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I refuse to live on this world anymore.
I opened the mirror and I looked around. Took the small package of razor blades. Iâll cut my veins. Nothing left for me here right? Probably Styles went through everything and has another girl. Yeh⊠why should I even try to escape here and try to go to a man who has another girl. What if they are married? What if they have kids? I canât just ruin his life. Everything that he had built for himself and his family.
I started to cry and opened the small package. And took one blade.
I cut deep my veins on my both hands on different places.
Styleâs P.O.V
âCome on Stylesâ Stefan said and pulled me out of the house and by force he putted me to sit in the car. I sighed and just let him do whatever he wants to. He sat on other side, Rayon and Kody sat on back seats.
I know Stefan felt this 4 months⊠But I had been through this 6 years. 6 years goddammit. I closed my eyes and took deep breath. Why?
Why this had to happen. Do we even deserve this? I doubt anybody can understand me but Stefan he was through this for a while, but my pain is bigger than anybody could imagine. I literally have a hole in my heart. Nobody can fill it up.
A lot girls are walking around me. Pushing their luck in my face, but only thing I could see is Cath. Her eyes, lips, hair, her soft body, her sweetest breath and her intoxicant scent of candies and peaches. Sheâs like ghost next to me. Staying and holding my hand and donât let me go.
6 years I couldnât contact with her in my dreams, probably this proves that the distance is way too big to contact with your mate. What happened with her all these years? Did they hurt her? I am sure they did, I heard everything that happened there from Mariaâs words, and she even showed me the scenes where she met Cath.
In a basement. A fucking dark and full of viruses and full of bacteria. Miserable little pricks. They really should die. Only if I could find themâŠ
Catherinaâs P.O.V
I woke up again. I had pain in my hands and wrist. I started to cry again. Cant⊠just die? I am watching the ceiling and sobbing. My life couldnât get any worse.
âStop crying little oneâ I said the same voice next to me. I blinked few times and looked him. âYou wonât change anything with crying.â He talked on French now. Probably when he said my family name he instant connected it with France.
âWhy donât you let me die?â
âBecause, you should live. You went through this 6 years as far as I know, why you should die now.â
âYou are going to be use me for anything else. P-people are so ungrateful. You are vampire I know, b-but it doesnât matter. Everybody are the same.â I answered on Russian, why? I have no idea.
âOh no, little oneâ he sat on the bed and pulled me into his lap and laid my head on his shoulder, he wiped my tears âTell us where you come from, I know you are from France, tell me town.â
âToulon.â He nodded and picked me up in bridal style.
âLetâs give you something to eatâ
One week later
We stopped in so many towns, and a lot of hotels too. They always left me take a shower and eat. They were waiting patiently. He gave me everything that I need. But I am still weak and skinny, I am like alive skeleton. I couldnât eat at all. I didnât eat more than a half bowl of soup or rice or any other food. Didnât sleep either. I learnt to surface sleeping, every sound is waking me up. Even a sigh. But I am sleeping better. I remember when I couldnât find a vampire, in the winter, they left to sleep outside in the snow. I still remember the day. I was beaten up with the whip and left outside bleeding. It was about -20C, 60 centimeters snow. They tied me with a muzzle and strap.
I am glad that the psychopaths are dead.
We went into Toulon
âWhich part of Toulon?â on all way to France we talked on different languages. Did I said I know now German, Chinese, Russian and Spanish? For 6 years I learnt all the languages. My memory is good enough to remember everything.
âI want to go in camp. I suppose my parents are thereâ I answered on Spanish.
âOh the Alphas?â
âHeâs my dadâ
âEven better!â laughed Oyen
âYou have a mate right?â
âYes, I have, actually I had. Probably he has another girl by now.â
âWhich date are we?â I asked
â1st Mayâ
âOh⊠the dreamy 24 years.â
âHappy birthdayâ both said
âThanks I guessâ
We ran few more, actually they ran, they didnât let me even touch the ground with my feet. Cute enough.
The camp. I love it and I hate it in same time. Itâs the same as I left it. Shops, fountain, benches, playgrounds. Everything. I told them from where to sneak into the big hall. They stopped on front door, I wanted them to get in again. I wanted to see Styles, if he had a girl or no.
âJust Alphas, god my noseâ said Oyen and frowned. He opened the door âKnock, knock, anybody home? Sorry for the bothering you but we have something for you all. Actually for the Alpha of this camp and packâ
âWait, wait who are you?â I heard a growling.
âWait Chris. Vampire as you can seeâ even more growling came out
âGET OUT OF THESE LANDS.â
âSince you donât want your present, letâs go home Chris, the girl will stay with us?â
âWhat girlâ I heard
âOyen, donât give up so easy. She want to be home she will bring her homeâ he manipulates his so easily, I giggled. He stepped inside the hall and the first person I wanted to see was Styles. âCan you accept us now?â
Styles was so different. His body was even huger, probably the character too, his hair was even longer, almost to shoulders. He slowly looked me. His eyes. No life in them. Stefan number two. He stayed for a while in silence, I smiled a bit with a nod
âCath?â he said, his voice. Deep and rough.
âYou didnât feel the attraction, you idiot.â
âFrench CathâŠâ reminded Oyen, I blushed a bit and looked away âIâll translate the. âYou didnât feel the attraction, you idiot.ââ
âOh my god Cath.â Styles stood up and took me from Chris, like I was a doll. Actually I felt like a doll, he hugged me tight.
âEasy my boy, sheâs weak and fragile like a glass.â My dad told them to sit and asked me them what happened.
Styles sat on the couch near the fireplace. I couldnât move. Something wet dropped on my cheek. I looked up, he was crying. I wrapped my arms around him and laid my head on his shoulder. He wrapped his hands around my waist tight.
âWe heard from venue of vampires, that some crazy people are killing vampires. They lost 4 of theirs. So we went to explore the situation. It took a lot. Just before 2 months we noticed the scent of apple.â
âCandies and peachesâ I corrected him
âCandies and peachesâ he corrected himself âHer scent was everywhere.â
âWe looked all over Russia and we didnât caught anythingâ
âBecause you are wolves, the lilac make your own scent not noticeable for other wolves. Anyway she was running in circles, we came across her scents so many times to keep it alive, every tree in the woods had her scent, so we followed it. We found a house on 2 floors. Inside had loud music, one window were open so we smelled all the disgusting smell inside. They were playing cards, drinking alcohol, and smoked cigarettes while she were under them, in the basementâŠâ
âMay I?â Oyen asked and Chris nodded âWe killed them. Good. I decided to go in the basement, Chris went upstairs. The thing I found was⊠amazing. The smell of alcohol were in the basement too, she was in a cage, suiciding herself on her own hairâ I felt a lot looks on my back âCome on, youâll do the same. The basement was miserable. I really thought the wolf will be part of them, sleeping upstairs in a bed, but what I saw instead of that? Girl suiciding herself in cage. When I took her off, I teared up her clothes. Her whole body was in bruises, wounds, half body was in wounds, if the rust had fell into her wounds she could lose leg or arm also she could die. She had been raped⊠frequently.â
âFrequently?â my mom yelled âWhat are you talking. Frequently? How many times.â Chris came front me
âCath, can you tells us how many they did this to you?â he asked in Spanish
âAlmost every dayâ
âAlmost every day. The thing I donât get it why they ridded her like a horse, chasing the vampires like that and you are free creatures. She was beaten up with a whip, deep and rough, my only suggestion is to see doctor immediatelyâ said Oyen
I felt a small tiny cracked sound in my chest. Sharp pain went into my lungs and my heart.
âOyenâ I said â it hurtsâ my body relaxed in Styleâs arms
Styles P.O.V
30 minutes later
Cath is in critical condition. On the x-ray they saw that 2 of her ribs are broken and they hurt her lungs and heart. She will be okay⊠No she has to be alright. She need to heal herself as fast as she can because⊠I canât⊠handle it anymore. I canât even wait her. If she die, Iâll just suicide.
She said she loves me, and I couldnât even tell her that.
Everybody were there, outside, sitting in the snow. All the Rangers and Alphas were sitting there, lighted up candles. I was surprised that the Alphas from other packs did it. Alex and Kate were walking around the hall, and I am sitting in the little couch, shaking my legs with closed eyes. The both vampires were sitting on my both sides.
âKate, sitâŠâ Alex said âThe babyâ she sat next to Oyen
âHow is she?â
âHer heartbeat is slow. Who is in the operation with her?â he asked the nurse
âDoctor⊠Robâ she said checking up
âNo⊠call Jackson!â
âHeâs in another operation.â
âI said Jackson.â I stood up, I canât watch this.
I went outside and sat between Kody and Stefan, Ron and Ra came in running and sat with us
âWhatâs happeningâ they asked
âHer heart is⊠slowâ I said my eyes filled with tears again
âSheâs strong! She went through all this raping and beating, whatâs one operation?â Maria said who was sitting in Stefan
âSheâs rightâ said Rayon, and pulled Ra in his lap.
I raised my head to the building. Nothing. I donât hear her. Just the piercing noise of the machine. Thereâs no pulse, because Cath didnât have any.
âNoâŠâ I said with my tears falling on my cheeks.
Chapter 13Catherinaâs P.O.V
I am in the black space again. Why? Whatâs happening? I turned around. Nothing. Absolutely nothing. Where am I?
âLoad on 150. Beware.â What? I looked around. I suddenly showed in the Operation room. I am placed on the table connected with
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