Married to Mr. Mafia by Nusrat Jahan (literature books to read .TXT) 📖

His body slammed on the bed like a big carry bag on the floor .
 

" Phew " I wiped the sweat from my forehead .
 

" Mission accomplished " I pat my back happily .
 

" You didn't answer my questions " he looked through his heavy eyelids .
 

" What answer? " I seriously don't know what he is talking about .
 

" Why did you help me , aren't you disgusted with me? " he chest heaves up and down , indicating it's getting hard for him to talk .
 

Sighing I sat on the edge of the bed '' I am not disgusted with you , I am disgusted with your actions , I am disgusted with satan ( devil ) who is encouraging you to do these things " I tried to explain .
 

" I am disappointed that you are not able to fight with him, " I said sadly .
 

It's true , we often listen to our desire , thinking it's our heart but that's the devil whispering in your ear to make you do those things that Allah forbid so that he can ruin you this life and hereafter .

Everything that Allah s.w.t forbidden for human beings is for their own good . Satan ( devil ) is our real enemy , he wants to ruin our soul , snatch every inch of happiness and make us walk the wrong path , so that we make ourselves miserable  until we ruin each other completely .

 

Smiling to him sadly , I take my hand through his hair " I will pray to Allah s.w.t the guider to guide to straight path " 
 

He shook his head like an innocent child. " I am a bad person. " His voice broke .
 

" Are you proud of it "? I have a question .
 

He put his head on my lap taking me by surprise. " No , I hate myself " tears escaped from the corner of his eyes .
 

I didn't realise until tears escaped from my eyes as well .
 

I frown …
 

" If you are not proud that you are a bad person then there must be something good still alive in you " I whispered but I know he cannot hear me .
 

Slowly his eyelids getting close , I sigh and about to put his head on the pillow whenI hear him say .
 

" She hates me " he mumbled, making me frown .
 

Thinking that he is talking about me , I tried to tell him I am not when he spoke again.
 

" My mother hates me " with those words , he finally drifted to sleep .
 

But I froze in my place ..
 

Is Khalid's mother still alive ?
 

If so, where is she ?