cold,

Yet your own world is at peace,

In one piece is this sensation,

Called life bound with your dreams.

 

Dreams are yours, 

Should be lived by you,

Let not anyone arch it,

Be a soldier,

A little bolder,

Let's get your dream out here.

 

If not yesterday,

Then today,

Any day you begin,

But dream big,

And dream will,

Someday be out here.

 

Get yourself,

Busy with,

Building your own dream,

Dream big, 

Build it big,

I know you can win!

 

 

- Crimson Blue

15. Why is The World Heartless?

I had a heart, pale and white.

Impaled by a shadow so vile.

 

Where it stood with pride,

Is now only a bright light, 

 

A flame that held me, 

The flame kept me warm,

 

The flame was all I had,

My pain kept it living long.

 

I cut out my heart, 

Held it in my fist,

With a firm grip,

Crushed it to bits.

 

I knew it was gone,

I let the breeze take it along,

I saw as those pieces left me all alone. 

 

I knew the air was full of these crushed pieces,

A heart that thought before, 

Was shut down, for I know. 

 

Now I fail to see the world 

As it once looked to me,

Devoid of life, 

And devoid of kind.

 

Earlier, heart saw the world,

Now the brain took over. 

Where emotions sang before,

Only reasons flash afloat.

 

Where the bond was unbroken,

Are now ties so frail,

Waiting to break away, 

At a moment's wake.

 

The flame knows no bounds,

But it only keeps me sound,

It helps me fight through,

Shadows I couldn't sue. 

 

I never knew why everyone,

Was devoid of life and light,

Until someone suggested me,

That the same flame keeps them alive. 

 

The world as I know, 

Is full of shadows that sore,

The air as I know,

Has a fresh red hue.

 

One more heart has been crushed away,

Pain is seeping through, to spark a flame.

A flame that will provide you the warmth,

After the coldness of the world,

Failed to promise you a charm.

 

Put up a smile on the face, emotionless.

Put up a rhythm to the body, so dead.

Put up a mask to cover those scars,

Put up a shadow to cover your past. 

 

For I know this moment will last,

Until you make something that lasts.

 

- Crimson Blue

16

It's red and dark, 

Crystalline and sharp, 

In a realm beyond that of mine,

Maintaining my piece of mind. 

 

You can't hold it for long,

You can't feel it, in short,

You only can capture it in your mind, 

You can feel it in your sight.

 

I might have lost it for long,

And I don't need it in short, 

That vacuum has been filled with life.

I realized it's not mine. 

 

If I have it I'm gone, 

If I lack it I'm formed,

If I give into it, it shines!

 

The place where it is, shifting away,

Is a place beyond that of mine. 

A place beyond time!

A place beyond mine.

 

I beg it to go,

I beg it to know,

I beg that it is not mine,

What an ugly time. 

 

It comes back to me, 

Has a smile on its cheek,

Saying "now you are mine",

I say I'm no more,

To bear the brunt,

I freed myself from your kind.

 

It tried to, break me up

It tried to, Wear me down

And I know it wants to come back to me,

I wait no more, 

I say no more,

I cast it out of life. 

 

Far away from here,

Where no dreamer dares,

To chafe flesh against the bones, 

Where no eyes can see,

No power can be,

I put an end to it, my dear.

 

- Crimson Blue

17. The Coffin

 The coffin was promised a body within,

yet it stayed empty and cold in the dark

Discarded and replaced by something else,

its glimmer fading to dark.

 

The decaying coffin was never used at all,

all prospects slipping away.

 Never looked upon again forgotten for long,

it's panels, they rot in vain.

 

Empty promises fill its premises,

never coming to light

It was made to hold a body within,

yet it never was given a chance.

 

The coffin was to eat dust alone,

the promise of a body gone.

The Fading promise of a body within

to rot till the end of the storm.

 

- Crimson Blue

18. Revival

I woke up to find I was missing

I woke up to find I was gone

My body, hollow, rang like the bell

Shivers travelled through my bones

So fragile, I woke up

So lonely, like the last of the race

My daemons, they told me

"You're better off dead."

 

 

Tears spilled, fell like the rain

Drowning me in my own disdain

Light of the day felt pale and fleeting

Clouds of darkness added to the receding

There was nothing left to life

My head was heavy, chest was tight

The leather of the belt kissed the skin of my neck

Tied a knot, other end through the doorframe

The world went blur, everything was a fuzz

Like a fish out of water, struggling for air

the belt snapped off, down I fell

"No! This just can't end."

Dialed a number, the only I felt safe

Wishing it wouldn't be the end

I hold my breath and let the soft voice spoke

"I need some help, I collapsed on the floor."

Tears streamed down my face

The fatal tale came to an end

my body grew numb, my heart it sank

yet my soul rekindled, in gratitude it sang

She induced in me the strength I lacked

Made me realise, she was right by my side

Erased all the darkness, left me her vibes

Brightened my day, soul and life

She's a Miracle, my blessing in the world

If I ever would, I would never for her

I promise I will stay here with you

Through life and all that it sends at you

I'm your ally, always here for you

Be it your enemy within or beyond

We'll slay 'em all, not sparing one at all

I'll be there to catch you when you fall

I fall short of words to appreciate you

Gratitude within is dazzling in hues

Be it this life or the next, I'm with you

Be it life, death or anything new

 

- Crimson Blue

19.

 Are you burning within,

burning like the sun?

Your light traversing

no known oceans or worlds

Your perceived darkness

masks away your glow,

is something hindering your flow?

 

No one's seen your bright light,

no one will ever understand why

Your light belongs to the

spectrum they can't see

Your dazzling white form,

no one believes

 

They deny your glow

as they can't see your light

They're all used to a

little fraction of the spectrum

called "visible light"

 

- Crimson Blue

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Publication Date: 05-31-2018

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