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âI know you would be restless till you meet her but tell me, how you are managing your home?â said Janaki in smile as Roopa went into the kitchen on her way to the bathroom.
âYouâre welcome for inspection,â said Roopa smiling.
âWhy wonât we come after you settle down,â said Janaki
âI hope youâre making the best of life,â said Ramaiah joining them.
âYou should know how your father is worried about you,â said Janaki to Roopa.
âNo need for that as he looks after me famously,â said Roopa thoughtfully.
After bath, in her eagerness to rush to Sandhya, Roopa joined her mother in the kitchen to pressurize her to speed up the cooking. But hardly could Roopa eat what her mother so fondly served her in time, and rushing in a rickshaw, she reached Sandhyaâs place only to fumble in greeting Damayanthi at tĂȘte-Ă -tĂȘte with a guest.
When Roopa began to hop up the steps to Sandhyaâs room, Damayanthi in concern sounded caution, and told her guest,
âSheâs Roopa, Sandhyaâs friend, looks like they are born for friendship.â
Storming into Sandhyaâs bed without a word, Roopa overwhelmed her in a cyclonic embrace and buried her head in her sharp valley and excited by her touch for which she was craving, Sandhya wanted gratification for her soul as well with the timbre of Roopaâs tone. However, even as Sandhya parted her sensuous lips to initiate a dialogue, Roopa in all eagerness to savor them, closed in on them for deep kissing, and even when her lips were set free, Sandhya couldnât give vent to her feelings past monosyllables as Roopa went on probing her labia with her craving tongue. But when Roopaâs clamor rent the air as Sandhya plunged her tongue into her surging vulva to savor its flavor, they both had gratifying feeling.
âOh! Itâs as if it were ages,â said Sandhya in embosom with Roopa.
âYou make me die for you!â crooned Roopa into Sandhyaâs ear.
âIâm going crazy craving for you,â said Sandhya longingly.
âSad, we failed to make it before I was trapped in the wedlock,â said Roopa fondling Sandhya.
âBut still so much life is left for us,â said Sandhya fondling Roopa.
âWhat if your âwould-beâ wonât turn a blind eye?â said Roopa in apprehension.
âShall I marry a blind man?â said Sandhya in jest.
âJokes apart, what if he spoils our party?â said Roopa in speculation.
âIf it comes to that I would walk out on him,â said Sandhya mirthfully.
âWonât it be far better if I too give myself to him,â said Roopa mystically.
âThat would herald our fulsome threesome,â said Sandhya dreamily.
âGiven our love, no doubt about that,â said Roopa heartily.
âBy the way, howâre things with you?â said Sandhya
âThereâs nothing wrong with him but nothing goes right for me. Thatâs the irony of it all,â said Roopa as though grasping the reality.
âWhy this emergency landing?â said Sandhya in seeming innocence.
âHavenât you posted the wings for me to fly into your nest,â said Roopa looking at Sandhya endearingly.
âLovey, for our loveâs sake find a groom for me in your locality,â said Sandhya.
âGood idea, but Iâve come to believe that Iâm born unlucky,â said Roopa pensively.
âI swear that Iâll do everything to make you happy, our mĂ©nage a trois included,â said Sandhya overwhelmed.
âKnow itâs your love that keeps my life going,â said Roopa, touched by all that.
âWeâll keep it that way, come what may,â said Sandhya, signing the kiss of contract with her lips.
âI know we would at any cost,â said Roopa, grabbing Sandhyaâs lips to seal the agreement.
Buoyed by Sandhyaâs commitment to their love and accompanied by Raju, Roopa called on her in-laws that evening.
âWeâve always felt you would make a good daughter-in-law,â said a satisfied Durgamma, after an hour-long enquiry. Taking leave in the end, Roopa promised to stay with them for a couple of days before she left for Hyderabad.
âThe waiting is killing, bunk the post-lunch sessions,â Roopa said as she nestled into Sandhya the next evening.
âIs it to let all the tongues wag,â said Sandhya in jest.
âThirsting for your wag,â said Roopa protruding her tongue.
âSee how dry is mine,â said Sandhya showing hers.
âIâm all wet for that,â said Roopa shedding her sari.
âYour figure dear is flowing to perfection,â said Sandhya fondling Roopa in their embrace.
âThank the change of the climes for that,â said Roopa naughtily.
âDonât be mean, give credit to whom itâs due,â said Sandhya teasingly, squeezing Roopaâs breasts.
âOk, let me debit from your account now,â said Roopa reaching for Sandhyaâs crotch.
âOh, how I feel wanted!â sputtered Sandhya in time.
âYou make me live,â continued Roopa.
Next day, when Roopa went to Chandrikaâs office, she saw her with a man of about thirty, and felt that he could be her beau.
âThis is Roopa,â Chandrika introduced her to him.
âI am Anand the ever grateful,â he said folding his hands.
âPlease, donât make much of it,â said Roopa in embarrassment.
âYour gesture is love-saving for us,â he said nevertheless.
âIâm glad youâre happy, but how are you sure that I didnât have an axe to grind?â said Roopa as though to shed part of her guilt.
âEven then, it doesnât lessen our gratitude,â he insisted.
âI donât deserve it, though,â she thought, but said, âI wish you all the best.â
âThank you,â he said as he left them to exchange notes.
âHow do you like him?â enquired Chandrika eagerly.
âHe has got good features, youâve chosen well,â said Roopa shaking Chandrikaâs hand in congratulation.
âComing from you, itâs a compliment,â said Chandrika in elation
When it was time for Roopaâs departure, the mates felt wrenched from one another. Neither was Janaki satisfied. âYou were hardly at home,â she complained. Seeing his daughter in a happy frame of mind, Ramaiah, however, thought she got reconciled to her situation at last and felt relieved at that. However, the three days she spent in her in-lawsâ house, with the constant reference to Sathyam therein, made her experience the effect of his presence more in his absence, which made her feel that she was in the annex of her own home.
Chapter 8
Threshold of Temptation
Back in Sathyamâs arms on her return, Roopa felt as though she landed in the lap of reality after her reign in the realms of fantasy.
âIsnât he lucky in a way?â she thought that night, lying beside Sathyam, fast asleep by then. âWhile he airs his dreams freely, Iâm forced to bury my fulfillment at the bottom of my heart. Oh, whom can I tell how happy Iâm in our lesbian love? What a paradox! Wasnât it he that triggered my libido to explode in Sandhyaâs embrace. But for that weak moment, could I ever have tasted the sweetness of a womanâs love in lovemaking!â
âIs the same-sex syndrome abnormal?â she asked herself. âWhatâs the yardstick to judge it? Why, both of us have that innate want, and suffer when we canât have it. And when we make it, donât we go to the depths of sexual delight and reach the heights of sensual ecstasy? Wonât our souls merge with our bodies to communicate our mutual craving in lovemaking? Love is our life-force, isnât it?â
âThat weâre able to enjoy sex without guilt makes it normal after all,â she seemed to feel at ease with her libido. âMaybe, woman could truly experience the beauty of femininity in lesbian lovemaking! Whatever, my same-sex fondness in no way hampers my weakness for the male embrace, does it? It should be no different for Sandhya when she gets her man, so whatâs the hitch in being bisexual? Itâs a different matter though that Sathyam fails to inspire love in me. Am I not the loser as my life is devoid of all that goes with loving a he-man?â
The mysterious thought of manâs love mystified her soul. Her intimacy with Sandhya and her exposure to Sathyam enabled her to visualize what was lacking in her womanly life. The more she valued her mateâs fondness for her, the cure for her melancholy, she was even more dissatisfied with her husband, which insensibly increased her innate craving for an enticing man of her own, and that made her daydream about him.
Roopa didnât wake up until Yadamma came at nine and as Sathyam was about to leave by then, she said,
âWhy didnât you wake me up?â
âWhere was the need? Letâs go for a movie in the evening. I will ask Ramu and Meera to join us. Be sure youâre ready by the time I come home,â he said affectionately.
âIâm sorry, youâve to do without the lunch-box today,â she said apologetically.
âDonât be so sentimental,â he said as he left.
âHow are your people?â enquired Yadamma after Sathyam was gone.
âTheyâre fine but whatâs wrong with you? You bunked yesterday and your sevens have become nines these days. Were you regular when I was away?â said Roopa.
âAsk ayya, if youâve any doubt; your man is a good man, not like all others who have nothing but lecherous looks for the maidservants,â said Yadamma.
âHowâs your Tara-amma?â enquired Roopa, and thought. âWhy am I inquisitive about an unknown woman?â
âSheâs fine but why donât you meet her? Iâve already told her about you,â said Yadamma.
âWhat did you tell her?â enquired Roopa smilingly as Yadamma didnât blabber on her own, for once.
âIâve told her youâre good at heart and beautiful to look at,â said Yadamma in all innocence.
âWhat did she say?â Roopa couldnât help but ask.
âI would love to meet her, thatâs what she said,â said Yadamma.
By the time Sathyam returned, Roopa was still lounging in the hall.
âYou had all the time in the world to get ready, Iâm afraid we would be late. When I rang up Ramu he said he has a surprise for us,â he said in some irritation.
âWhat else it could be but their wedding invitation,â she said going to the bathroom.
When they reached the Skyline in time, leaving Roopa at the portico, Sathyam went to park his Lambretta. However, Ramu, who came on his Royal Enfield with Meera, spotted Roopa and dropped his companion for her company.
âHowâs your trip?â Meera greeted Roopa.
âOk, but youâve become so scarce even before your marriage,â said Roopa in smile.
Soon Sathyam and Ramu joined them.
âWe heartily welcome you to lend your hand in ringing our wedding bells, the first of next month,â Meera and Ramu invited the Sathyams in unison.
âCongrats, we knew itâs coming,â the Sathyams said in one voice.
As she didnât find the movie engrossing, Roopa got bored. When she chanced to see Ramu and Meera at footsie, and finding Sathyam glued to the screen, she thought, âromance is all about inclinationsâ and in the same vein, she took Sathyamâs keenness for the formula movie by way of an explanation for his ungainliness. For the rest of the show, however, she found herself following the footsie on the floor more than the happenings on the screen as the betrothed anyway were too engrossed with themselves to be aware of her voyeurism. However, when the screen flashed âThe Endâ, the rendezvous of the engaged had ended to Roopaâs peculiar disappointment.
âLife sans romance is like food that is stale and what is left of marriage divorced from love?â she thought, as she got on to Sathyamâs Lambretta.
That evening, a week later, the Sathyams were at the much-awaited wedding of Ramu and Meera that was well-attended too. As Roopa looked gorgeous in her grey maroon Kanchi silk sari, finding her cut a figure in the gathering, Sathyam couldnât help but gloat over his fortune. When in the end, after bidding adieu to the newlyweds, as they reached the parking space, Sathyam thought that itâs an irony that Roopa who shouldâve adorned a palanquin had to ride the pillion instead. As her supposed deprivation made him feel guilty, he realized how much he loved his wife, and thought that he should acquire a four-wheeler one day.
When they reached home, Roopa could discern a change in his demeanor and attributed it to the satisfaction he might have derived from Ramuâs wedding. While she hit the pillow straight away, for long he lay by her side looking at her as it dawned
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