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After a while of awkward silence,I decided to sit down at the kitchen table. I was about to break the silence,but Larry beat me to the punch. “So, how’s it going Jared?” He was trying to make small talk. I could tell by the way he didn’t make eye contact with me.
“Just cut the crap so I can leave! I have a duty to fulfill as a werewolf, you know?!” You could say that I was being a little harsh, but I didn’t care.
He came and sat across the table from me. “Look, I don’t want us to end at this note, okay? I just want us to have a closer relationship than we have!” This time he did look me in the eye and I saw that he meant everything he said. He had practice with communicating with people and especially my mom. They have been married ever since I was eight-teen. I’m twenty-two and I wasn’t looking forward to this conversation. And it wasn’t going well, so far! “That’s very interesting Larry! I’ll tell you what, why don’t we start bonding more when I get back from Seattle?” I could at least give him that hope. A smile started to work around the corners of my mouth. And Larry started to smile also. I knew my plan would work. “Alright, that’ll work. Just don’t forget to bond with a good attitude, okay?” Wow He actually believed me. “Do we have a deal?” I lifted my hand across the table as if we were closing a deal. Deliberately he took it. “We have a deal!” He was proud of the- so called- progress we had made. To tell you the truth, I was looking forward to the bonding!
“Well, I have to pack for the trip to Seattle before I round up all the rest of the pack. So I’ll see you when I get back?” I asked sounding hopeful.
“Sure, most definitely!” he said. I walked past him, toward my bedroom.
My room pretty much looked the same as I left it earlier today. The bed was still beside my huge window, from across the door. But it was still messy. My walls were the same, a nice cream white. And, of course, all of my white dressers were still there. I didn’t have posters or anything else on my walls. I didn’t plan on putting any on there either. I went straight to my closet and got out my blue duffle bag. I packed everything that I needed and headed back for the door. No one was in the kitchen when I went through there. So I just kept going out the door.
I gathered the rest of the pack and told them to meet me at Tim’s house. They didn’t ask questions like they normally would. I guess they already knew what was going on. So we all met at Tim’s house and we were ready to go. We decided to travel by two cars. I was in the first car with Tim, Todd, Adam, and Dave. The second car was Alex, Eli, Jeremiah, Jessica, and Chris. So you could say that both cars were packed. The drive wasn’t long, Tim drove super fast.
“Okay, we’re going to stop and get something to eat. We’re already in Seattle so we won’t have that much farther to go until we’ve reached our destination.” Tim was saying this as he pulled into the parking lot of a McDonald’s. He was also on the phone talking to the rst of us in the other car.
We’d been driving for an hour and I’m sure no one ate before we left Forks. Plus, it was probably four o’clock in the morning! I didn’t try to keep up with the time like I use to when I was in school.
After everyone was done eating we went straight to our destination or you could call it Larry’s guest house. He let us borrough it when we went out of town. I had the key so I got the room that i would occupy mainly everytime we came up here. Everyone else had to share rooms except for Tim and me. It was a typical three-story house. With a full stocked kitchen and up to date technology like: big screen TVs in every room, a Wii game in the living room, and an intercom all around the house. But the intercom was unnecessary for us.
We could just call each other as if we’re whispering and you could still hear from another floor. It’s a werewolf thing; you’ll get use to it. We all have had enough time to.
My room was on the second floor, the first door to your right. I went straight to it before someone could annoy me. Almost everything in the room was my favorite color; blue. Except for the walls; they were white. So I closed the door behind me and started getting settled in. I had been here many times before while my mom was still married to Larry. It wasn’t very entertaining. I could care less about all the high tech and crap. All I did was stay in my room all day; unless I was hungry, and I would sneak out at night.
For right now, all I want to do is sleep. I’ve been up all morning and I’m exhausted.
Rayne
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I was lying down on a soft surface which I now identified as a king sized bed. It was breathtakingly soft and warm and inviting. But I was suddenly hyperaware that I wasn't alone. I felt a warm arm hugged across my waist. It was big and the skin olive toned, yet comforting. Just the feel of the skin sent a warm sensation down my spine.
I shifted under the arm and turned around to see the face of the man that made me feel so safe. As soon as I turned all the way around to face the stranger I smiled and I felt my mouth curl up at the corners as I took in his face. He stared back at me returning the smile and it nearly took my breath away. His face looked extroardinarily exquisite. He had sexy chocolate brown eyes and rich black hair. His lips were full and called out to me.
He looked at me with those beautiful eyes filled with. . . . LOVE? For ME? As if hearing my thoughts he said,"Lorrayne,I love you!"He said with another heart stopping smile and a chuckle. His luxurious voice touched my soul. What is going on? Am I going crazy for a stranger? And how the hell does he know my NAME?
He put his hand on the side of my face and smoothly rubbed it. I closed my eyes in contentment. A moan slipped out of my mouth, but I wasn't ashamed of it or even embarrassed. Before opening my eyes the words that came out were true and I couldn't believe i'd said it."I love you too, Jared!" I could feel my eyes watering up before I could even get it all out.
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I woke instantly in tears and sweat. DAMMIT! another dream like that and i'll probably pee in my pants. I mean, It seems so real every time and sometimes i wish it was. But in every dream of him, I see something in his eyes. Something thats not being told to me. A secret. A secret that could change everything. But despite the Big-unknown secret, I wanted, no craved him. My body reacted to no other in that manner. I wanted to kiss his soft full lips that screamed my name. I wanted him to wrap his arms around me.
I felt this kind of terrible hurt in my heart. As though there was a huge whole in the middle. And at the edge of the whole there's this big pain making it unbearable to contain! my heart and I craved for this man named Jared!
'Whoa,Rayne don't lose your insanity over some guy!'
I thought to myself.
I decided to get out of bed and get ready for dance rehearsal.
Chapter 2: Unity
Jared
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I was in the living room. the TV was not on because I was thinking hard about my dream. The dream that I've had so many times before, but it stays in my head all day.
I dream Of A girl, with soft black hair and beautiful sky blue irises. But every time the girl turns to face me, her beauty just amazes me more and more! I never get tired of seeing her face.Her name was Lorrayne. Rayne!
And, Oh how I loved for her to say my name. It feels like a caress. It was as though she could see right through me with those remarkable eyes. I could never lie to her. Only faithful.
I wanted her badly. My body and very soul craved her. I could tell in the dreams that she craved me too. i read her thoughts and she can read mines too.
"Jared, stop daydreaming and get out of the house. You could use some freedom from all this house." Tim said knocking me out of my daze. He left before I could respond.
I took his advice and left. I drove my 2010 Chrysler that I kept here in Seattle because it was too conspicuous for Forks.
I parked my car at a restaurant so it wouldn't get picked up. I went to the park downtown. I usually come here when I'm in town to have some solitude. Before I started to realize that I needed Lorrayne, I would engage in almost anything with my friends and family. But I've just become non active with my life. I don't want to do anything, but be with her. I loved her dearly to the point where I would rather die than spend another helpless day without her. I would tell the whole world that and feel proud about it.
I sat on the bench in front of the water fountain; Thinking about her!
Rayne
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This morning, in the car, I told Wanda about my dream and she couldn't believe that he said that he loved me and he knew my name.
I had a crying fit before we went inside of the studio. My eyes were red and people noticed, but they didn't ask me anything about what was wrong with me.
I had on a dark blue tank top with a light blue hoodie over it. A pair of stretchy skinny jeans and my gray low-top converse.
Wanda had to go to the store after practice so I went to the park. It was convenient because I wanted to be alone and I also wanted to practice my old gymnastics floor routine from when I was sixteen. When I got to the park, I took out my Ipod to listen to the the song that went with my routine. I changed it from the original one so the song is now" We R Who We R "
By Ke$ha. The song I use To dance to was" Please Don't Stop The Music"
By Rhianna.
I used the open field, right next to the water fountain. I was a little nervous because the park was crowded, but then I just said forget it; I really don't
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