Our journey from engagement to marriage by Shipra Saini (thriller book recommendations TXT) 📖

I looked at him with my red eyes. I pulled out from his grip and cupped his face with my both hands.

"I trust you. When i said i believe in you i really meant it but do you have trust in me? Do you believe in my love. Do you have enough faith in me to share your pain with me?" I asked him between my sobs.

He looked into my eyes try find the reason behind my questions.

"Siddharth, Am I that much loser that no one think to share important things with me." I asked him. My voice became heavy.

He didn't say anything just looked into my eyes try to understand my questions.

"I love you so damn much but I don't deserve you." I said while touching our foreheads last time and took a step back from him.

"I don't deserve your pure love. I was not with you when you need me the most. I was not stand beside you when you were in a hard phase of your life." I choked out.

"It's not true.. You are not with me because i hide things from you. I was at fault, not you." He said while taking a step back.

I shake my head and said, "we both are at fault in are own ways."

My tears falling from my eyes like their dam broke.

"I didn't tell you because i didn't want you to drag into my mess. I promised your father to make you happy than how could i drag you in my hell like life." He said while taking a step towards me.

"You took revenge of my every single tear who caused them but what about the tears you caused me. Tell me one thing will you guaranteed after our marriage this kind of things never happen with us? Will you still hide things to me? Will you divorced me if you face this kind of situation again?"
I asked him.

He didn't say anything just looked into my broken state.

"you hide things to me because you thought me as a weak. I know i am weak but for you I am the strongest person in the world. I can fight for you to the death also. If you told me everything before, maybe i could not support you financially but I was there for you emotionally. God was took a test of our love but you failed us. I failed us." I whispered the last part and choked out.

"You leave me because you can't see me in pain, facing humiliation and bearing all emotional pain alone without saying any single word to anyone. Instead of understanding your pain i accused your love for me. Instead of being with you i was mourning on my own misery." I said while walking back.

"I don't deserve anyone's love. I am not worth your love. You need a stronger person in your life with whom you can share your pain, your things. I am loser and it's true." I said still walking back.

"You shouldn't have loved me."

"We should not marry."

I put my hand on my mouth to suppress my sob. I turned around and ran from there and he was standing there in shocked.

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