You Did This To Me by MEWagler (best life changing books .TXT) 📖

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Nine in the morning: 'Good morning, Hope you slept well. Mike.'

Eleven thirty in the morning: 'Hey Babe, when is coffee good for you? Mike.'

Twelve thirty in the afternoon: 'Andy, are you sleeping still or do you just not want coffee? Mike.'

Thats weird, Mike never messages me. I sighed and texted him back.

'Mike, slept till 1. Getting ready. Meet at 3:45 at Tina's Diner. Andy.'

I set my alarm for two thirty and than went back to sleep. Tina's was close to me and I only needed ten minutes to get ready. To be honest though I was having dreams replaying last night and I wasn't ready to stop them yet.

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I hate my alarm, it always seems to end my dreams right when there getting good. I don't know why I was dreaming about Chris anyways. All" it would ever be was a dream. He didn't like me and he thought I was cursed. I can't let a man that hates me break my heart. So that's it, that dream was the last of Chris for me.

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Mike was waiting for me at Tina's. Honestly I think it has been years since I've seen him anywhere but Rush. He looked handsome in his black shirt and snug jeans. When he saw me he smiled and proceeded to stand up and pull out my chair for me.

"I geuss I should get pretty much straight to the point..." he paused and waited for my full attention. After a questioning smile from me he continued.

" Your beautiful, your sweet, your charming. You make my heart swell when I see you. When I see you dancing with other guys I get so jealous!" he slammed his fist onto the table causeing me to jump in fright.

"Oh God, I'm sorry I didn't mean to frighten you. What I geuss I'm trying to get at is I really like you Andy, and I'd really appreciate if you gave me a chance to make you happy." His eyes were burning holes into mine as I tried to change my famous jaw to the floor expression.

Mike wasn't a bad guy. He was always sweet. He was good looking too. Six foot nothing brown eyes and hair, and he was built like a brick wall. Besides I had to get over this sick fantisy I had with Chris. I smiled.

"Ok, but on one condition.."

"Anything, I'll do anything Andy!" He looked so happy it made me melt.

"You can't take me to Rush for our first date." I smirked at him and we both broke out into laughter. Before I could register it though Mike had me out of my chair and in his arms as he spun me around and around in the middle of Tina's Diner.

"Oh I promise you won't regret this!!"

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"Andy your being stupid!" Charlie was whineing again and I just sat there watching her pacing my bedroom floor.

"Stupid how? I'm finally going on a date. That's what you've wanted for how long now?"

"Ya! But your going with Mike! Mike!" She threw her hands up into the air and sighed.

"Chris likes you. I know he does. James knows he does. If you coul just stop hurting him and give him a chance I know it would work. James could make him forget about everything you did. I was talking to James last night and he is positive that Chris is pinning over you. He just won't admit it yet."

"Charlie, what exactly is your relationship with James?" She stopped pacing and started blushing.

"Is this why we haven't had any time together lately?!" Her cheeks went redder.

"CHARLIE ANNE AWNSER ME!" She turned towards me and smiled.

"Yes! Oh my God I'm in love!" I started laughing, I laughed so hard that I literally fell off of my bed. Charlie in love. The thought made me laugh harder!

"Im serious Andy, I love him." It was so quiet that I barely heard it. Right away I stopped laughing. I watched Charlie's face for any sign that this was a joke. Nothing.

"You really like this guy? You like James?"

"I don't like him, I love him." Stunned, that seems to be how I've been lately.

"Im really happy for you Char, I'm not waiting for Chris though. Like I've said the only times I've met him I've spilt on him, hit him, and completely embarassed myself. Plus we always fight. Mike, Mike's nice. I think I can be reasonably happy with him."

"Ugh! Andy Mike doesn't set you on fire, he doesn't drive you wild! I can tell you've been thinking of Chris!"

"Drop it! I'm going out with Mike. I don't give a rats ass about Chris!" Charlies face turned from serious to stunned to absolutely embarassed. My face stoftened as I watched her hang her head in what seemed like shame.

"Ok, I'm sorry. I just wish I could give you what I have. I love you Andy. I'm um, I guess I'm going to head out and let you get ready for Mike. He's coming to get you when?"

"Nine. He's out with some buddies for the football game then he's coming here."

"Ok, well have fun I geuss. I'll talk to you latter tonight. Maybe I'll pop in before your date tell you how hot you look?"

"I'd like that."

"I still can't believe you've been dating Mike for Two weeks and haven't told me." My face flushed and I looked away embarassed.

"Im sorry, I really should have. If it makes you feel any better we haven't even kissed..." Charlie smiled weakly.

"Ok, well till latter than. Bye Babe."

"Bye" Wow, I feel like a b!tch.

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Chris' POV

"Chris she's going on a date tonight. We can go over before and you can tell her." I was sitting at James' house getting interagated but Charlie.

"And what exactly am I telling her?"

"That you've been a complete puss since you met her." James mumbled. Charlie looked a little shocked, and I instantly got pissed.

"What do you just say?!" my face must have been fuming.

"You hear me! Your being a freaking puss! I don't care if you guys have your differences. Something happened to you after you met her." He paused for I'm geussing was supposed to be dramatics.

"Chris I've known you since I was four. Your like my brother. I've never seen you like this. This girl has you hooked and you know it." He was right. I sighed.

"What do I do? She thinks I'm a idiot." Charlie started jumping up and down squeeling and James got q goofy smile on his face.

"I told her I was going over there tonight. You can come and explain everything!!" Charlie continued jumping around until she happened to land on James. I watched as she paused and looked inti his eyes. Those two were crazy about eachother.

"I still don't know what I'm going to say." I mumbled to myself.

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Andy's POV

It was seven thirty and someone started banging over and over on my door. I was only in my bra and panties as I was in the middle of getting dressed. While throwing a house coat around me I walked over and opened my door. A stunned expression crossed my face as I looked at who was there.

"Mike! Your early.. Are you ok?" He was slumped against my door frame looking a little bit pale. His hair was messier than usual and he smelt horrible, almost like a garbage can filled with stale beer. He pushed himself into my apartment and walked a few feet away. I shut the door and walked to him again.

"Mike?" He looked at me and I finally looked into his eyes aswell. They were burning with a drunken desire. He looked hungery and it terrified me. I started to shake.

"Um Mike why don't you go home, we.. We, we can reschedual."

"Were not reschedualing anything Ann Dee. I wan you now." His voice was slurred and he was pronouncing things oddly. Oh God. Mike took a few sloppy steps towards me and I started to slowly back towards my cellphone.

"Mike you need to go. Now." I continued to try and get to my phone when he suddenly grabbed my arm and ripped me back to him. I screamed out in pain and got his free hand clamped over my mouth.

"Play nice and this will be easy, scream and you'll regret it." He sounded so meanicing. My skin instantly moistend with nervousness. Oh please not again. I can't do this again. I started to sob.

"Please. Pppllease! Don't do this." Mike started to drag me towards my bedroom.

"Mike please, I know you. Your not like this. Please Mike please! Your drunk. Mike! Mike?" I was pulling away from him as he pulled me closer and closer.

"Mike! Mike? Mi.." I watched as his hand flew towards my face. The pain as he struck my cheek was unbareable. I started to fall to the floor.

"Shut up and stop saying my name like that or next time it will hurt more!" he growled it at me and dragged my now limp body the rest of the way. When we got to my room he yanked me up and threw me on my bed. I kept my eyes averted from him and scurried as far away from him as I could. I looked for something, anything to protect myself with.

"Andy.." the way he sung my voice sickened me. My whole body shook with fear.

"Andy. Baby girl look at me." I started to whimper and pulled my knees tight to my chest.

"I said Look. At. Me!" He screamed it, his face only centimeters from my own. Slowly I raised my eyes to his and saw that his eyes had only gotten worse. Now instead of hungry, they were crazed. He honestly look as if he were possesed. I'm never drinking again. If I make it through this I'm never ever drinking again.

"Good, now don't look away from me." I could feel the tears streaming down my face.

"Take it off." He nodded his head towards my house coat. Oh God Oh God Oh God....

"Take It Off Andy!" I couldn't move, I was frozen in place. I clenched my fingers tighter to my sides in a feeble attempted to keep my house coat on.

Mike reached over ripped it off of me like it was nothing and left me there in just my underwear.

"Mmmmmm." I tightened my eyes as tight as I could and waited for the inevitable to happen.

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Authors Note- I just want to put it out there that I know rape is serious and in no way do I support it. I am not writing it for fun but to hopefully show how seriously it can affect someones life.

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-Part 5-

"You are beautiful Andy..." he started humming to himself while he trailed his fingers over my now exposed body.

I couldn't help but to shiver in disgust. This was not going to happen again. I wouldn't let it! With all my strength I let go of my legs and pushed them as hard as