beautiful nightmare by davi luvv (best ereader for academics .TXT) 📖

my call how fucking out of place.

'Your mom is coming ok' he spoke. I raised an eyebrow,

How does he know this and when... my thoughts were cut short. 'When she arrives all will be explained.' I rolled my eyes.

'Whatever' I spoke before rushing into my room. With all honesty I don't want to see this man's face in my line of sight and here I am stuck with him.

 

It had been a week but yet there was no sign of my mom and to make everything worse, his there. He has been staying here from since the day that idiot barged back into my life. 

'I’m home' my mom voice sang from the entrance. Breaking my line of thoughts I ran to the door.

'Welcome home' I gave her a huge hug.

'Thanks sweetie' 

'So mom could we get this over with I’m tired of seeing this... this. Nuisance in our home' I blurted out ' why is he here?' I questioned.

We we're now sat at the dining room having a heated conversation with only the table to protect us from each other.

'Dad’s here to stay he’s moving back in' my mom blurted. I swear my mouth drops to the floor.

'What! Why! Why the hell? ‘My voice was rising with every word.

'I have my reasons Sascia everything will be clear as time pass' he spoke. I can't believe he had the audacity to talk to me.

'I don't want you here isn't that obvious you abandoned us and now! NOW YOU CHOSE TO SHOW YOUR FACE YOU CHOSE TO CARE! GO TO FUCKING HELL DAD!' my voice drifted. My mom tried defending him. I sighed how could she why would she even go there he deserved everything I said and more. My voice came as a whisper 'dad' I sighed again 'you don't deserved to be called him you left and so did a part of me. My dad the dad I’d naturally love he'd never do this to me' and with that I went to my room locked the door.

I sneaked out through my window. I walked alongside the road. I grabbed my phone from my pocket, speed dialing, I listening to the ringing a few second.

'Hello?' I heard Stacy’s voice.

'Hey Stace' my face frown in reflex

‘What’s wrong Sas'

'Could you come meet me please, have a girls night or something please Stace' I rumbled.

'I’m coming hun where are you?' I gave her the address. In about fifteen minutes she was there.

The whole ride I sat in the passenger’s side not one word being said. I was angry sad confused hurt....

I could not help but reminisce of all the good time. A sad smile crawled its way to my face before a frown washes it off. The sight of him leaving, my dad, my irreplaceable and best of all dads. I sighed I never understood why he left. His explanation was so vague.

'I’m leaving because I love you Sascia.' those were his words. 

How that was supposed to make me feel? For sure it didn’t make me feel good.

I felt torn that is for sure. I thought maybe I was the problem: some abomination that cause my dad, my mom’s love to leave and soon enough I believed that.

My mom was the only comfort I had during those times. She was great.

I put up this whole act because, because I don't know what to believe. I’m mad at myself, at him...

I don't know. I just can't be around those people right now I’ll just explode! My anger was again rising.

 

Hi peeps I said walking in, placing a smile. I needed absolute no attention on me. I just feel for some fun. 'Any fun tonight guys' they turn towards me 

'Hell yeah! ' Jace holler. He wiggles his eyebrow at Stacey

'Get a room for Christ sake.' I spoke a little annoyed . He laughed walked out the room after returning with four bottle of alcohol and an empty bottle.

We all sat in a circle as Jace explains whatever crazy idea is going on in his mind. ‘so yeah the game goes like this there are four of us: a bottle four each person. you spin the empty bottle whoever it ends on get to spend ten minutes of seduction with their choice' Jace finished smiling with pride.

'10 minutes of seduction' Jason Stacey and I questioned. Jace laugh 'yeah you get ten minutes to seduce the person or attempt. ‘The guy stated that as if it was the most obvious thing. I rolled my eyes. 

'But you guys are together Jace that's just bull' I stated I was even more annoyed than before at this ridiculous idea 'what now seduce someone else’s possession. No thanks' I was ready to get up when I felt a hold to my waist. I looked to my right and there was Jace.

‘You didn't wait till I’m done Sascia' I sat back waiting impatiently 'go on' I urged. 

‘ok so since we're together' he point from Stacey to him and back  ‘that wouldn't be ideal. So to get to the point, the bottles are to enjoy while we compete. No sex just seduction. Jason will seduce Sascia or should I say attempt while I enjoy seducing my girlfriend. Whichever girl begs for sex first loses.

Stacey and I locked gaze with each other. Her face showed a reflection of mine: pure horror. ‘What!!' we both screeched out. Jace watched us in humor and pride. ‘Sounds good right' he questioned. I gave him a bewildered look before I stared at Stacey.

'Where the hell did you get him Stace' I questioned in disbelief. 'Hopeless just hopeless' Stacey gave me a guilty smile. I just shook my head. I turn my head to the other direction to see Jason trying to stifle his laughter. 

'I see birds of a feather flock together'

 

I was not going to do anything so insane compete to see who would give into temptation first no way. I no he’s my nightmare but hell no. I wouldn't dare. We decided a movie night would be more appropriate.

Even if I were to consider this nonsensical game not now... they managed to turn my frown to a smile and definitely that is enough satisfaction for one night.

chapter six

CHAPTER SIX

               POV SASCIA

 

'Where are you going' he spoke in such a rush. I turned to face him. A frown had already surfaced my faced. A sad smile crawled to my face and faded within seconds. 

'Bye Ja...son' the words escaped. I squeezed my eyes shut not wanting to experience this moment. i turned around and walked out the door. I wasn't going to look back. Today was my last day here. We were leaving, never coming back, looking back. I entered the car and drove off. We were speeding the highway trying to reach the airport. We were late with only twenty minutes to spare. I stared there with a blank expression. My eyes watered. I close my eyes allowing the tears trapped to be free.

There it came; a crash! The screeching of the vehicle as it flips around.

 

My eyes opened wide as the tears continuously stream down my face. I sat upright thinking to myself; I’ve never had one like this before. My dreams... they always seem to express and trigger some emotions... feeling from the nightmares... our dreamingly love in some way and now this... a nightmare! For sure there was nothing beautiful about this one. The fact that I had left, the pain I felt just for leaving followed by that incident. I sighed.

If I was to compromise, his handsome face would be the only beauty found in this nightmare but even his face held pain. Those eyes that normally sparkle seemed so dull his lips in a frown. That was more heartbreaking that beautiful.

'Is this how it ends.' I questioned myself. I got up and walked to the kitchen to have a glass of water. After finishing I shake some water in the glass placed it on the rack. I walked back to the room. I lay on the bed forcing myself to sleep. It took hours but finally I slowly drifted away from reality as my body relaxed as much as it could.

 

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'Sascia hey wait up' he yelled in the hall

'Yeah' was the only thing i could utter. I stared at him as if he were fragile or would vanish in the blink of an eye. He stared at me for a second: A second to long in my opinion.

I sighed.

'Jason' I called out. I must say this nightmare was messing with my head.

'Uhh sorry just wanted to walk you class' was his reply. I turned around walking, he followed. To be honest this whole situation is getting a little too abnormal for my liking.

Why does it always have to revolve around him, those dreams haunting me... why me...why him? What’s so special about me, or should I say about us? 

I thanked him before entering the class.

All throughout class my mind kept drifting into my created reality. I could hear the voices in the background but to me, at that moment it came as noise. A variety of noise. I could not gain any knowledge from class.

'Sascia...' my best friend called me. Her voice made it easy to know how unease she felt. She pulled me to a corner.

‘What is going on...first was the call and now this. You’re avoiding me.  Or is it us?' she eyed me suspiciously. 'Don’t think I haven't noticed sascia' her voice was more defiant now. 

'The past two days haven't been the best of days' I spoke. 'It’s not easy for me to wrap my mind of what's going on'

'What is going on Sas?' 

'Will talk after school ok.'

'You better' was her last words to me before I felt her hug. She then disappeared into the crowd. 

The rest of the day went by as smoothed as it could. Times seem to have passed by quickly and I’m grateful for that much. I still felt anti-social thanks to my persistent thoughts. I now lean on my ride awaiting Stace.

 

After she arrived, we drove to the nearest fast food store. We stuffed some food as we spoke.

'You know how I hate spilling my guts. Not that I can but will try to calm your curiosity as much as i can. Ok.'

'Ok' she smiled in satisfaction.

I spilled my guts to her or should I say attempt. She now knows about my dad’s come back and my dream. Just this one. It does feel just a little better to get it off my chest but words could never fade the problems away... at least not mine.

We sat in quiet enjoy the chicken and fries with a beverage.

 

'I’m home!!' I yelled closing the front door. I walked to my room enjoying the quietness. I spent two hours completing assignments and off to bed I went.

 

 

POV JASON

 

 

From the moment my unrealistic nightmare became realistic life has kinda taken a turn. It’s been... interesting...

i thought those dreams were the limit to out of the ordinary for me but I guess life wasn't on the same page as me. I’ll admit that after realisation clicked I haven't really seen much of her. At first she seemed to be just preoccupied with daily activities but today well she has