Filthy Rich by Atarah Yvaine (electronic reader txt) 📖

I am having a heart-to-Heart talk with her. She asked me to tell her what my childhood is like so I told her everything. She was crying from the start to finish.

"Kaiden is older than me, right? What happened? If you are married and already had a son then why did you still have me?"

I've been thinking about that for quite long time. I am an illegitimate child and I already accepted that but why? Brent looks so nice and a good husband. Did she cheat on him with my dad?

" You see, I am your dad's long-time girlfriend before I even meet Brent. We are childhood sweetheart and we love each other. I am with him when he got nothing until he reached everything. I thought we were doing just fine but all of a sudden, he changes. He is no longer the same Troy that I loved. He became so greedy in money and he is doing a lot of illegal things. I tried to stop him but he never listens. He got involved in drugs and he starts abusing me. With all the kicks and hits that I got from him I still stayed by his side because somehow, I still believe that he will eventually come back to me but he didn't. Then I decided to broke up with him. He let me go. Year after I met Brent and he treated me right. He is the best man in the world. He gave me everything despite all my flaws. We get married and we had Kai. We were leaving peacefully when Troy suddenly wants me back. He offered me money and everything but I declined because I love my family. One day I just saw myself being kidnapped and he is the mastermind. He raped me multiple times then I got pregnant. He keeps me like a prisoner for months till I finally find a way to escape. When I managed to do that Brent thought that I left him for Troy but when he sees my scars and bruises, he believed in me. He accepted me again and he accepted that baby in my tummy though he knew that it is not his. He accepted you and even calling you as his princess back then. Brent takes care of us till I gave birth. Three weeks after giving birth and you'd gone missing. I know that Troy is the culprit but I can't show everyone any evidence. I'm sorry that I didn't fight enough to get you back."

I am so wrecked right now. I don't even know if I still have a heart left. Everything is shattered. I am so devastated knowing she suffered so much because of my dad. He is a monster.
I didn't know she suffered so much for me. I hugged her tightly.

" I'm sorry" I didn't know why but I just had a feeling that I need to apologize to her. I almost ruin her family yet he never throws a grudge at me. What she's been through is traumatizing yet she keeps me and give me opportunity to live.

 "Thank you, mom" I hug her tightly. Hugging my mom feels really good.

After that talk I suddenly feel like we became much closer together. I stayed in their house for another night but in the guest room this time. Kai needs his personal space and honestly, I needed mine too.

I cried the whole night thinking everything. Hearing my mom’s story, I felt so angry with myself. I almost ruined her life because of my existence and then I suddenly remember Deus. He is a dad now and he already has a family. If I keep existing, I'll ruin the family that his child can have.

Come on tell me what to do.

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