Our journey from engagement to marriage by Shipra Saini (thriller book recommendations TXT) 📖

I turned my head to Siddharth's photo and looked at him lovingly, adoring his beauty.

"He loves you a lot." Shivani di said.

I turn my head to Shivani di and she is looking also at his photo.

I looked down and blushed while tucking a strand of hair behind my ear.

"Go shower before mummy will come." She said and walked out of the room.

I glance one more time to his photo and grinned myself and walk from the bed to go washroom.

After shower I changed into sea green lehenga. Kshama helped me to get ready and after that she take me to downstairs to apply henna on my hand.

It took two hours to apply henna on my both hands and legs. Henna artist also write Siddharth name in a hidden way that it hard to find his name in it.

I looked in front of me where ladies are dancing on ritual songs. Shivani di pull Arushi and Shikha babhi's hand and dance with them. Tai ji, chachi ji and mummy are also dancing along with Riya di.

"I don't think you need this." Kshama said while dabbingbing a wet cotton on my hand.

She is applying a sugar and lemon mix juice to dark the henna colour.

"Why...?" I asked her with frowned eyebrows.

"He already love you that much that your henna leave the darkest colour on your hand." She said with a smile.

I lowered my head and smile.

"Hey..will tell me everything about what he will do to you tomorrow night." She asked me while wiggling her eyebrows.

"What do you mean..?" I didn't get what is she talking about so I asked her.

"Don't act innocent. You know what i mean. He will not be going to leave you tomorrow night." She said while dabbing cotton on my hand.

Realization hit me and i know what is she trying to say.

"Nothing will be going to happen like this." I said.

"The desperation he has in his eyes to make you his, anyone can see that and the way he looked at you and love you he will not going to leave you at least a month. Mark my words girl." She said while soaking the cotton in juice and squeezed it tight and again started dabbing on my hands.

"...and if you are not believe in my words ask Neha." She said looking at Neha who just came and sit across me.

"What...?" Neha asked.

"Tell her about how Siddharth will claimed her tomorrow at their wedding night." Kshama said looking at Neha.

"Ooo...girl...he will be going to blow your vagina with his you know what i mean that you have a problem in walking for days."

I looked at her with shock while kshama looked at her with frown, with a way she explained to us.

"What..!!" Neha asked while looking at both our faces.

"I know i have a bad mouth but it's true." She said while shrugging her shoulders.

We both shake our heads at her.

"I'm nervous. I don't know if I'm ready or not for physical relation with him." I said while looking at both of them. My heart is beating faster at a mere thought of it.

"Don't worry..he will take care of you. Just handed yourself to him and he will make love with you like a true gentleman he is and take care of your emotions." Kshama said while giving me a small smile.

"..and if you will still feel that you are not ready just tell him. He can wait until you are not comfortable with him." Neha said with a smile.

I nodded my head and gave them smile but inside i was terrified. I know we both wait for this day but I don't know if I'm ready to take our relationship at another level.
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At evening everyone got ready for sangeet ceremony. Shivani di choose a dark green lehenga which is looking beautiful. Neha and kshama helped me to get ready. Neha done my makeup while kshama is now doing my hair. She let my hair open and curled them slightly at the end. Neha painted my lips with peach pink 
Matt lipstick make them natural but beautiful.

I wore my matching earrings, maang tikka and bangles with lehenga. My henna hand give me new bridal look and my face is glowing with a smile on my face.

"Wwhhoowwoo..." Neha whistled looking at me through mirror.

"If Siddharth is here he bang you on bed and will take you right now right here. You are looking sexy girl." Neha said while i lowered my head and smile shyly.

"You always think about sex." Kshama asked her while correcting maang tikka on my forehead.

"Don't blame her she is newly married." Shivani di said while walking into my room.

Neha blushed hearing Shivani di comment.

"Let's go sangeet started and everyone is waiting for you." Shivani di said looking at me through the mirror.

"Kshama one minute." I said when Kshama helped me to getting up.

I took a vermillion box from the desk of dressing table. I opened it slowly, took a pinch of vermillion and fill in my hair partition. It feel so good yo fill my hair partition with vermillion of his name.

I never forget to put in after the day he filled my hair partition with it.

Everyone smiled looking at my gesture and i bit my lower lip to control my blushing smile.

When I came to our lawn where sangeet ceremony is helding everyone's eyes turned to me. Chachi ji came forward and take kajal (mascara) from her eyes at put it behind my ear.

"You are looking so pretty." She said while caressing my head. I hug her and gave her smile.

After that, songs started playing and everyone start giving their performance. Anit jiju and Anshul pulled me to dance floor for dance and insisted me to give a solo performance. When they are looking at me with their best puppy eyes i give up and give a solo performance on a traditional song.

When i was dancing I saw kshama is taking my video. After that everyone started dancing like crazy. Kshama took my hand and dragged me in the house.

"Kshama..." i called her name but she didn't say anything.

"Kshama where are you taking me."
I asked her when she climbed the stairs.