Cold Hearted by Shai Fenwick (first ebook reader .txt) 📖

I hope your boyfriend down there would stop looking over here because I was hoping I could steal you away." "You mean Alec?" I asked looking down there and sure enought he was watching when he saw me he quickly smiled and turned back around. "He isn't my boyfriend I just met him today he is my neighbor. I just moved in with my Aunt and Uncle." He smiled and said "I knew you weren't from here because if you were I would have remembered such a sexy thing like you." I smiled and looked away from his intense eyes. He pulled my chin back to him and said "your not shy are you?" I smiled coyly because he fell for it. "Nope just getting kind of bored."
He smiled like a little boy who was told he was having ice cream for breakfast right before his head swopped down and his lips met mine halfway. Man he was a great kisser and I should know. We made out for awhile before someone cleared there throat. He put his finger up and I reluctantly broke away and looked down while I laughed but I quickly clamped my mouth shut because it was Alec and he looked pissed. I stared at him and he finally cleared his throat and said "My mom called and said your Aunt has been trying to reach you but you were obviously busy." He paused to sneer at Brad and then continued "She said that they want us to head back now to have dinner together." I pulled my phone out and sure enough I had eight missed calls. "Oops." I said and stood. Brad stood at the same time and grabbed my phone from my hand and quickly put his number in then slipped it into my back pocket himself and smiled. I smiled back and he kissed me one more time. And jumped down and left looking over his shoulder once to wink at me. I Looked away smiling then got down and started walking to the gate. Alec caught up with me in no time and said "So you and Brad?" I looked at him "me and Brad what?" "nothing." Was all he said until we got to my house he said so quietly I almost missed it "Be careful cause he is not the type of guy who will take care of you. And he wont be caught dead with a girlfriend." "Well good because I don't deserve to be treated good!" I growled and stormed inside leaving him outside I yelled that I was just going to turn in cause I was a little overwhelmed by everything. And I stomped up the steps I had just gotten to my door when I heard the front door close.
There was a knock on my door not even a minute after I laid down on my bed in my short shorts and a small tank top. I didn't even get to wash my make up off. "What?" I grumbled there was no reply but the door opened. And of course in walked Alec. "Yes Alec?" I replied with a bored tone. "I wanted to talk to you." "Well obviously hence the fact you are standing in my room." He walked up to were I was lying on my bed reading and stared at me. "What!" I snapped. He looked in my eyes and said the words I knew all to well that he was going to say. "Why don't you deserve to be treated right?" "You would know if you knew me but you don't so lets leave it at that." He frowned the took my book and sat down by me and I sat up and scooted to in front of him. "I would think you deserved to be treated right no matter what. And I know I could treat you good." He said looking down. I just stared at him till he looked up. "I am broken beyond repair I don't deserve to be treated good. I deserve to be treated like the broken thing I am. And even if you would be good for me I would ruin you that's how bad I am and not to be mean but my heart wont open for anyone." He stared at me the slowly raised his hand and laid it on my cheek and sighed.
"Why can't you give me a chance?" "Because I don't want to hurt you. You could do so much better!" Later that night after he sulked downstairs and shortly after they left I laid in my bed thinking about what he said. How could someone with a life so promising want to be with me? I thought about it till I finally fell asleep. But being tortured with that thought would have been better then what I dreamed about.
The Dream

**The Dream

Luke kissed me. I pulled away and stared at him. "You know we cant." I said he knew we couldnt be together. I was leaving, he was emotionally damged. Nothng would work we would both end up getting hurt in the end.

"Cayden take a chance please common. Just kiss me say yes! It will be okay I promise. I will change for you! Anything for you." Luke said. "I am leaving!" I screamed. "I dont care! I love you!" I shook my head no over and over I started crying.

"You know what why dont I just end everything than?!" Instantly Iknew what he meant I chased after him as fast as I could.

"No!!!" I screamed as Luke slammed the door. I started banging and banging screaming for him to open the door up and talk it out with me.

"I love you Cayden! You are the only reason I am still breathing." I heard him talking but I couldnt make it out.

'BANG!'**

I shot up in my bed and looked around. I was covered in sweat and I had tear streaks going down my face. I never want to remember that stuff why does it awlays come back when I am finally half okay?! I got up and went to take a shower I fixed my hair and went downstairs. Of course Alec was the only one in the kitchen but why he didnt live here?! I tryed to tiptoe back out. "Cayden." Alec said I slowly turned around and smiled sheepishly at him. "Whaaaattt are you doing here?" I asked. "I am here for you." He said. "Ha ha he ha. Seriously what do you want?" He sighed and stood up and pulled me by my arm out of the house. "Helllooo I am only in my bikini top and jean shorts!" "And we are going to the beach." I rolled my eyes and grabbed my things. Alec opened the door and there was Brad I smirked at Alec. "Mind if I tag along beautiful?" Alec said no the same time I said not at all.

We all rode in Alec's car which was kind of weird because Brad was leaning into the front flirting with me while Alec was clenching his jawl trying to stay calm. I just smiled and flirted back.

We came to an abrupt stop which made me slam on my seatbelt. "Seriously?!" I said to Alec he shrugged andgot out. I got out and stretched. Brad came up and traced the seat belt line from my shoulder all the way down to my hip on the other side. "Thats so hot." Brad said winking at me. "Thanks Alec did it for me." I said and brushed past him and trailed my hand down Alec's arm. I leaned in and whispered "Thanks." My lips brushed his ear and I felt him shiver slightly. I smiled evilly and left them both standing there.

Miyah (This chapter and character is dedicated to a big fan that has showed alot of love for my books *mememe12*)

I was standing in the sand waiting for the guys when I got tackled. I got screamed on the way down my arms were pinned and i looked up. The one and only Miyah was above me grinning like a fool.

Okay so info on Miyah totally unbelievably pretty! She had red hair and she had a model body and to die for clothes. She knew everything about what happened to me I mean everything. I had sputtered the whole story in a drunk haze ut she remembered and stuck to me like glue for the whole tme she was down were I ussed to live.

"Holy Fucking Shit! Cayden you sexy bitch I missed you!." She said and gave me a huge kiss on the face. Miyah is like the 'new' me we kiss who we want no matter the gender but we both are straihgt. We do what we want whenever we want. That's why we are so close. "Miyah you stupid whore what are you doing here?!" "I live here idiot! What are you doing here?!" I smiled and said deadly calm "I just moved here!" "What?!" She screamed I just noticed alot of people were staring at us and a few nerdy nerd boys were droling. Haha. "Yay!" She yelled we got up and started talking talking and talking.

"Well well well who is this sey lady." I smiled. "The one and only Miyah my best best friend in the whole fucking universe!" We giggled. "I am Brad." Brad said kissing her hand and winking at her. "OoOo niceee. And who is this devilishly handsome shy fellow?" I looked at Alec and he smiled at me. "Alec." I said smiling back. "So how long has he been in love with you?" She whispered. I smacked her arm and shhh'd her she has always been good at that kinda thing!