The Way You Look At Me by Danea (web based ebook reader TXT) 📖

play basketball and she would get mad when I would win and try to cheat but end up finding herself on the ground.
Aunt: oh sorry I forgot
Me: oh know its ok I thought it was actually funny you wanna play I bet you can't beat me
She laughed as I passed her the ball. I was winning and she was trying so hard. Then she made this shot that I couldnt even get.
Me: aunt you got skills
Aunt: well a little pratice didnt hurt
I laughed. As we kept playing she started to beat me. Then John came out.
Aunt: umm ill go
I saw how my aunt really wanted to play with me and talk to me I mean I had been rude to her. I walked over to John and told him that I would be with my aunt today and he understood.
Then we kissed and he walked back inside. i loved the way he looked at me and the way he kissed me. His lips were so soft as if he was immortal or something. I loved the way he laughed and how his eyes would change colors. Then I walked back to the hoop and began to keep playing. I saw that my aunts smile got so big as the moon.I was proud I did something to make her smile. My mom used to smile as big as the moon thats what made me smile and look into the sky I could picture her flying in the sky watching over me with her pretty dark skin and her lovely complextion.
Chapter Six

I had decided to spend more time with my aunt. Then a knock came at the door. It was John.
Me: Hey what you doing?
John: Nothing I came over to see you
Me: Oh well thats sweet of you but I'm kind of busy
John: With what
Me: You know I need to spend more time with my aunt she really needs me
John: Oh I understand I just thought maybe you would like to spend a little more time with your boyfriend
Me: Oh John are you getting jealous?
John: No what for
Me: Look I got to go ok
John: Ok I will see you then
I closed the door and walked up the steps. I thought maybe me and John should sperate because I'm going through a lot and so is my aunt. I decided to plan a day at the bridge to tell him.

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It had been 3 weeks and I haven't talked to John. I decided to call him and ask him would he like to talk. I know what I was about to tell him was really about to hurt him but I needed time alone and so did my aunt. The bridge thing didn't seem to work out so I just asked him to come over. Then a knock came I already new who it was.
John: Hey you wanted me to come over
Me: Umm yeah we need to talk
John: Ok what is it
Me: Umm I dont't know how to say this
John: Wait you aren't breaking up with me are you
I looked at him as if I had just got shot in the throat.
Me: Umm John its not going to work out
John: how come
Me: I just need time
John: I gave you lots of time, when I really wanted to spend time with you, you told me that you wanted to spend time with your aunt and I let you.
Me: You didn't let me I let myself
John: Look all I'm saying is whats wrong with me
Me: Nothing I'm just going through alot right now
John: Ok well than tell me about it I promise I will listen or even try to fix it
Me: John you can't fix anything
John: Yes I can
Me: No you cant, you cant bring my mom back from the dead can you
John: Look I'm sorry but whatever your going through I want to help
Me: John no I'm sorry
John: I'm not good enough aren't I
Me: No your perfect
John: Than whats the problem
Me: It's complicated
John: My ears are opened, Look kayla you cant just ask somebody to come over and then break there hearts when they really love you, you have serious issues.
He walked out the house. I looked puzzled.

Chapter Seven

I was in the kicthen with my head hanging down.
Aunt: Whats wrong suga
Me: Nothing
Aunt: Come on tell me baby gurl
Me: Well I broke up with John
Aunt: OH well I'm sorry to hear that
Me: Its ok it was for the best
Aunt: And how is that
Me: Look I really dont feel like talking about it
Aunt: Oh I see you still love him dont you
Me: Yes, well I dont know I mean yes hes everything I could want but not right now I need to be alone and I need to spend more time with you.
Aunt: Look babuy gurl I know you love me but I am fine I think your just scared
Me: Of what?
Aunt: Your afraid that someone you love will leave again
Me: Your right I am for example my mom, I loved her to death and she dies the next day
Aunt: See you just got to have faith
Me: I know what do you think I should do?
Aunt: I think you should tell him how you feel and why you really broke up with him
Me: Yeah your right I'm going to go to his house today
Aunt: Yeah you should
Me: I know I just wish I never had told him that and that I really told him how I felt

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Publication Date: 04-22-2012

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I decicate this to my friends.