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I could see her so I was unsure if she was nodding or not. I could hear them both stand so I slid back up the stair until Jackâs father left.
âYou can come down now.â Rebecca commented.
She much have heard me at some point.
I came out from behind the wall.
âSoâŠnow you know.â She crossed her arms. âLook, Iâm not perfect-â
âNo one said you were. But I just canât understand why youâd do it. My father loves you-â
âAnd I love himâ She cut me off. âI do. We are getting past this, Layla. This whole thing with Millerâs disappearance has nothing to do with us. Nothing at all.â
Good, because for a moment I thought my father had killed him. For a fraction of a second. But I knew my father. He wouldnât do anything that would jeopardize our family.
âI need to get ready for class.â I mumbled, backing up the stairs.
âI do love him, Layla. Honestly. Heâs the best thing in my life. I realize that now.â
I nodded as I reached the top step.
âI believe you.â
I turned and went back to my room to start my day. I dressed quickly, wanting to get to class early enough to talk to Devin.
Heâd wanted to know who Rebecca was having an affair with and I knew heâd be shocked to find out this information.
I smiled a bit deviously as I went to the kitchen and grabbed a green apple from the fridge. I was about to spread gossip. Marina would be so proud of me.
I shouted to Rebecca that I was leaving but I doubted she cared.
Once at school I headed to Devinâs classroom, knowing since class started in the next twenty minutes heâd be there.
He smiled as I came in but it dimmed a bit when I closed and locked the door.
âYou know we canât-â
âI know, but I have to tell you something.â I didnât like the fact his mind automatically went to kinky classroom sex when he saw me.
He stood as I came towards him. For a moment I contemplated if he needed to know. Yes, it was juicy gossip but it was why my father had been so upset lately but then I thought about it. Devin worked with Rebecca, did he know all along?â
âRemember when I told you Rebecca was cheating on my father? I need you to be honest
with me, okay.â
I could tell by the look on his face he was seriously upset about something.
He took me in his arms and looked down into my eyes pleadingly.
âI wanted to tell you, Layla. I justâŠI didnât know how. I never meant to hurt you.â
âSo you knew she was sleeping with Miller and you didnât tell me?â
âMiller? She slept withâŠâ His words trailed off as his concerned expression changed to confused then quickly back to its original expression.
âWait, so you didnât know?â I asked pulling away from him a bit. âThen what-â
âLayla, love, hear me out.â
âWhatâs going on, Devin?â
I was trying my best to pull away from his grasp but he didnât release me.
âWhat did you mean by that?â
âItâs not as bad as you think, okay? I was planning on telling you, I just didnât know how.â
âTell me what, Devin? Because a few moments ago I found out Miller slept with my step mum and I thought you knew but if you didnâtâŠâ
Then it hit me. The reason he and Rebecca were still staying in touch, the fact heâd been so moody for the past few weeks. The nights he couldnât tell me where he was going and the nights Rebecca got in late.
âOh, God.â I croaked, yanking my body away from his. âPleaseâŠplease, no.â
âLayla, please wait. Iâm sorry.â
âYou slept with her.â I was beginning to feel nauseated all over again.
âIt meant nothing. I swear. It was at a time I didnât even know she was married. She still went by her maiden name.â
âLiar, how many times, Devin? Because you two have been a little too cozy lately.â
âLayla, I swear to you. It meant nothing.â
âWhen was the last time you two slept with each other? Three monthsâŠtwoâŠâ
He sighed. âThree weeks ago.â
Now I did vomit. I had barely made it to the wastebasket before I threw up my small breakfast.
âIt meant nothing to me. She wasâŠshe was blackmailing me, Layla.â
âFor what?â I nearly shouted, wiping my mouth. âFor what?â
âI paid Miller to get lost, okay? Iâm the reason heâs gone. I threatened him within an inch of his life then paid him to leave and never come back. She found out that I made him leave and was extremely upset. At first I thought she was just going to let it go but then she did some digging. Found out who I was exactly and found out my past. She told me she was going to tell the police I killed Miller if I didnât...The situation was getting out of control. I had to do itâŠfor us.â
âShut up, justâŠshut up. I donât want to hear anymore.â
âBut I did it for us. If she told the police they would have done a hell of a lot more digging than she did and they would have found about us. I did this for you.â
âNo, you did this for you, Devin. You did this for you. You said no more lies. No more liesâŠâ
I closed my eyes and shook my head, tears falling from my face. âWe were supposed to have a happy ending. You promised me andâŠyou lied.â
He touched my arm slightly and I pulled away.
âDonât touch me. I donâtâŠI canâtâŠâ
I ran. I turned and ran from him, not caring who saw. When I ran into Marina in the hall I could tell she was confused but I was too upset to care. I was certain I looked a wreck, my whole face felt reddened.
I ran past her and to my car. I felt like such an idiot for ever trusting him. Iâd been drowning in the lies Iâd told to others but I never thought Iâd have to worry about the lies from him. I promised him no lies, he did the same, and like a fool I believed him. I was just some ditzy schoolgirl with the hotâs for a man who would never change.
I wasnât too sure where I was driving, I just was. My heart felt like it was ripping in two and my air kept getting cut off, causing me to gasp.
Iâd gotten to the dock before my mind actually connected with my body and I wasnât sure why but it comforted me a little. The water was frozen over and there was snow covering everything. It looked like a winter wonderland.
I stood at the dock, waiting for something to happen but I wasnât sure what. For anything to just come and take me away from this nightmare.
It began a slight drizzle but it wasnât rain that hit my cheeks and mixed with my slowly freezing tears, it was sleet. It hit my uncovered cheeks and stuck to my loose hair. I pulled at my coat and placed the hood on my head. The fuzzy lining brought immediate warmth to my chilled ears and face.
When I heard the snow shifting under someoneâs feet I turned, half expecting Devin to have blown off class and followed me. My scream for him to leave me alone got cut short when I realized it was Jack instead of Devin walking towards me.
âJack?â I asked a bit worried. âWhat are you doing here?â
âI think the better question is, what are you doing here?â
âOh, I uh.â I just couldnât think of another lie to tell him. âI justâŠ.â
âSave it, Layla.â He came closer. âAre you in love with him?â
His words were a bit choked, as if they were hard for him say.
âDo I love who?â I asked walking towards him, rubbing the water from my face. âWhat are you talking about?â
âCut the crap. I know youâre sleeping with Simmons.â
I tried not to look as shocked as I felt. âWhat are you talking about?â I held up my hand to touch him only to have him grab my wrists painfully.
âStop lying to me!â He shouted into my face.
âJack.â I winced. âYouâre hurting me.â
âGood. Maybe itâs time you hurt, too.â He tightened his grip as I tried to break free.
âLet go, Jack!â I yelled pulling back while still trying to keep my feet from slipping on the mush.
âLet go? You want me to let go just like you let us go?â His face was twisted with both pain and fury. âDo you love him, Layla?! Do you love him?!â
âYes!â I shouted, stopping my struggle. âAt least⊠I thought I did.â
His grip loosened and I pulled my hands from his. If he looked hurt before, now he was distraught.
âIâm sorry, Jack. I didnât mean for things to happen like this.â
âLike what? You didnât expect for me to find out about your slutty escapades?â
That felt like a slap to the face. âHowâd-â
âI overheard you and Marina in the hall yesterday. But you know what is really upsetting? I knew. I knew all along something was going on with you. I just didnât know exactly what it was. You two were always justâŠtoo close. I knew I had a right to not like him. All the weekends with you âfatherâ? You missing my practices and games? I knew. But you were a sneaky bitch. Always having an excuse.â
I couldnât really say anything. I didnât know what to say even if I could. He knew. I guess I wasnât as great a liar as I thought.
âTell me why, Layla.â His voice was softer now as he closed his eyes.
I couldnât. I didnât know why.
âTell me!â He began shouting again.
âLayla?â Devin asked from far behind Jack.
Jack turned to see Devin running flawlessly across the snow-covered parking lot.
I didnât feel like talking to either one of them right now so I started for the lot only to have Jack grab my wrist and yank me back.
âNo!â Jack shouted. âWe still need to talk.â
âNot while youâre angry, Jack!â I didnât want him to get hurt but I also didnât want his hand wrapped so tightly around my wrist.
Devin had stopped a few feet away from me, hands held up in a pleading gesture. âPlease, Jack, just let her go.â
âWhy so you can continue sleeping with her, you pedophilic bastard. Youâve met my father, the cop? I canât wait to tell him this information. I bet you even had something to do with Millers disappearance. I heard Marina say Miller gave her pictures. Proof of you two-â He broke off unable to finish.
While he spoke I still struggled for him to ease his grip.
âLayla didnât mean for you to find out this way. She wanted to tell you, but I wouldnât let her.â
âI doubt you forced yourself into her life. She seemed more than willing to me.â
I couldnât help the tears that kept streaming down my face. It was true. I had been more than willing to hop on Devinâs love train and look where that had gotten me.
âPlease, Jack. I didnât-â
âNo, Layla, you did. And since you clearly donât care about us anymoreâŠfine. Be with the pedophile.
He released my arm and instead of balancing myself out, I slipped on the slush. My feet couldnât get friction on the ground and as I slipped I slid backwards. My feet tangled and I knew I was going to fall harder, and it
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