Talking Eyes by Mia Lafreve Pedretti (bill gates books to read txt) 📖

so cute. When we were at the end of our Tour, lasted 20/25 minutes, they interviewed me. I wasn't prepared for that. So I was kinda nervous. Bom asked me if I had fun and if I liked to have an apartment like that one. I nodded, but I wanted it near the sea. So I could admire it every time I woke up. The Choi Seunghyun said that he had an house bigger that Ji Yong's and that it was more surveyed and controlled than Ji Yong's place. Bom then said that she would have liked to see his house. Maybe when 2NE1 wouldn't have been so busy, maybe in the summer, when they wouldn't have had any schedule. And also when Ji Yong would have came back from Europe. She couldn't also wait to show herself in bikini and I was sure that Choi Seunghyun couldn't wait to see her.

LATER..*

Yongbae had already finished to talk at the phone and he was sitting like us, in the living room. "If you're asking yourself, where is the owner of the appartment, Ji Yong..Then It's simple." Bom-eoni continued to talk to the Cam. I didn't know where she had the strenght to do such thing. I wasn't tired, but I didn't want to be record or record someone either. I thought that the record of earlier was enough for the fans to not misunderstand us, but apparently it wasn't enough to her. "He's in the bathroom, taking a nice LONG and ENDLESS shower." She said emphasizing the words Long and endless, like she wanted to be heard by him. "Cincia..what is he doing in that bathroom?" She complained to the camera. I wanted to complain too, mostly because the president advise me to not stay too much time at his place. Is He sleeping in the Tub or what? I thought. Then finally after a few endless minutes, we heard the door of his room opening, and we saw him exiting from it. I didn't know if it was my imagination or it was real, but it looked like he was glowing. All his skin, was shining to me, like he was reborn after...have had..a shower. Is it possible? I couldn't help myself either and I smiled at him, when he walked towards us all smiling.

"Waaa...Look at him?! All fresh and clean, after had a shower. Smiling like a fool." She joked around. She stood up and came towards me. She sat down next to me, so she could record him better. But I believe she just didn't want him to sit next to me, so people wouldn't have got jealous and stuff.

"Yes. I feel really reborn." Ji Yong exclaimed sitting comfortably next to Choi Seunghyun. "Sorry for being late, but I love too much taking showers." He justified his self.

"We've noticed." Choi Seunghyun commented.

We chatted about all and nothing in particular. The atmosphere was good and all, but I couldn't take it anymore. I had to tell him about my..scars. The sooner the better. So, while they were lovely chatting, I waited a few seconds and profited when they paused. I motioned to Ji Yong that I needed to talk with him. Luckily he noticed me and secretly gave a snudge to Choi Seunghyun, who motioned in a odd way to Bom to stop recording. Apparently she understood him and stopped filming. I thanked her and instantly stood up. Ji Yong stood up too and I followed him. He stopped in a quiet corner, not too far from where the others were, but it wasn't enough private for me. "Can we go to your room. I need to show you something and I don't think that the dining room is the best place for it." I said.

"O-k." He looked at little confused, but I was sure he would have understood when I would have showed him..the problem.

"Here we are." He said when we were in his room. Fabulous and chic like the rest of the house. Obviously. Focus Yumi-ha, You're not here to admire his room. I remembered to myself. You're here for another reason. Your scars. I nodded. Let's stop goofing off and let's face the problem. I walked towards the door and closed it behind me. With the keys.

 

 

13. Way too Tempting

 

 

JI YONG

 

I really hope that is a good thing what she is about to say..or should I say, show. Was what I kept repeating to myself. When she closed the door, with the keys I worried more. "Ji Yong." She called me.

 

"Yes." I answered. I tried to act normal and don't look too nervous. Looking closely at her though I noticed that she was nervous too. She kept torturing her fingers

 

"You know that I had a car accident, right?" She asked.

 

"Of course." I answered.

 

"Well, after the accident, I had to stay in hospital for more than six months before recovering fully from the injuries, internal and external I had."

 

"I know. You've already told me once." I replied confused. "I don't understand..what's the point?" I asked her.

 

She didn't reply and grabbed my upper right arms and guided me towards the bed. She gently forced me to sit on it. "After the accident, I had..I-i.." She didn't know how to continue. "I-I think it's better if I show you what I mean." She decided to do at the end. And suddenly she started to strip. For real.

 

"Wait. What are doing?" I exclaimed standing up. I went directly towards her and stopped her from continue. "What are you doing?" I asked again.

 

She stopped me from grasping her upper arm and forced me, gently, to sit on the bed. "Please let me do it. I really need to show this thing to you." She begged me to sit and stay silent.

 

I did like she said. I let her do her thing and I stayed there, on the bed, watching her undressing in front of me. My breathing mode stayed under control till she took off  her red shirt off too, showing inevitably to me, her smooth and soft skin. My breath accelerated twice as fast. I was sure my face was all red too. Who wouldn't be embarrassed by seeing a girl undressing in front of his eyes? Who raise his hand is not straight. I tried to not look at...her perfect slim and sexy figure. Or at the way her smooth skin was inviting me to touch her. And mostly, I tried harder to not look at her breasts, that were totally filling up her bra. Almost pushing to exit out of it. It would be enough to extend a little my arm...and unhook without problem the front of the bra. (It was a bra with the clip in the front. The ones I loved the most.)...And free those attractive-big-smooth breasts of her out. Oh God..I couldn't make it anymore at the sight of her bare body (Even she still had her pants and the bra on) and her big two inviting friends, so I lowered my head and covered my eyes.

 

"Ji Yong look at me." She dared had the courage to say.

 

"No." I answered without still making eye contact. "I can't, I'm sorry."

 

"Am I so disgusting?" Her voice was trembling, like she was about to cry.

 

"What? Why in the world would I be disgusted by you?" I instantly lifted my head, just to find tears falling down her cheeks. "What..?" I stood up from the bed and got closer to her. "Why are you crying?" I was totally lost.

 

"Y-y-you clearly s-said that you don't want to look a-at me." She stuttered when she spoke. "I really shouldn't have did such thing. I better get out of here.." She said and  directed towards the door. I quickly grabbed her arm before she could open the door. When I looked at her face, sadness was filling up her eyes, becoming tears that kept falling down her face. She brushed them off, with violence, like she was sad and angry at the same time.

 

"Wowowo. Why are you saying that? What's the matter?" I asked her, because I was completely lost. I grabbed her chin and forced her to face me. "To be exact I said that I couldn't look at you, not that I didn't want to look at you." I said to her. "I'm a man after all you know."

 

"A man? And what the hell that supposed to mean?" She asked looking more angry now.

 

"It means..." I didn't continue for the embarrassment.

 

"What?" She claimed to know.

 

I let go her chin. "Well.It means that..like every man..I get..turned on, when I see a woman undress in front of me." I didn't look at her, because I knew that I was all red. I blushed even harder when I noticed that she was staring at me.

 

"T-turned on?" She sounded disbelieved. So I glanced at her and she had an odd expression on her face. Like she couldn't believe in it. "Then, that mean that you're not disgusted of my body?"

 

"Of course not." I replied frowning. "Why would I be disgusted?"

 

"Well, because of the scars." She said like it was an elementary thing.

 

"Which scars?"

 

"These." She pointed firstly at her shoulder, then at her arms and in the end at her stomach. I avoided to look at her chest and focused on what she was pointing at.

 

She had some scars. A lot of them to tell the truth. They weren't so visible, till you didn't focus. It looked like someone had fun leaving cuts on her skin. Or like a lot of pieces of glasses, were ripped apart her skin. I stated that all those scars has been caused by the accident she had. Who knows how much she suffered..I had the huge to grabbed her in my arms and comfort her, right there, but a scar much more visible and giant, catched my attention. It begun from her lower back and it ended in the front, almost near her belly bottom. Wow. I extended my fingers and touched it. It had the sensation to touch a burned scar or something like that. The others scars on her shoulders and arms were nothing compare to that one. I continued to stare at it and caress it at the same time. I caressed her shoulders and arms too, as to make them disappeared, even if it was impossible. Then I looked at her, straightly in the eyes. She looked nervous and agitated. "Why did you think that I'd be disgusted by them?" I asked her sweetly.

 

"Well..Y-you said earlier that you couldn't look at me, so I figures that.." She didn't finish and lowered her head.

 

I lifted her chin and met her avoiding eyes. "I'd never be disgusted by your body." I used a resolute tone of voice. "Like before, I didn't even notice them. I swear, my mind was somewhere else." I confessed blushing.

 

She blushed too. "So they don't bother you?" She asked, like she needed to be assured again.

 

I put both my arms around her waist and squeezed her against myself. "No they don't bother me at all. I swear." I gave her a quick peck on the lips.

 

"I thought about having a surgery, to take them off you know.. But Yang Suk Ki eoni said that you would have been already gone, for the time I recovered from it." She revealed.

 

"Why having a surgery