The Replacement (#royals Book 1) by Shikha A (early readers txt) 📖

Hearing this Didi spoke, “no Dadu he just wanted to take revenge from me, as I said no to him that why he has chosen Shipra or else what he will see in her in two hours tell me?”
 
Hearing her I suddenly felt dejected I felt like I am a toy and someone has chosen me because he could not get the other one or am I a replacement for Didu? 

Or else he has to choose one because of Dada Hukum and Dadu's friendship? 

These all thoughts made my mood sour I started feeling nausea and I stood up and went to drink the water.
 
Once am back in my room Didi come to me and said “I am sorry Shipra you have to become my replacement but don't worry I will talk to dadu and tell him you are not ready for this.” The word Replacement is making me sick. 
 
I looked at her and can see the sadness in her eyes and told her “no Didu, it's ok I don't want to hurt anyone specially dadu, he was very excited about this alliance and he still is, I can’t break his heart.”
 
“And what about you what about your dreams? He is an arrogant King he won’t let you work after marriage, you know all the rules and regulations in the Royal family and how will you manage the duty of queen when you don't know anything about it?”
 
I give her a sad look and smile and told her “maybe Didu my destiny wants this so let it be and about my dreams will speak to him hope he understand or else ill forget about them, and for me, my family's happiness is more important than my dreams.”
 
Didu give a nod and stood up and started walking but then turn round and said: “Shi you still can say no to him and don't worry, I will say sorry to him and will get married to him but I don't want you to go through all these things because of me.” 

I smile at her I know she loves me so much and she will do anything for my happiness but she also knows the rules of royals as now I am his once king chooses someone that person becomes his and nothing can change that thought.
 
I Said, “no Didu now it’s my problem and I will deal with this and you know now nothing can be done I am all his.”
 
She nods and left the room. 
 
I set on my bad and started thinking about where my life is taking me and how I will manage everything. 

God, Please help me saying I close my eyes.