I need you by kelsey marie (reading diary TXT) 📖

my hand on her head and close my eyes and concentrate to try and see if shes dreaming of anything and this is one of the many things Lindsey has taught me. Dream reading, which is what im using right now to read and see her dream, if she has one. 

I concentrate and my eyes and vision go black and I see nothing, she isnt having a dream. I move my hand and open my eyes and she is still asleep. I smile and move her hair out of her face and her eyes open and as she scratches her eyes she says "Is everything okay?"

"It's okay relax, it's just time to make things right with you and kyle." I say smiling.

She sits up and I feel her heart rate kick up. 'I understand why but she needs to fix things. I mean hell the poor guy lost his last mate in a car crash-' My thoughts were cut off when Lindsey said "I can't talk to him Kelsey I don't want to." "Lindsey he had a mate before you and he lost his first mate in a car crash and the Wolf Goddess gave him you and you are his last chance at love." She looks at me and her eyes widen and realizes that he really does need her. "Lindsey I will be with you because I need to apologize as well and also i'm sorry for choking your mate you know how I get when someone bullies you, or treats you badly." I stand up and help her up and out the bed and then she looks at me.

"You ready?"

"Yes if I want this to work he needs to know."

"Oh are you sure you want to tell him?"

"Yes I want to be like how you and Ealum are I want to be able to read his mind and laugh and feel his feelings, so yes i'm ready."

We walk to Kyle's room and knock. "Who is it?!" I go to say something but Lindsey holds out her hand in a wait manner and she says. "It's Lindsey I want to talk to you." There's a long moment of silence. "Come in." Lindsey looks at me and said "I'll go first." I nodd and lean against the wall. 

 

 

~~Lindseys (POV)~~

I open the door and I see Kyle and my heart stops. He walks up to me and says "Lindsey im so sorry for everything I didn't know and I was just trying to get you to laugh."

"Kyle its fine, I'm sorry too cause of my sister when she did that she only did that because ive never been able to protect myself so she's always had to do it for me and it feels good that shes does that because it made me feel like shes my wall that protects me from all the bad people and things in life." I said smiling.

Kyle walks closer to me and puts his hand on my cheek and rubs it, it makes me smile. "Lindsey I didn't know that you were bullied I sensed the saddness in you but I didn't know what it was from. Can you ever forgive me Lindsey?" he says with a nervous look and a serious look in his eyes.

I look at him with no expression on my face for about five minutes talking to my wolf. She keeps saying forgive him he didn't know, and how was he supposed to know. But the question to me is, was I ready to forgive him? 

After about another five minutes I look up and he looks like he's almost sweating. I laugh and say "Are you sweating?" he looks at me with a confused look on his face.

"I mean it is warm in here and im nervous to what you're going to say to me but, you didn't answer my question. Will you forgive me?" 

"Yes but! I want you to know something else." I look behind me towards the door and Kelsey walks in. I look at Kyle and his eyes seem scared and angry. 

"Don't she came here in peace this time, trust me." I smile looking at her. She looks at me smiles breathes in and looks at Kyle. "Look Kyle I'm sorry for pinning you onto the wall and yelling at you but, you need to know that Lindsey was bullied ever since she started school and also she used to get beat by our dad, and one day I got tired of it and ran in front of her and instead of our dad hitting her he hit me. Then after that I've always protected her and I need you to be there for her now." Kelsey says she looks at me and I know what she wants to say now. 

"Kyle I know about your mate that died in a car crash, I'm so sorry but you have me now and I'm not going anywhere." I say with a smile on my face hoping he dosen't get sad. He looks at me and has weak eyes and I finally feel his same feelings and it makes tears brim my eyes. I hug him to make him stop feeling like that. He hugs me back and the pain of saddness in my heart leaves. He whispers in my ear, "Even though I did love her, I want you to know that I love you more, and yes it still pains me but we are now connected together." I felt his hand rub my back and it made me smile that I made him happy.

I look at Kelsey and she's smiling at us both and I mindlink her 'You can go now, thanks sis'

'Lindsey just be more open to him now and let him in, I know it's been hard but try.'

'Yeah I will just go to sleep'

'Okay fine, but I'm not sleeping alone if you know what I mean' Kelsey laughs.

"Kelsey just go!" I yelled but laughing at the same time as so she is also laughing as well. She turns around and walks out the room and closes the door.

 

 

Chapter 8: Wolf? What wolf?

~~Kelseys (POV)~~

 

As I walked back down the hall I walked by Ealums room and I didnt feel him in his room like I normally do. I knocked on the door lightly and there was no response. I open the door and looked around he wasn't here. "Where did he go?" I asked myself. You see I failied to mention that I have anxiety and I freak out when I can't find someone that I need. So I speed run downstairs and to the left is a long hallway and to the right is the living room. So I check the living room first, no sight of him. I start to feel my anxiety catch up to me and I know if I don't find him soon I will end up screaming his name in worry. So I run down the long hallway and I run into someone.

"OUCH!" I look up and it's Brent.

"Kelsey, are you alright?" he hold out his hand to help me stand back up.

"Um yes." I stand up and start looking around for him and trying to feel his presence but, there's no feeling or sign of him.

"Kelsey, are you looking for him?" he looks at me with a smile on his face like he knew.

I blush "Yes I am, I have-" He cut me off.

"Yes I know you have anxiety, your parents told me when I came and picked you up that day. Just breathe. He stepped out for a minute." A voice in my head started screaming in pain, it pained me so much that I screamed with it as well and fell to the ground coldness started to over take my senses.

"KELSEY! CAN YOU HEAR ME!" Brent was yelling at me but everything went black.

 

 

~~Ealums (POV)~~

 

As Kelsey and Lindsey work things out with my brother I thought I would go to the Office and work on a few things that I have planned for the pack when I would lead the pack and make Kelsey my Queen. The thougth of that made me smile so big that I thought I wouldn't be able to feel my face for a whole day. I walked outside and got into my car (BMW X2) and went off to the Office. I drove up the driveway of the Office and I looked at the clock it's only 7:45 P.M. 'Wow to just think that only 3 hours ago I met my mate.' I smiled at the thought of her. As I sat down at my desk doing work and planning for the pack, I got a phone call from my dad saying that Kelsey passed out cold. 

"Dad what happened to her?"

"Ealum just come home from the Office!"

"Okay I'm coming right now!"

As I gather my things and getting in the car the pack is blowing up my phone with texts about Kelsey. I'm driving as fast as I can to get to her and taking all the back roads to cut the stop lights. I arrive 4 minutes later and as soon as I get out the car Luna comes running out the pack house crying.

"EALUM YOU NEED TO GET IN HERE NOW!"

"WHERE IS SHE?!"

"SHES IN YOUR ROOM-"

Once I knew where she was I was there in a second I saw my dad, Lindsey, Audrey, and everyone else around her. I look to my father in anger. "What happned to her?!"

"Son we need to talk."

"Yeah we do so, tell me!" I start to see him get nervous.

"Ealum, Kelsey is already starting her transformation and yes it's starting very early."

"What are you talking about the transformation starts after her 17th birthday. This is impossible." I start to get upset as I looked at her there on my bed in a coma from her transformation. I decide to go for a run to burn off some anger I run to the woods and feel my wolf itching to get out and I transform hearing the clothes from my body rip to pieces. I run to the borders of our teritory and check around for any unusual wonderers or smells. I feel like now since my mate is in her transformaation state that its my job to look around our teritory. But I stop for a moment and look at the sky and look at the stars and then the moon and think to myself. About my mate, she must be scared.

 

~~Kelsey's (POV)~~

'I can't see a thing where am I?' im so confused of what happened to me.
'We are meeting for the first time Kelsey, hello im Accalia and I am your wolf.'

Once I hear the word Wolf I immediately wake up and Im burning up and alone. Something tells me to get out the house but also my body is in severe pain and my legs feel like they are on fire. I try to stand and once I make my way to the door I lose my balance and I start using my strength to hold me up. Something in my mind says go outside and I know I need to get out there. 

Once I get to the stairs im practically crawling by then. Everything hurts im crying from the