A Misfits Diary "This Girl" by Shelz Bet (the snowy day read aloud .txt) 📖

to satisfy me too. I loved it I moaned a bit and so the did he we tried a couple different positions so he could get a feel of what he likes more. We had sex until about four in the morning and then finally went to sleep. At about seven I woke up practically jumping out of my sleep, remembering that I promised my mom I would go to church.

I walked over to Amy’s bedroom and went to the bathroom, she woke up. She looked me straight in the eyes and said I heard moaning you and Rob fucked last night. “Nope,” I said. Then I walked right back into the bathroom ignoring her because I promised Rob that we would keep this between us.  We went to sleep until about 9:30am then we got dressed, went to go buy breakfast, ate and then finally went to church. To my surprise my mom wasn’t there so we just stayed and enjoyed church anyway. Amy said she liked it and we planned to go back next week, yay at least I have a church buddy especially if my mother keeps forcing me to go. Church isn’t a bad think I mean   I do enjoy it sometimes I just prefer not to be forced to go.  WE went to my house a bit after then headed back to Amy’s. We woke up Rob again because was asleep again, God that guy could sleep. We hung out a bit then a friend came over for a short while and then Amy and Rob’s cousin  Cielo showed up, he’s like so hilarious you would literally fall on the floor laughing while being around him. We got some more drinks along with some Smirn offs that that Amy’s dad bought for us and then she and Cielo got some weed too. Before we knew it Cielo was drunk, he danced, we played Kings and then Amy went to her bedroom to again call and talk to her girlfriend and Cielo fell asleep. Rob and I started talking then we started making out again then he told me he wanted to have sex again. I smiled and thought to myself “ he really must like this pussy”,. So I went to Amy’s room and stole one of her condoms, good thing she was fast asleep. We went into the guest bedroom and started kissing while lead to sucking and then finally fucking, he came quicker than the night before, this time we were much more sober and I used my pussy muscles to grab his cock while having sex. He moaned my name enjoying the pleasure. We cuddled after and then went to his bedroom again and fell asleep in each other’s arms.  WE didn’t wake up until about 4:45am And then he took me home cause I had work. I silently opened the door and snuck into my room thank goodness I was quiet and my mom was still asleep.  I laid there just thinking for a while. No one would understand me and Rob’s relationship we weren’t dating, we were more like best friends, we decided not to use labels and that was okay with me because “This girl” was over her insecurities.

Whats the right choice?

 

God things are going so well these days. The satisfaction increased in levels beyond comparison explainable through words. My week days spent working, days going by like time wasn’t even of essence.  Weekends spent mostly with Rob, Amy and Adam.  Ever since Rob popped his cherry it’s been way more fun and we talked more. He understood me more and we could talk. We spent our Friday and Saturday nights cuddling, sex, and then talking until morning, we barely got any sleep. I didn’t mind because this was the way I wanted him. We were friends with benefits which meant that I could enjoy his friendship and sexual benefits but I could also work on me and Tom’s relationship when I go to New York.  I wouldn’t be burdened with the responsibility of choosing between the two or feel guilty for cheating because me and rob aren’t together. Funny the way things work out at least I wasn’t crying over him or obsessing about how he feels because I know how he feels. No more guessing or awkward moments while we are hanging out, this feeling is or pure pleasure.

Did I mention my undying confidence I mean all my exes can’t seem to shake the feeling of wanting me. Now let’s talk About Lou, well he’s this guy I been talking to from last year younger but he is hot. Tall gore his age green eyes that make you melt. I haven’t met him yet but I’m sure I will one day. I told him I liked him because for one I’m not too sure about Tom either. God knows what he’s doing and who he is with right now. I want to keep all my options open and for good reason too. My heart had been broken if that means chaining it up real good until the right one comes around that’s what I will do.

Here I am bragging about all these guys and a moment ago I was complaining about the lack of sex I was having. To be truthful the more sex I’m having the more sex I want, last night I was touching myself in the shower. I just simply can’t get enough I was thinking about Tom though his Size and his performance was the best, in comparison to the other guys I have had. I know Rob will probably get better taking in consideration I was his first and he was very satisfying on his first time. I was actually impressed that he was that good.

I know I’ll probably just jump on Tom the moment I see him. I mean we use to have sex like 3 times a day when we just started dating. It was addicting to both of us, sex everywhere in the bathroom, in all the rooms, on a roof top, almost in a park and I loved every adrenaline moment filled with him.  IT wasn’t all about the sex though we made fun of each other , liked the same type of music, dressed each other, our communication was on the same high level, we were both ambitious, and we planned to do a lot together. It wasn’t a perfect relationship but I think It was worth it until he started becoming a man whore.  So many options I wonder which is right and which is wrong I guess “This girl”, has a lot to think about!  

 

Imprint

Text: Shelby Waight
Editing: Janelle Bet
Publication Date: 07-02-2015

All Rights Reserved

Dedication:
This book is a diary of a misunderstood girl who changed herself based on events that followed her everyday life. It gives details of here steamy sex life, context of her personal thoughts and emotion in its rawest form!! I hope you enjoy