My friend with benifits by Evanora Angel (macos ebook reader .TXT) 📖

tone. “Thanks.” He said smirking. “I know you still love me.”
“No way.” I whispered back.
“Yes way. You get so nervous whenever you see me.”
“No I don’t!” I said louder, trying to defend myself.
“You do to.” Ethan said grinning. “I you don’t prove it.”
“How?” I said a little nervous but excited at the same time.
“The nervous game.” As soon as he said that I was already nervous. Just the thought of his touch made me nervous, even if he wasn’t in the room. “No. I’m doing my test.”
“You didn’t study though, remember?”
“I’m still going to try.” I knew I was going to fail anyway but I defiantly didn’t want to play the nervous game – not now anyway.
“Chicken.” Ethan said boking softly.
“I am not! Take that back right now.”
“Nope, it’s the truth.”
“You’re a pig.” I told him.
“Wow. Thanks for that. That still doesn’t change that you’re a chicken.
“Then what will?” I said moving closer to him and opening my eyes wider.
“Play. With. Me. The nervous game.” Wow he was bloody hot when he was angry. I suppose I was going to fail the test anyway so I might as well.
“Fine. But we have to be discreet and I’m only doing this because we’re both probably going to fail anyways and we’re sitting at the back of the class ok? Ethan had already moved his chair closer as soon as I said fine. He placed his hand just above my knee and I shivered at his touch. “You nervous?” He asked.
“No.” He moved his hand further up and I could feel my whole body tingling with excitement.
“You nervous?”
“No. Ok my turn.”
“Ah no you can’t otherwise you just don’t get nervous. I play it with you first then you play with me second.” He moved his hand much further up this time and it was almost at my hips.
He looked at me. “No.” I said. He moved his hand inwards so it was just next to my vjj. He looked up at me.
“Yes.” I said my whole body shaking. If I kept saying no much longer, I was going to explode.
“Good.” Ethan said smiling. “Because I was getting nervous to.”
“Ok my turn.” I said rubbing my hands together. Ethan grabbed my hand and put it on his leg. “Come on ask me.”
“Ok, ok. First I need to make this a bit more interesting.” I tickled his leg up and down and then slapped if so hard the people in front of us turned around and found me and Ethan looking like such idoits trying to not laugh. As soon as they turned around Ethan immediately slapped mine. “Owwww.” I cried out.
“You asked for it.” Ethan said grinning at me.
“That’s the second time today you’ve hurt me.”
“Naww baby, want me to kiss is better?” Ethan said leaning over and placing a wet slobbery kiss on my thigh.
“Ewwwww omg Ethan get off!.” I said trying to lift his head up off my thigh. “We’re in class you shit head.”
“Sorry babe.”
“Stop calling me babe.”
“Sorry honey.”
“Ughhhh your so annoying. Leave me alone.”
“Fine.” Ethan said putting on his serious face. I did the same but I couldn’t keep mine on for very long. I turned around to find him staring at me and started to giggle. “Damn you for being so hot.”
“Who said I was the hot one in our relationship?” Ethan said raising his eyebrows. I blushed like crazy, looking like such a lunatic.
“What relationship?” I asked, still processing what he just said.
“I don’t know. Do you want a relationship?”
“No way not with you ewww.” Ethan looked blank. I couldn’t read his face. This is what I wanted but I knew if he really wanted it as much as I did, he would come running after me.
“Fine. I can’t force you into anything, but just letting you know, I’ll always be waiting.”

 

Chapter 3

 

I feel so lost. I’m feeling almost dead. I wanted this. I really wanted him, but if he wanted me he would have to work for it. It pained me to see him like this. I walked into English first period, late as usual. He was sitting there. He looked almost as dead as me. His hair was all messy and dry and his eyes were hardly open. It looked like he hadn’t slept or ate anything for days. He forced a small smile for me as I brushed past him. The strong scent of his cologne made me feel better. Like I was with him. The day went by way to slow and every minute was wasted thinking about him and wondering if he was thinking about me.

Mum picked me up from school and I wasted the afternoon to. I checked Facebook, had dinner then basically went to bed. I lay there for what seemed hours but really only half an hour. I was constantly checking the time. I lay there with my eyes and head wide open. No matter how hard I tried to sleep, I just couldn’t. At about eleven thirty I felt my phone vibrate under my pillow. I sat up and picked it up. I felt it vibrate in my hand again and flipped it over. My screen lit up as I turned it on. My heart started to beat faster and faster and I read his name on my screen.
Ethan: I miss u
Ethan: I can’t sleep
Ethan: Can I see u?
I read the messages over and over again. I so badly wanted to see him and I couldn’t bare to do this to him. I tiptoed out of bed and swapped my black and purple polka dot underwear for some black lacy ones that came with a matching bra. Just in case. I put on my skinny jeans and a long grey t-shirt. I carried my boots downstairs and closed the door softly after me. I sat down on the steps, put on my boots and walked out the gate and onto the footpath. I walked fast, not because I was afraid of the black night closing in around me, but because I was afraid I wouldn’t have enough time with Ethan even though I knew it was only just midnight. It took me about fifteen minutes to walk to Ethan’s house, we’ve been friends for so long, I could go there with my eyes closed. I put my flash on my phone and walked quicker as I approached his street. I came to his house. Number fifty two, Regensburg St, Sunshandle. I walked slowly swallowing the cold air as I came nearer to his door. I could see a light on in the kitchen which was probably him. I knocked lightly and the door was answered straight away. We just stood there. Looking at each other. He looked me up and down from my rushed ponytail that was done on the way here, to my brown boots that were tied up been messily. I looked at him. He was wearing no shirt – a big distraction, and jeans. After a while he smiled. “Wanna come in? Or did you want to stay out here?” He said grinning. That’s the first time I’ve seen him smile since I told him no.
“Well I guess I should probably come in.”
“You should probably? You have to.” Ethan said taking my hand and pulling me inside. He shut the door behind me and still holding my hand, whispered in my ear. “Your mine now.” His hot breath in my ear sent my body to heaven and back. He took my other hand and looked me straight in the eye. He had his serious face on, but I knew this one was real.
“Hailey Grace Yorkshire. Will you be my girlfriend?”
“YES! YES YES!” I said pulling him into a hug. He squeezed me so tight I felt like I had lost all my air and was going to die, but it was a good feeling, he was warm and I felt safe in his arms.
“Wait.” I said “Where are your parents?”
“They went out for the night.” He said dragging me out to the dining room where we sat down. “Let’s celebrate.” Ethan said pulling a bottle of champagne out of the fridge.
“Ethan, you naughty boy. Let’s not repeat last times episode where you were the drunk one and I was the sober one ay?”
“Don’t worry haha I won’t.” He got two glasses out of the cupboard that was above the oven and placed them on the table. I didn’t lay my eyes off him as he poured us a glass each.
“To us.” Ethan said raising his glass.
“To us.” I repeated raising my glass as well. We sipped away for a minute or two looking at each other and flirting. I finished my glass and declined another one and had to jump out of my seat to stop Ethan from drinking his third. I snatched the champagne out of his hands and put it behind my back.
“You ain’t having this baby.” I said giggling.
“Well, let’s see about that.” Ethan replied stepping closer. He tried to grab it but it didn’t really work. I ran into the living room with it and hid behind a couch. He found me eventually and ended up pushing me onto the floor. I just lay there laughing my head off until Ethan helped me up.
“I’m pretty sure you’re more drunk than I am.” Ethan said laughing
“Hmmm we’ll see about that.” I said wrapping my arms around him and kissing him on the nose.
“He put his hands on my waist and kissed me lightly. He licked my bottom lip, asking for an entrance and I grated it. Our tongues made magic together and my whole body danced inside. He pulled away slowly making me want more. He took my hand and led me up the stairs to his bedroom.
“Sit.” He ordered making me sit on the bed. He sat in front of me and pushed me down. He lay down on top of me and kissed me. Gently at first but with every kiss he got more and more aggressive. Boy he was good. He ripped my shirt off and I lay under him. He smiled.
“Jesus you’re beautiful.” He kissed me lightly this time trailing his kisses down to my breasts. He supported my back with his hand and undid my bra strap. He kissed them lightly one after the other and caressed them with his tongue. I moaned loudly when he started to suck – thank God his parents weren’t home. He smiled happily for the fact that he w`as making me feel good. He moved down and undid the button for my jeans and zipped it down. He pealed them off and blushed when he saw my underwear. He kissed my