the dream by sabrina hodges (world best books to read .txt) 📖

i don't care what people think and i always try to be truthful to myself."

and he came over and hugged and kissed me on my cheek.


chapter 4


it was a long week and evry thing was happening so fast.its like a dream nothing was slow.josh was always outside of my window always making sure i was alright.

john would always come to see if i was ok but,he would look through the window and see me then,josh would tell him to leave.

at night josh would lay down in mt bed till i feel asleep. one night i wanted to see john so i pretended to fall asleep.

when josh left john could read my thoughts so when josh left he was at my window.i let him in we talked and talked untill josh came in.


before josh could see him john gave me a book and left.josh wasn't suprised i was awake then i acutally fell asleep.


in the morning when i hed for school josh tells me i souldn't go but i do i told him that it was fca day and i was doing something speacil so he said ok and came with me.

at fca i told josh to sit down and see what i'm doing.john came and sat in the front row with josh.

when i got on the stage i started to talk and sayed"today is a good day why you ask because today we worship the lord.i have had ruff times this week but nothing can change that when i'm here i have felt like i could never be rescued from all the pain i deal with this two people in the front row here are my very own family but they hate each other a fight and act like its always a war.

they are the reason for my pain but i always for give them i fell like i'm stuck in the middle and i can't stop it."

i start to cry.

"i have a song about being rescude here it goes:
You are the Source of light
I can't be left behind
No one else will do
I will take hold of You
I need You, Jesus
Come to my rescue
Where else could I go?
There’s no other name by which I am saved
Capture me with grace
I will follow You
My heart is Yours for life
I need Your hand in mine
No one else will do
Lord, I put my trust in You
I need You Jesus
Come to my rescue
Where else could I go?
There’s no other name by which I am saved
Oh capture me with grace
I will follow You
This world has nothing for me
This world has nothing for me
This world has nothing for me
(I will follow You)
This world has nothing for me
I need You Jesus
Come to my rescue
Where else could I go?
There’s no other name by which I am saved
Capture me with grace
I will follow You
Oh I need You Jesus
To come to my rescue
Where else could I go?
There’s no other name by which I am saved
Capture me with grace
Won't You Capture me with grace
I will follow You
I will follow You
This world has nothing for me
This world has nothing for me"

when i was finished i looked out and i had people crying and i looked in the front row and i saw the worst thing.

josh and john were fighting.

i screamed" will you two just stop do you not see how you two are damaging me i just want you guys to stop please for me and until you can stop i will not speak,listen,walk next to,and come nere.

your the reason i want to take my own life everyday because of you two i came here today to get away from all this fighting but i now know that this fighting will never stop there is not hope or faith in ethier of you ,not even an atom. i now know that scince i met you john i would never be safe but you can just go and so can you josh.

i don't ever want to see any of you until you can be nice."


josh said" you can't do that i'm the only family you have but know i guess you don't have any family."


i said"how can you say that when you where bullied who stood up for you and now you are saying you hate me now and that i'm worthless and john what do you say."

john sayed"well its true you really have no family so i wouldn't be doing that well now."

i stoped him before he could finish and i said"
really you too. i thought you were diffrent but now i know you just like the rest if these guys your selfish,mean,and selfabsorbed. john you said you loved me but know your one of those people who feel something than take it back."

i left and ran outside and went to my car and cried.i saw a shadow got out of the car and saw them it was weird i went right up to them and sayed to take me right before they took me josh and john came out.

josh told them to let me be but they didn't.i said"its useless i'd rather die then be with two people who can't even get along."

and they took me the council took me.

i was looking forward to see the council.and they were amazed to see me.

to be countinued..........


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