An Unknown Lover by Mrs George de Horne Vaizey (hardest books to read TXT) đ
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âHonestly, I believe the clothes had as much to do with it as anything else! Do you remember a character in a book a year or two ago saying that the consciousness of being perfectly dressed imparted a peace and joy which religion can never bestow! I have quoted that saying to many women in turns, and each and all on the spur of the moment exclaimed âHow true!â though the serious-minded ones tried to back out afterwards. I have wondered sometimes if the difference in temperament between the two sexes isnât after all mainly a matter of clothes. A man goes to a decent tailor, puts on a well-cut tweed or dress suit, arranges his tie with a certain amount of skill, andâkings can do no more! Never in all his life does he experience the agonising sensation of entering a room and realising at a glance that he is all wrong, while the right thing is hanging idly at home in the wardrobe; never is his heart torn by the consciousness of inferiority, or the necessity of putting up with a second best, when the first is a dream of beauty and becomingness. He knows none of these trials, but then, on the other hand, he has none of the thrills! Who could be thrilled by an old black coat, but when it is the exact shade of blue that matches your eyes, when the lines of the skirt make you blush at your own grace, when the trimmings are dreams, and the very linings a picture, then, oh, man! the elation of it mounts to the feminine head like wine, and no mere male can understand...
âI imagined until now that I was superior to such folly. I never cared much about clothes, but then, as Grizel brutally explains, that was because I never had none! Now I am as susceptible as the rest...
âAll this chatter about clothes is simply to cover my embarrassment, because I donât know what else to say!
âYou must all have made very sure of me, to write to Captain Bedford as you did! ... I had the kindest letter from him yesterday, promising every help en voyage. I am to tip the steward to arrange that he has a seat next to me at table from Aden onward. I shall have found my sea legs by then, I suppose, and be able to turn up for meals. HeâCaptain Bedfordâisnât too well, Iâm afraid, for he talks of feverish turns which canât be good in his condition, but there seems no doubt of his return. I shall cross-question him (artfully!) about you, and expect to pick up some useful information. Donât expect me to write again before sailing. I am too busy andâshy! and when I do arrive, please arrange to meet me first among a crowd of people, and look the other way hard whenever Iâm looking. Iâm capable of coming home by the first boat if Iâm druv!
âKatrine.â
âP.S.âI have no money; not a cent. âMy face is my fortune,â plus a pearl necklet, and a loving heart! The situation is so unusual that I think I am justified in being personal and inquisitive. Hereâs an examination paper for you on certain burning points. You will have time to post answers to Port Said, and if unsatisfactory I can always drown myself, orâturn back!
âQuestion I.
âDo your ears stick out?â
âNB.âThis is important. Prevarication forbidden.
âQuestion II.
âWhen annoyed do you rage or sulk?
âQuestion III.
âHave you tiresome little ways? If so, how many? Clearly define their nature, and specify in particular whether you fidget, scatter tobacco, sneeze loudly, scrape your plate, argue, frown over bills, repeat yourself in conversation...
âQuestion IV.
âWhat sort of tobacco do you smoke, and how much? I donât smoke at all. Too Cranford! Are you pleased or sorry?
âQuestion V.
âWhat would be your manner of proceeding under the following circumstances:â
âWife irritable. Wife hysteric. Wife homesick. Wife unreasonable and provoking? Wife all at once.â
âMy Dearest Katrine,
âIf I write at once I shall just catch you before you sail. When you are here, when I see you face to face, and after the period of truce is over, I shall tell you how I felt when that cable arrived yesterday, and I realised that in less than three months we should meet in the flesh. I have felt a new man since that hour, and Dorothea says I look it. She had already written to Bedford (at my instigation) saying that you would probably be coming by the Bremen, and giving him elaborate instructions on your behalf. No fear that he wonât carry them out! Heavens! the luck some fellows have. What would I give for the opportunity of âlooking after youâ through those long, lazy days, but Iâm not jealous, Katrineâdonât imagine that! Whatever you may decide in the future, youâll play fair to me in the present. I asked for my chance, and youâve given it by agreeing to come out, so for the time being I hold the field. I trust you utterly, with a glad heart.
âThis will be the last letter you get from me, unless perhaps a line at Aden, and I can write no more to-day, dear. My heart is too full...
The new house had been found; a sunny, airy, sufficiently spacious house, and the bride-elect having graciously expressed her approval, an army of workmen were busy with the decorations. Grizel had come to pay a flying visit to The Glen to superintend their efforts, explaining that though she possessed sufficient strength of character to bear with equanimity such trial as Providence might please to send, to live with a wrong shade of paint passed the limits of her endurance.
âIf it were even the tiniest degree wrong, Iâd nag at Martin till his life was a burden,â she announced, smiling the while the slow, imperturbable smile which gave so emphatic a contradiction to her words.
âBut it wouldnât be my fault!â protested Martin, trying to show sufficient distress at the threat to satisfy Grizelâs sense of dignity, but his thanks for the effort were a grimace, and an emphatic: âIt will always be your fault!â which silenced him once for all.
Grizel indeed was in her most irresponsible mood, scandalising Katrine by refusing to be serious even on that most solemn of subjects, the ordering of Martinâs food.
âI couldnât possibly think of food beforehand. Itâs disgusting! If I knew what was coming to table, I couldnât eat a bite! The cook must do it. What are cooks for?â
âPlain cooks at under thirty pounds a year donât consider menus within their province. They stare into space, and twirl their fingers while you plan. And even then they need directing.â
Grizel sighed.
âBut I donât like plain cooks! Iâll have a fancy one. Forty pounds,âfiftyâwhatever she asks, and a kitchen maid to do the work.â
âThen,â prophesied Katrine gloomily, âMartin will be ruined. Sheâll fry up all his royalties.â
âIâll tell her sheâs not to. And besides,â Grizelâs voice swelled with importance; she had caught the sneer on Katrineâs lips at those first words, and now she had a really sensible addenda. âIâll bribe her! In reverse ratio. The smaller the bills, the bigger the bribe.â
âThen,â pursued Katrine relentlessly, âsheâll give you bad qualities. Salt butter; dripping instead of lard; cheap jams; rank tea!â
âOh, my gracious!â Grizel grimaced again, more violently than before, but the next moment she smiled triumphant. âIâll buy a vidder! A gentle, domesticated little vidder whoâs redooced, and seeks a home. She shall have two rooms, and kind treatment, and be paid by results. Good food, small bills,âbig salary. Small food, big bills,âout she goes! Donât tell me I canât! There are thousands of vidders. It will be a pious deed.â
âAnd what,â queried Katrine the practical, âwill you do?â
âInterfere, of course! What dâyou expect?â Grizel turned her head toward her fiancĂ©, who had been a delighted listener to the discussion. âAnd make love to Martin. I shanât have time for anything else.â
Katrine left the room, head in air, whereupon Martin made haste to take his bride in his arms.
âHappy?â she asked softly, tilting her head so as to look into his face. âContent?â
âAh, Grizel, not quite... When I have you always... when you are my wife!â
âNo qualms at allâno doubt? Because thereâs still time... Sure you realise exactly what you are getting? An expensive wife, impracticable and lazy. And Iâm twenty-eight. I shanât change. And not a bit clever, except in one way!â
âWhat way, Grizel?â
âYou knowââ
âI want to be told!â
The golden eyes grew dark, the pale face glowed. Ah! Grizelâs lover needed no telling. Not one woman in a thousand could love like this soft, sweet thing, whose outer appearance was so calm and still. She who had contrived to love with tenderness a cantankerous old woman, lavished a very flood of devotion on the man of her choice. His starved nature absorbed it like a thirsty plant, but his delight in her was still fearful, incredulous; the sudden transformation of his life had the perilous radiance of a dream.
The engagement had been a veritable nine daysâ wonder. English newspapers had published more or less accurate life histories of the interesting couple; American journals had excelled themselves in imaginative details. Blurred caricature portraits of the prospective bride and bridegroom had appeared side by side, to the amusement of the one, and the helpless fury of the other. The outer world labelled Grizel, fool, and Martin, knave; envied the unsuspecting distant relations, to whom would come the news of a great inheritance; and then promptly, mercifully, forgot. Friends also ceased in due time to forward notes of ostensible congratulation, behind which the real amaze was plainly stamped; only one effect was of any lasting nature, and regarding this Martin felt an odd mixture of chagrin and elation. His agent reported a large increase in the sale of his books, and publishers bid against each other for the privilege of publishing his new novel. The artist in him resented so spurious a success; the lover rejoiced in the prospect of increased prosperity which would make it possible to provide more luxuries for his bride.
Grizel was whole-hearted in her choice of love rather than riches, but when one has been accustomed to think in thousands, it is difficult to grasp the importance of fractional amounts. She thought it absurd to weigh the matter of an extra hundred a year in so important a matter as the rent of the house in which one would have to live; she took for granted the existence of a carriage, as simply as that of a table, and had not dimly imagined the possibility of existence without a maid. Martin did not delude himself that the financial future was free from difficulty, but as for years past he had been living well below his income, he was prepared to meet the exigencies of a period of adjustment. Meantime Grizelâs suggestion of the âvidderâ seemed an admirable solution, and he told himself cheerfully that with such a check on household expenses, things could not go far wrong. In a few yearsâ time Grizel would have adapted herself to the new conditions and be able to take over the reins; in the meantime he was well content that she should devote herself to a more attractive rĂŽle!
But one shadow had clouded the sun of Martinâs content, and within the last weeks that also had been removed, for after having obstinately refused all overtures from himself and her friends, after proclaiming by day or by night that she must go out into the world and fight her own battles, Katrine had shown a sudden and mysterious volte-face. One Thursday
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