Filthy Rich by Atarah Yvaine (electronic reader txt) 📖

The days passed and Friday finally arrived. I woke up with Deus being extra sweet and I feel a heavy emotion in my heart. He surprised me with a breakfast in bed with a bouquet of flowers today.

"Morning Babe" He makes it a habit to kiss me good morning on the cheeks. He hugged me so tight as if he doesn't want to let me go. Oh my gosh. I didn't expect this day to feel like this. I don't exactly know what I'm feeling.

Am I sad or happy?

I hugged him too with the same intensity.

How am I going to leave him like this? He's been sweet and nice to me these past days and I don't wanna hurt him. No one of us is letting go. I want to hug him for a while for it may be last time. I want freedom, didn't I? then I should be happy because just a few more hours from now I will be free.

"Good morning" I whispered.

"Today's your last day of school for this year. Tomorrow I am still needed at the office but the day after tomorrow is the start of my vacation leave. Are you ready for our first ever vacation?" he asked smiling and I happily nod even though my heart is tearing apart right now. That smile, I always want to see that but this maybe the last day for me to witnessed that genuine smile.

"Seriously where are we going?" I asked him again trying my luck. I was asking him the same question since last night and he keeps on insisting that it will be a surprise.

He let me go and cupped my cheeks making my lips pout and he laughed

"Cute." he said "but still it remains as a secret. Be patient it will not be long and you'll know where it is" he keeps on pinching my cheeks.

I really want to cry with how happy he is right now. I want to know where we are supposed to go and spent our Christmas vacation because I might never know where it is.

"Babe come on chop chop. Take a bath or you will be late again. I'll go take a shower in the other room" he stands up and was about to leave the bed when I hold his wrist stopping him to do so. He faced me with his soft expression that only few people ever witnessed and his eyes is asking me what do I need.

"More hugs" I said giving him a shy smile.

He was shocked at first but when he recovered from it, a wide smile appears on his face. He is even smiling showing me his pearl white teeth. He didn't come close to give me hugs he instead extend his arms wide open as he waited for me to hug him.

I am staring at him for some minute cause I'm feeling shy. I know I am not a clingy person like him but why the hell did I requested for something like that?

Heaven it might be last time grab it! My inner voice is shouting at me. I slowly sit up, get close to him and hug him in the tightest way I can.

"You're making my day the best babe. I want you to always be like this. I don't mind if you get too clingy or possessive of me. I'll love it."

I am making his day best and it'll be ruin by me too in the end of the day.

I sniff his clothes and I will badly miss that strong manly scent. His scent.

Why do I keep on saying I will miss him? I am escaping to finally get rid of him. You don't want him right, Heaven Amelie? You don't want him.

"Enough babe or we will be late." I let him go because he has a point. I have my exam today and he has an important meeting this morning.

"Don't worry if you want more, we have all night later, you can cuddle me to sleep later and I'll give you more hugs I promise." I laughed because he is so cute while smiling from ear to ear and wiggling his eyebrows.

"I want this day to end already. Finish work and leave the office so I can cuddle you" There is a pang of pain in my heart while listening to him.

 In the end of this day, I would not be here anymore to cuddle him to sleep. We will both wish this day never even started. Something's trying to stop me from escaping but I made up my mind. I will still do it. Maybe what I am feeling right now is just a rush of emotions and nothing more.

"Ok I'll go take a bath now." we get out of bed and I go straight in the bathroom and he go to our walk-in closet to choose his clothes to wear. I hold my chest as I enter the shower because it feels so heavy. I have a hard time breathing and it feels like I am emotionally hurting.

I shrug it off and do my thing faster. After taking a bath I wore a classic trainer, tortoise rounded sunglasses, blue washed jeans and slouchy cream-grey sweater. I go down and waited for him in the living room. I slouched in the sofa and look at the surrounding. I intently move my eyes all over the house trying to remember every details. If we succeed in our plan then this is the last time, I'm going to see this.

He dropped me off. Before I get out of the car, I hug him once more and he kissed me in my forehead.

"Addicted to my hugs, eh?" he said and I just rolled my eyes at him. He is being boastful but it was somehow true.

"Thank you for everything. You're so nice and sweet. Take care" with a heavy heart I open the car door and started walking away. I want to look back but I chose not to. It will just make it hard for me to decide.