LOGAN by Marissa Romero (free e books to read online .TXT) 📖

MINUTES.THEN I'LL ANSWER YOU KK.'' HE SAID,''KK.''SO I GAVE MY SISTER THE PHONE AND WENT TO DUST FOR MY NANA. WHEN I FINISHED I WENT BACK TO THE ROOM, BUT CHRIS HAD TO GO. SO I CALLED HIM BACK AND SAID,''I'LL GO TOMORROW. WHAT TIME DO YOU WANT US TO GO AT?'' CHRIS SAID,'' 11:00.'' I SAID,''OK.GOT TO GO BYE.'' HE SAID,''BYE.'' SO WHEN WE GOT HOME MY MOM SAID THAT WE NEEDED TO GO BACK SO WE COULD GET HER SHIRT. WHEN WE GOT THERE I GRABBED HER SHIRT, WELL MY SISTER GRABBED THE PHONE. WE CALLED AND WHEN WE WERE TALKING I ASKED,''WHO'S GOING TOMMORROW?'' HE SAID,''JUST YOU,ME,YOUR SISTER AND CHRIS.'' I SAID,''OK. BECAUSE IF JACKIES GOING THEN I'M NOT GOING.'' OUT OF NO WHERE IN THE BACKGROUND I HEARD,''TELL YOUR LITTLE WHORE OF A GIRLFRIEND THAT JACKIE CAN GO WHEREEVER THE HELL SHE WANTS.'' I WAS SO PISSED. THEN LOGAN SAID,''IT'S NOT MY GIRLFRIEND IT'S HER SISTER.'' THE GIRL SAID,''WELL THEN TELL HER SISTER THAT JACKIE CAN GO WERE EVER THE HELL SHE WANTS.'' THEN I SAID,''LOGAN!!TAKE ME OFF SPEAKER.'' HE SAID,''YOU ARE.'' I SAID, ''I SWEAR IF JACKIE GO'S THEN I'M NOT GOING.'' THEN THE GIRL STARTED TO TALK SHIT. I WAS SO SO SO PISSED BECAUSE LOGAN WAS LETTING HER TALK SHIT ABOUT ME. MY SISTER TOOK THE PHONE AND SAID,''I WILL KICK YOUR ASS YOU STUPID LITTLE BITCH!'' LOGAN HUNG UP AT THAT TIME. OUT OF NO WHERE CHRIS CALLED BACK AND STARTED FREAKING OUT. HE SAID,''LET ME TALK TO MARISSA.''MY SISTER SAID,''WHY?'' CHRIS SAID,"BECAUSE.'' SHE SAID,''WHY!?'' HE SAID,''JUST TELL HER THAT LOGAN SAID IT'S OVER,'' AND HE HUNG UP AFTER THAT. I WAS SO SO PISSED. AFTER THAT I COULDN'T HELP BUT CRY. I WENT TO THE BATHROOM AND CRYED FOR ABOUT 10 MINUTES. WHEN WE GOT HOME I WENT TO MY ROOM IN THE BACK AND SMOKED FOR THE FIRST TIME IN 7 MONTHS. IT FELT REALLY GOOD. FOR ABOUT 5 MINUTES ALL THE HURT WAS GONE. WHEN I WENT TO BED THAT NIGHT I COULDN'T SLEEP. ALL I COULD THINK ABOUT WAS THE BREAKUP. I CRYED MYSELF TO SLEEP THAT NIGHT.

TODAY IS APRIL 11th. I'M HATING LIFE SO MUCH. I CAN'T STAND TO BE SINGLE. I ASKED LOGAN OUT YESTERDAY, BUT HE LET HIS BROTHER CHRIS ANSWER. CHRIS SAID NO. SO I'M STILL SINGLE, BUT I THINK I MIGHT GO OUT WITH TJ. I DON'T KNOW YET. I DON'T KNOW IF LOGAN HAS HAD HIS FIRST KISS YET. I DON'T REALLY KNOW ANYTHING RIGHT KNOW. I STILL LOVE HIM WITH ALL THE PAIN. I HOPE HE STILL FEELS THE SAME WAY ABOUT ME. ALL I KNOW IS THAT I WROTE THIS POEM THE DAY WE BROKEUP. I HOPE YOU LIKE IT:
EVERYDAY
everyday we're not together i die a little.
everyday i die i get closer to death.
i miss you, i need you back.
why did you leave me?why did you break my heart?did i do something wrong?..............................................
honestly i don't really give a fuck i just want you back. please please i NEED you. you were my forever,but nothing lasts forever so your my nothing. Imprint

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Publication Date: 04-12-2012

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