She is the one by Asheslove (mobi reader android TXT) š
- Author: Asheslove
- Serie: Ā«Toxic but loveĀ»
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I leaned forward and put my head on his shoulder comfortably not being able to see in his eyes for any longer, my heartbeat was so rapid that one could hear it to ears. I don't have any idea why I was being so sentimental and emotional suddenly; I was all fine by myself before he arrived then from where all these emotions are flooding from.
āIts fine, you reached their Nic, before anything goes wrongā I mumbled in his chest.
He didnāt said anything instead of kissing my head and combing my hairs.
āNicolasā I said after sometime still in same position.
His hand leaving my waist started travelling inside my shirt rubbing my naked skin as he inhaled my scent from my hairs. He hummed in response.
'The man who took me kept saying he wants to kill me because you killed his son for me'
'Who did you killed Nicolas and how that involves me, his son...why I don't remember an-
'It has nothing to do with you Elena; I killed his son because that's what he deserved. You don't have to think about it' Nicolas hissed cutting me in between and I can sense the rage in his voice.
'But -
'I'd already told you' he said in a curt voice nibbling the flesh of my exposed neck and I gasped, my hands tightened around his neck. His hand turned desperate as he rubbed his thumb and pinched my nipple through the bra.
Suddenly I again remembered what Andrea told me; I have to ask from him about it before it will turn heated between us.
āNicolas, do you... do you know about my traumaā I asked lifting my head up from his shoulder.Ā
He paused and his hand came out of my shirt. I wanted to believe heās still same he was before; I wanted myself to be right.
āAndrea said you told her I am traumatic, how do you Nicolas?ā I asked in faint yet serious tone looking in his eyes.
He chuckled softly.
āWhat?ā āAre you afraid that will make me a human and prove you wrongā he asked with a raised eyebrow like reading my mind.
I didnāt know what to say but I truly wish he donāt, I wanted him to deny that because heās a monster, heās not human, and he canāt be one.
āJust tell me Nicolas, you donāt know right?ā I said like I myself wanted it to be true, I donāt want to believe the fact that he knows it because he didnāt take advantage of it to break me, to get the submission out of me. It was different fact that he already did that but he wonāt use my vulnerability against me.
āI know, I told you I found many things about youā he replied softly and as the words left his lips, I quickly got up from his lap and took two steps away from him. His brows frowned together not appreaciting the sudden change in me.
āNO, you are lying, you donāt know. You are lying Nicolas, because if you have known you would have used it to break me and then bend to your will until I gave up and then submit to youā I said accusing in a strong voice.
His jaw tightened as he clenched his fist, something intense flickered in his eyes with anger, hurt maybe but he soon masked it and wear his cold composure again.
āGuess I proved you wrong, didnāt I? Because I didnāt use it against you to get your submissionā he said with a smirk on his face getting up, unclenching his fist.
āLooks like I am not as inhuman and monster as you thought of me Elena, Is this what you fear that now itsĀ reducingĀ your hate towards me.ā he said taking one steps towards me.
āNoā āYou are notā I whispered softly not wanting my heart to believe that.
āDoes that mean you are finally submitting yourself to me Elena or wants to submit?ā he said hopefully walking near me.
āNoā I said shaking my head in denial an making my mind strong looking straight in his eyes not letting my heart slip by this small confession, I believe what I see, I believe what he made me go through, I believe all the pain he gave me, I believe what I believe.
āLooks like that too soon going to change, I am sure until then keep lying to yourselfā he said giving me smirk.
āCome with meā saying this he pulled me inside with him and putting his shirt on, he grab one of his jacket with his car keys and walked me out of mansion with him.
āWhere are we going at this hour? āI asked once we stepped out in the chilly night.
āIāll told you once we will reach theirā he said and started the engine of the car.
āHop inā
I looked at him with frown on my face not wanting to go anywhere at this late but he kept looking at me making the engine roar more louder and I already knew what does that mean so finally in defeat I sat on the passengerās seat and once I buckled up he took off.
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