Damaged Beyond Repair by Kashmira Kamat (KittyKash) (ebook reader below 3000 .txt) 📖

    We were done almost too soon, and when I pulled out, I felt an empty void spread through me. It just wasn't enough. Alana wrapped her arms around me under the covers and kissed my hardened pecks. I sighed.

    "Are you up for round two?" I whispered in her ears.

    She giggled and Drew started to make baby noises and suddenly started wailing.

    "Drew disagrees."

    It didn't matter if Drew agreed or disagreed, he stopped wailing as soon as he began drinking his dose of milk. We dozed off and I got to have round two at the crack of dawn.

   They were just here for two days and that wasn't enough time with my family. When they were leaving, I swore myself not to cry like a damn sissy but it wasn't easy to keep up that charade when Alana held me tightly in a hug, I thought she would cry like last time but she didn't and it surprised me.

    I smoothed her hair and whispered, "You're not crying, I hope someone else isn't waiting for you back in Carmel."

   She punched me playfully, and knew I was kidding. She cupped my face, went up on her heels and pecked my lips. "I'm not crying because I know you belong with me now, and that you are coming home soon."

    "Home." I repeated. Home where there wasn't just an empty apartment waiting. There was Alana now, Minnie and Drew. The only people in my life who kept me grounded.

"Please eat well, baby, you look thin." She said.

I nodded. "I will."

   Minnie hugged me one last time and if I damn near wasn't going to start brawling. I kneeled down to her level. I kissed her hand. "Sweetheart, please take care of your mom and your brother for me."

    Minnie nodded. "I will."

    I kissed her forehead. "I love you, you're my good girl."

     She smiled, then I hugged Drew one last time and Alana had to practically pull him from my arms. They were getting late.

    Alana squeezed my hand as she realized the type of worries that boggled my mind. "We will be fine, Rowan. Don't worry about us."

    I nodded. "Lock your doors at night, don't go out alone after seven and the same goes for the kids."

   She assured me, and then she let go off my hand. She was good at hiding her disappointment but didn't say a word because she knew I was doing this for us. They waved at me before disappearing through the airport entrance.

    I went back feeling happy and sad at the same time. Happy that I'd had the best two days I could have asked for, and sad because it wouldn't be another two months before I went home.

   Back in the cab, I reached for my meds and stared at it for a good few minutes willing for all the bad thoughts to go away and thinking of all the positive things. The phone buzzed in my pocket, I received a text.

    Alana: Missing you already baby <3

    I typed.

   Me: Come back to me.

   Alana: I'm always with you, like a ghost, like your shadow, as creepy as it may sound, I still doddle hearts around our names.

   I laughed and didn't even realize when I pushed the meds back into my pocket.

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Authors Note

SEQUEL OUT NOW! It's called 'BEAUTIFULLY REPAIRED' 

You can read part 2 of this book on my profile. 

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