touts of a girl by flajonny (best short novels of all time .TXT) 📖

are funny I mean back to my high school tingy. So there is this guy from my high school and we’ve been friends like for 3years and all. After we graduated and I travelled here, we were chattting on fb and than he said he likes me!. And am like u what?, he started telling me how he has like me for a long time and was scared to ask me out while we were in school because “I might turn him down” sicko right. Atleast u will try first and thoughts latter, I did really like him back in school. I spent a total of some semester imagaining me and him togther. Going though all the pain of hime having a girlfreind and now you are telling me you don’t really like those girls? Mhen what better player can their be. Nut I really did like him, I mean he was 5’9, dark skin, a little bit of muscles, and rich, that’s all a yes motion to date a boy. But then am here and he is there, very bad suitation. I really don’t believe him but I know he isnt lieing cause back in school he always calls me, disturbe me in class and you know wen a guy looks at you with a loving eye. He really did always look at me like that, now that I think about it, I do really like him. But we both have a long way ahead of us, so I made a deal with him……….
I told him that if we still like each other after all the schoolin and shit we then can try dating but I doubt that’s gonna happen. He stoped calling me like a year ago, it hurts but what can I do. The only guy I really dated was not even really a relationship. We use to live togther in desame area in my country. On january 1st of 2009, he called me using an annoymous caller. I did know it was him cause I kinda of like him too but was shy to tell me and cause I thought he had a girlfreind. Anyways he called me and since then we alawys talk on the phone, since I go to a boarding school we never really saw each other until I travelled. So I don’t really call that a relationship,he still says he loves me and that he will marry me but I think that’s a long lost dream. Anyways he never ask me for nothing even akiss, but then again maybe its cause we never saw much of each other. I think she found a dress. Thank jesus! Time for food

chapter 2

Chapter 2


Another day another life! Here we go. I don’t really like Fridays cause I have to work from 3-11pm which really sucks. I work for the mentally deprived and don’t even give me as much trobule as my co-workeks do. You know whwn people never mind their business nad always gossip all around, yea that’s my working environment. I try not to get pissed off cause ma uncle works there too. They play favorites game too much, like if u know the supervisor you are in good shape and if you don’t you screwed. The head supervisor mrs kindle, she likes to pretend and makes people believe she is inncoent but my guts don’t deceive me when I see an hypocrite, I have lived with them all my life. Anyways am at my job and that God my other friend/ sister is working today, so am kinda ok .
“tan, u re ere. Hw u doin?” my anty hope, she is a good person , thank jesus for her my job life is a little better. Human beings really piss me off considering the fact that am one of them makes me puke. Whatever my job is almost done here, cant wait for my bed. That seems to be all I ever think about about this days. “am fine u?” “fine”
“u wanna go eat now?” she always makes sure she brings food for me gosh how I love her (just natural love).
“yea. U brought food?” “yea my sister had a party yesterday, there was more than enough, since u dint come I brought for u”
“tanx, I brought food too. We can eat it together” “yea its nice to taste your cooked food once in while. The last time I remembered the salt almost killed me” she was joking but I did put too mcuh salt in that rice. I don’t know why though cause I really don’t like too much salt in my food. But I wonder hw I will ever concentrate on cooking while watching the best k-drama (korean drama) of all time, “boys before flowers”. That drama is the best, I mean like 100 percent great.
The story is mostly about 5 really hot,cute and sexy guys, yea trust me they are. Life sucks! I do always wish I was played in that drama. The guys are from very rich and important faimlys in seoul korea and they go to a school owned by one of their mothers.there is this ordinary girl who got accepted into the school for good deeds and she is like a tomboyish person. Anywyas the riches/leader of the group fell in love with her and his mother wont let them be cause of the social distance. Also the leader is the girls husband and one of the boys from the group is her soul mate, I guess destiny sucks. Whatever she marries her husband and her soul mate was always her best friend. Best part is that the both boys are close friends and they really love her so deeply, lucky girl right? I bet she is. The story is cute I tell ma friends to watch but only jamie did cause she sort of like asians but not stalker like me.
We always have this disco party for our consumers on Fridays and shit that noice blows my ear and head off. I guess I work for the money hard, the consumers really like It though and they are funny and cute when they dance.
“hey shannon, come on girl shake what ur mama gave u?” one of my co-workers was saying. How funny are they. Omg! She is twisting and going really down, I cant even do that, ma feet don’t hold much of me. “after the party go up for ur meds, ok?” “ok”
Yes! 10mins to go and so happy to be leaving my job, am gonna sleep till Sunday. Also school is almost over infact 2weeks of school left.
“a 6years old was molested by her father” the news caster was saying. All those men that take advantage of younger girls, we should ship them to a factory and cut of their manhood and hands. So it will be you can see, not feel and not touch, smart right. I don’t like to be mean but they are kids and they trust easily just like me too
Maybe I was like 5 or so I don’t really remember how or what age it started but I was really young then. Will live in a very local enviroment and my mother was always working. She leave me to the care of my neighbours, not that I blame her. There were mostly young adult amle living around us (19-21) and they always like to call me to come play wiv them. They ask me to do stuff with this other young guy of my age or so I don’t remember much, but I remember thinking they wont play with me again if I didn’t do what they ask of me. Gosh when I think back to it I feel so stupid and useless, maybe that’s why I have self issue. From all the movies and stuffs I hv read people with messed up young life always have some shit life, atleast am not sleeping around now to get attention. So even though I like to for in love and so scared I would mess it up. I never told my parent about what use to happen back at our old house like they will ever believe me and I hate it when people look at me like the molested give. Sometimes its make me sad and I cry cause nd am watching sons of anachy, best biker tv show ever. I really like jax, I mean u doesn’t.
I think I finally fell asleep cause now am awake and hungry with a huge headpain. Damn I don’t even have a hangover, why does it hurt so much.
“tan” my mum calls me that but she hads babygirl whenever she wants me to go somewhere for her. I guess I know why I have an headpain after all.
“yes! What do u want mum?” “your friends are here”. My friends?! Yea right nice try.
oh shoot they are really here what do they want now. “hey guys sup?” “sleepy head, get dressed we going out” “what?!” I said
“u dint even tell me we going out?” “u cant just come into someones house and tell them what to do” I always say that to get them mad so they could go. “come on now, baby girl don’t be rude” “they are just trying to help.”
“yea ur mum called us to get u out so u can atleast get a guy and have the experience of being inlove” “yea tnx mum like I need to complicate my life”
“ur dad doesn’t know about this, so come bck by atleast 9pm pls” “yea mum u re a saviour tnx” I rolled my eye at her. She has been trying to get me into a relationship forever talking about how a girl should find love and shit.
So yea we going shopping again on a day I could be sleeping in my bed. Yea life’s is a bitch. Manhattan ofcourse, macy’s store sweet!. So we at macy’s buyins clothes and just checking out people. You know guys and girls cute and bitchy. Am sort of having fun you, like this was worth it.
“so what do u tink about this jean?” I asked
“I don’t know sookietan, I mean u say u want it and den u never wear it” lilac said “yea its true u never wear clothes u just buy them”
“its nut my fort u knw, I mean I look in the mirror and all I see is ma fat ass and boobs and I just them poking out”
“yea girl its God’s gift own it”. Yea yea yea like I really care. God should have given it to someone else not me since I don’t know how to apprecaite it.
Oh.my.God, the cutest/hottest/sexiest guy have ever seen just walked to my front and oh God