end of my world. by dancingmilklover246 (open ebook TXT) 📖

small, you seem so strong.
My arms will hold you keep you safe and warm,
This bond between us can’t be broken,
I will be here don’t you cry

CHORUS:
'Cos you'll be in my heart,
yes you'll be in my heart,
From this day on now and forever more.

You'll be in my heart,
No matter what they say,
you’ll be here in my heart,
Always.

Why can't they understand the way we feel,
they just don't trust what they can’t explain.
How know your different
Deep inside us, where not that different at all.

CHORUS:
And you'll be in my heart,
yes you'll be in my heart,
from this day on now and forever more.

Don't listen to them, 'cos what do they know. (What do they know?)
We need each other, to have to hold.
They'll see in time, I know.

When destiny calls you, you must be strong
(you godda be strong)
I may not be with you, but you got to hold on.
They'll see in time, I know.

That your there together 'cos

you’ll be in my heart,
Believe me,
you’ll be in my heart.
I'll be there from this day on,
now and forever more.
Ooh you'll be in my heart
(you'll be here in my heart)
No matter what they say
(I'll be with you)
You'll be here in my heart
(I'll be there)
Always

Always
I'll be with you,
I'll be there for you always
Always and always.
Just look over your shoulder x3
I'll be there always.
By the end o the cd I go to rewind it with tears running down my face. Aubrey stops me and takes me to the guest room. She tucks me in kisses my forehead and all I remember is her closing the door before I black out.
I wake up to find myself in a different bed and josh not next to me. I sit there until the realization of what happened yesterday sunk in. my world has ended.
2 weeks later.
Funeral day
I dress myself in an all black dress with black boots. I have my hair down and covering my face. We get to the funeral and I get through the ceremony without a single word or teardrop. By the time everybody has left I get down on my knees beside his grave and just stare. I can’t seem to hold the pain anymore. The world around me Is alive and well, I might be a alive but my world ended when josh took his last breath.
4 years later. June 12.
4 years that josh has died. I still listen to our song and his voice. I see our family videos and photos. I miss him. Mae is now 9 years old. She understands that mommy sometimes burst out crying but she doesn’t question. I stand by his grave. Looking down at him. Knowing that when he left he took my heart with him.
I don’t know if ill ever get over it or if ill move on. I just don’t know. I get up from my knees and wipe the dirt and tears from my eyes. I start walking and before I turn around I whisper “I love you josh” into the air. Without a second wait I turn away and walk into the world.
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Publication Date: 05-05-2011

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