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His steady gaze traveled from her eyes to her nose, mouth and back. It went through her. āI canāt do that,ā he said softly. āIāve never forgotten you.ā
Her heart beat in syncopated rhythm like a wild tarantella. āToo lateā¦ā
āIām not arguing now,ā he replied. āGo back on stage, finish the rehearsal. You know I love kids. Maybe Bobby and I will sing along.ā
āI can sing. āRow, row, row the boatā¦āā The boy wasted no time.
It was Dougās laugh that grabbed her bruised heart. His personable, warm laughter, his easy way with her nephew. He glanced at her and winked. āAnother ham in the family.ā
This was the Doug she remembered. Sweet. Funny. It would be so easy to pick up where theyād left off. So easy to pretend the last five years hadnāt happened. Too easy. In less than twenty-four hours, heād managed to reawaken something in her. A yearning, perhaps, that sheād refused to recognize. A yearning sheād allowed no one else to satisfy.
Too bad she didnāt trust him to stick around. For a beginning playwright, New York was the place to be. Too bad also, that she needed her family as much as they needed her. Her brothers and sisters leaned on each other. They were tight, and she wasnāt leaving them. She sighed deeply. Nothing was simple.
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They left the theater together, and Doug apologized for needing to take off. āThe house-hunt is on. So you live nearby, huh? The Downtown, area? Maybe Iāll look there.ā
āIf you can afford it. You should probably get a roommate or find a neighborhood further away. In fact, you can even go back to New York!ā
āAre you kidding? After I juggled a million balls to arrange this year at BU and the theater? Besides, I canāt make the single habit too easy for you.ā
āThe-theāwhat?ā
āIām reaching for the gold ring, Jen. Remember this?ā
His mouth covered hers, his kiss a surprise that felt so familiar, yet so new. Different. Her pulse raced, and she leaned in, enjoying the familiar sensation of his lips on hers, the familiar fragrance of his after-shave lotion before pulling back, flustered. āNo, no. I-I canāt go through this again.ā
āNeither can I, Jen.ā His voice sounded hoarse. āSo, Iām taking a chance here, a chance on a different ending.ā He kissed her again, this time a quick good-bye, and left.
His words lingered in her mindāhis words and her memoriesāas she made her way with Bobby toward Boston Common. Doug took risks all the time. He was a talented writerāsheād known that years agoābut how many writers, even brilliant ones, really earned a living? Anyone who believed that love paid the bills was a fool. Now where had that thought come from? Sheād never been curious about the financial side of him. Sheād only noticed the talent side.
What was he really doing back in Beantown? That kissā¦tears started to run down her face. āDamn, damn, damnā¦and just when I had it all figured out.ā
She and Bobby watched the swan boats, played catch, and ran after the football. She called Lisa for a medical update on her and her new daughter and was relieved at her sisterās calm words. The afternoon turned to early evening by the time Jen returned Bobby to his dadāa dad they found sound asleep on the living room couch.
āShhā¦ā warned Jen with a finger on her lips. āJust give a gentle hug. Let him sleep.ā
āDad-dy!!ā
Mike rolled over, grabbed his son, and bestowed dozens of kisses on the boyās neck and belly. Giggles ensued before the man stood, child in his arms, and looked at Jennifer.
āThanks for taking him, Jenny. After two bad experiences, I donāt think Lisa will ever agree to another nanny. My folks are driving in tomorrow, but you have been a lifesaver. Donāt know what weād do without you.ā
Jen shrugged. āNo worries, Mike. Iām not going anywhere. Families take care of each other, donāt they? Just like you and Lisa took care of us.ā The past seemed to haunt her today, and unexpectedly, her lips began to tremble. Pressing them hard together, she tried to divert Mike. āUh ā tell me all about the baby.ā
He grabbed the bait, and for the next five minutes, she heard all about the perfect, but miniature Brianna Grace Brennan. āI swear, sheās no bigger than a football.ā
āIāll run to the hospital for a quick visit and then head home,ā she said. āYou okay with Bobby?ā
āOf course. Right, son?ā
They high-fived each other. āI played ball with a big man today. Auntie Jen was singing, and I played.ā
Mikeās quizzical gaze found her, and Jen sighed. āOkay. Emily would have mentioned it anyway.ā She looked him in the eye. āDoug Collins moved backāheās teaching at BU and putting on a play at the Commonwealthā and the first thing he did was track me down, and I donāt know how I feel about it because Iām afraidā¦Iām afraidā¦.ā She felt tears well and pushed them away. āIām afraid to get involved again, and thatās all I know for now. Iām an idiot for even talking to him.ā
She stepped toward the hallway. Mikeās voice followed her. āI used to like the guy. But not at your expense. Want me to pay him a visit?ā
āOh, God, no!ā she replied, twirling toward him again. āIām a big girl now, Mike. Iāll handle it.ā
āSometimes, honey, an interceptionās in order. At other times, getting to the end zone simply takes a lot of running plays, a lot of zig-zagging.ā
She inhaled. āI get it. But you canāt reach the end zone if you donāt trust your players.ā
Doug signed a one-year lease for a studio apartment on Devonshire Street, in the downtown area of the city. It might or might not be near Jenniferās placeāhe had no idea exactly where she lived but was content with his choice. Not far from both the theater and university.
On Sunday morning, Evie had stopped by as he unloaded his clothes, computer and books from his car, making several trips inside with his arms full. It was good to have his own place again, and even though his sisterās hug had felt extra-strong a little while ago, he was sure she felt the same. In her scrubs and white jacket, sheād looked every inch a physician.
āThe folks are very proud of you, Eve. I can just hear Dad saying āmy daughter, the doctor.āā His grin was warm with his own pride.
She shrugged. āI suppose. But I just wishāā She shook her head.
āForget it, Evie. Heās not going to boast about his son, the writer. Been there, done that, with our parental units. Iām over it.ā
āBut youāre so smart. Your work is so good. A full-length play and a one-act on Broadway, and now youāre here with something new to work on. I just donāt understand them, and Iām sorry.ā
He wrapped his younger sister in his arms. āIt doesnāt matter. Writing is who I am. Sometimes, getting it exactly right drives me nuts, butā¦ in the end, I love it.ā
Her smile reassured him. āI love my work too,ā Eve said. āNot so crazy about the hours, though.ā
āItās the love part that counts more. Trust me. If youāre going to spend your whole life doing something, be sure it makes you happy.ā
āGood advice, Doug. Iām so glad youāre back.ā She gave him a quick kiss and left for the hospital.
He could have done worse than having Eve as a sister. Theyād forged a better relationship since theyād grown up and moved away from home. He hung up the last of his shirts and ran down the two flights to the ground floor, out the front door of the building and smack into Jennifer Delaney.
āWow. How lucky can one man get? Do you actually live in this building?ā
āYouāre not that lucky, kiddo. Iām up about two blocks, but youāve got a great coffee shop on your corner.ā She held up her large to-go cup and continued to walk.
āNo time for a friend?ā
āIāve got a busy day.ā
āWill every day be too busy for us?ā
That stopped her. She turned slowly toward him, her brow furrowed, eyes shadowed. āThere is no āusā anymore. You were gone for a long time.ā
āIt was a five-year residency, Jen.ā
She nodded. āFive years in two separate worlds. I know circumstances were lousy, but life went on, and we owe each other nothing. Couples break up every day. Letās say we each had a clean slate after the visits stopped and phone calls became fewer. A clean slate after you were gone for a while.
āFigured it all out, huh? As easy as that.ā He snapped his fingers.
āI didnāt say it was easy,ā she protested. āBut Iām not going backward.ā
He could live with that. But sheād given him an opening that he wasnāt going to ignore. āThen how about starting over? As you said, the slateās clean.ā
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Whew! If he werenāt so sincereāand cuteāat the same time. If his eyes didnāt implore, if he didnāt sound as though the future of civilization depended on her responseā¦. And his mouthāshe loved his mouth.
āMy imagination isnāt as good as yours. I canāt simply forget the past.ā
āThen put it in a box on a high closet shelf out of the way. Examine it from time to time if you have to, but donāt let it be a barricade now.ā
What a picture. āI keep forgettingā¦ā
āForgetting what?ā
āā¦how good you are with words.ā
āNormally, Iād say thanks. But somehow, Iām not taking that as a compliment right now.ā
Her building was just ahead, and she glanced at her watch. āI want to visit Lisa and the baby. Then hit the books.ā
āGoing for an MBA?ā
āAlready have it. But Iāve got in-house training this week and want to be prepared. My career means a lot to me, and I donāt want to screw it up.ā
His eyes shone, and a grin appeared. āHenny-Penny, Iāve always had full confidence in you and still do. You are one smart lady, and Iām sure youāll be fully prepared.āā
Startled, she stepped back. āThanks, I guess. But I donāt take anything for granted. Iāve worked hard. Frankly, Iām terrified of failing.ā
She heard his āwhoa,ā and then silence settled around them.
āTerrified is a strong word,ā said Doug.
āA true word. I want to make my parents proud of me.ā
āI think,ā Doug said slowly, āthat might be overkill.ā
āWhy?ā she asked, her voice rising in defense. āBecause theyāre gone?ā
āNot at all.ā He stepped closer and framed her face in his hands. āIām twenty-eight years old and have two shows running in New York at the same time. Thatās rareāvery rareāand my folks could care less. So, what does their approval mean in the end? Nothing. You go after your dreams because inside, you know itās the right path.ā
āI like numbers,ā she whispered. āAlways have. And that liking morphed into a dream career with a world-renowned investment firm.ā
āI know. And numbers give me a rash.ā
She smiled. Heād always been able to make her laugh. Seemed he still could. And maybe that was not a small thing.
āYou know what gave me a rash in the old days?ā she asked.
āOf course, I do. Writing those personal essays. The insult of revealing your thoughts and feelings to a bunch of strangers. Iāll never forget the fire in your eyes when you stalked toward that door, ready
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