Filthy Rich by Atarah Yvaine (electronic reader txt) 📖

"I grew up having nobody. A mom nor a dad. Deus I don't want her to live the life I used to live. Please don't make it hard for me." I added. I am shaking and I feel really weak. I don't even know how I still manage to stand here.

"I'm sorry" he said

"I will be fine, I promise" I told him. "I will study abroad and earn my degree. I will be successful"

"I can't do this" he cried

"We can. We need to" I wiped my tears. I never know that I am this strong. I am giving up the love of my life with a smile on my face.

"Promised me you'll be a great dad to Zaylee. I can see that she's a nice kid. Try to work things out with Helena for Zaylee. As what I said only you can give her a family. Helena looks nice and I bet she really is because you will never give her a chance before when she's not worth it. Don't be too grumpy with her and don't spend too much time with work." I repeated all my instructions to him.

"How can you do it so easily?" he asked and try to control my blazing emotions. He doesn’t know how hard this is for me. I've been fighting with my own emotions just to look okay and strong when in reality my heart almost stopped working because of too much pain.

I didn't answer him.

"I love you Heaven. I really do. I never love anyone else. It's just you. Please" He look at me and I shake my head.

"Please?" he asked again but still no. I can see that he is getting sleepy now. Maybe his body is still weak and also it maybe an effect of the medicines he is taking. He can't control the drowsiness. He is still looking at me teary eyed fighting the tiredness. I walk to him and give him a hug for the last time. He hugs me too.

"I love you, You stay here ok? we'll talk again tomorrow." he said and I didn't answer for I know I won't be here tomorrow.

I hold his hand and let him sleep. I give him a final kiss. He tried to fight the sleepiness for me but he is too weak.

"I love you, do...n't le..a..ve me" That's the last words he utter before he finally doze off again. I silently cried beside him.

"I love you more" I whispered. I watch him sleep and I just stare at him till I finally need to go. I called Kaiden to pick me up. I kiss Deus forehead.

"Till we meet again. Good night"

I slowly walked towards the door and before I go out I take a look at him for the last time.

I will always love you. I will miss you.

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Damn this made me cry too. So, this is a heartbreaking update.

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