THE DHARMA RICOCHET-EFFECT by Tilman-Otto WAGNER (bill gates books to read txt) 📖

sex … suicide is shit … insanity is!


suicide is sex … god is shit … opium is marx …
is insanity?

god is sex … opium is shit … suicide: is marx insane?

god is insanity …
suicide is insanity …
opium is insanity …
sex is insanity …

god sex opium suicide
marx
is
dead!

 

 

the beginning of the sun

red walls all over the place
i sit alone and dream awake,
stare in the mirror, see no face
must have lost it in the lake


can you see the spot above
and besides a white dove?
then for sure you must be insane
don´t think too much, turn off your brain!


a e e a
w v s v w


jump inside these waves
and right now leave those caves,
undress your soul, my friend
and tell everyone, it´s not the end
of everything and everyone
but the beginning of the sun


the beginning of the sun …

 

green fire

 

time-blank thoughts pass through
bitter tasting mouth of mankind


space opens for a moment
embracing the void


water empty people
hiding mirror


friendship memories
disappear in the green fire


sleeping in the green fire
burning down all desire


all desire
in the green fire
fire & desire
desire
green fire

 

 

who are you?

ONLY
when time rolls
down of emptiness and rain
the hill to the valley falls
into the fields the hill down
of dreams, up from the sky
when time climbs like a blue carpet

only
you you you

me me know me me
truth truth the truth truth
the answer is
next next next to the next next next
question
and for
that i will
hate
you you you you you you you
but one day you will realize,
that i am your only true friend
from the early beginning to the very end

 

 

 

 

einsam

einsam betrete ich die schwelle zum leben
einsam vertiefe ich mich in gedanken
einsam betrachte ich die menschen tag für tag
einsam spiele ich mit worten, die keiner mag


öffne die augen


einsam erinnere ich mich an eure sünden
einsam zähle ich die ersten stunden
einsam höre ich den letzten glockenschlag
einsam öffne ich das buch, das unten lag


schließe die augen


einsam verlasse ich dieses leben
einsam höre ich nie auf zu streben
einsam betrachte ich mich im spiegel
und einsam verachte ich eure regeln

nachdenkend
öffnend
schließend

lachend und weinend
schreibend und meinend

 

 

 

 

 

pain, elevation and wine

 

what is going on?
are there any complains shut up!
or unsatisfied needs,
ladies and gentlemen?


why should someone care,
who already lost everything
to the poor and sick, who cares?
who gave away his soul
to the crazy and insane?


so let me introduce myself
to those who still kneel down
in front of the green fire:
you can call me white or black
you can taste me sweet or sour
you can save me or kill me
you can give me truth or lies

but after all, writing is not killing …

 

TILMAN OTTO WAGNER

*1977 Sibiu, Romania. Living and working in Vienna, Austria.

Other Publications:

Brecht, der unbequeme Zeitgenosse (2010)
The Beat Generation in a Scholastic Analysis (2010)
Experimental Poetry, Neo_Poetics and Cuts (2011)
Sechs Kurzgeschichten (short prose, 2011)
De Ira Deorum (novel, 2011)

Aufbruch (novel, 2013)

 

Imprint

Text: copyright 2011 by Tilman Otto Wagner
Publication Date: 06-18-2011

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