Toxic love by Shikha Mishra (top fiction books of all time .txt) 📖

Vihaan's POV

"I am sorry Disha" I whisper to her as no body can listen to us talking. But she again ignored me. She is looking beautiful in baby pink lehenga.

I have been saying sorry to her since yesterday but she is ignoring me. Now it's making me angry. After I took her to gynecologist which was very hard and getting her a shot of birth control, I have told her about our engagement since then she is ignoring me.

I gaze at my engagement ring and a smile broke out of my mouth. Finally we are engaged. "Why are you so mad huh? You knew we were going to get married in the future and it's not even a marriage......." I turn my head and see her watching couples who are dancing "......Did you....were you thinking that we would be never getting..... married. Huh?"

I wait for her response but not getting anything I gritted out "Damn it Disha answer me"

"No.....Never" she answers. It gave some satisfaction but then why the heck is she ignoring me. I thought she would forget it on our engagement but no she was still not talking to me.

"Then what is it?" I asked. When I told her about our engagement I thought she would be happy. But the opposite happened.

For the very first time since this party started she turned and gazed me in the eyes. "Vihaan I am happy that we are engaged but I wanted........ I wanted to wait for few more years. I have just turned 18 and now this. Don't you think it's sudden"

It did hurt hearing her say that. "I......I thought you would get happy.....but I never thought that....." I turn my head away from her ".... let's just not talk about it"

I watch everyone enjoying themselves. Couples dancing. Some are enjoying their food. But the people who are the the reason for this celebration are not happy. Even if we are seating together it's like we are far away from eachother.

As cake arrived, a four tier cake we both stood up. I can feel disha's gaze on me from time to time but I ignored her. I was thinking that she was mad because I didn't told her earlier about our engagement but it was whole other reason. And it hurts. It fucking hurts.

We both silently cut our cake and everyone congratulated us. Many came to congratulate us. I just smile and thanked them. Disha also did the same.

After everyone left we all got settled to eat food. "I hope that you won't disappoint me son" Mahesh uncle said in a stern tone. I nod. She is my responsibility and he doesn't have to tell me. I know how to keep her safe.

I can feel her eyes on me. Ignoring her I just eat my food. The sight of the ring on my finger did subsided the hurt to some extent.

"Cheers to the new couple" dad says while lifting his wine glass. Elders tap their glasses and take their sips.

"Son I am going to give the photos to the reporters tomorrow. Are you good with it?" I nod.

"But Raj don't you think it's still early to let them know. It would be hard for Disha to roam freely. They would always try to get to talk with her" Mahesh uncle replies.

Why is he worried about that. It's not like they don't know. They already knew that I am in a relationship for 4 years.

"It is important Mahesh. And she would have to face them some time in future so why not now. It would make her habitual" dad answers

Mahesh uncle just gaze at Disha worriedly. Why is he worried? I am here to be worried about her. He doesn't says anything further. Dad pats his back in reassuring.

"Vihaan we need to talk" I hear Disha whispering to me.

"No we don't" I say sternly. Because if I heard her saying something more worst then I would lost it.

"Vihaan we can't just ignore each other. We have to talk it out"

"Why didn't you thought of this yesterday or today? Huh?" I glare at her and again gaze at my food to finish it. I have lost my appetite. I wish I had gone with Xavier and others. They must be celebrating in club. And the person for whom they are celebrating is still here. Fucking friends they just wanted a reason to celebrate in pub.

After finishing our dinner Mahesh uncle and all left with Disha. I thought to go the pub they have went as it's still early. I take my BMW F 900r bike after changing in a black t-shirt and leather jacket.

I reached the pub and went inside. I called them earlier but they didn't picked. I search for them and after sometime found them in a corner.

I settled myself on an empty one seat sofa. "Hey what are you doing here? I thought you would be spending your time with your sweet Disha" Xavier says.

"Hn-hmm"

I pick the beer bottle and take a sip. It burns at first. I wanted to wait for few more years. I have just turned 18 and now this. Don't you think it's sudden.

Fuck I start gulping big sips. I want it to stop roaming in my head like every 5 minutes.
"You okay bro?" I heard Damon say. He is the one who only talks when needed.

I nod. I don't want them to know anything what is going on between me and Disha. Ahhh I was so happy yesterday. It was like the best day of my life but today surpassed yesterday.

"You need to go home vihaan. You are drunk......" I felt been lifted by my hand. I can't see anyone the only thing I can see is Disha running after me when we were small "......Did he came alone or with some driver?"

"I think he came alone"

"Xavier take the keys and come and Veronica and me can take him with us"

After sometime I again felt been settled.

I wanted to wait for few more years. I have just turned 18 and now this. Don't you think it's sudden.

"STOP" I shout. I was having a beautiful dream why it has to be ruined by these stupid words.

"Damon what happened?"

"Nothing this dumbass is talking in his dream"

I felt someone pulling me and I let them. "What happen to him?" I heard her.

I try to concentrate and get my eyesight clear. Their I saw my fiance seating on my bed.