Mixed feelings by S. N. Nina Arthur (beach read .txt) 📖

"Ok...I'll try," I never saw Enzo talking to someone so politely before. This must be someone special to him, I walked over and sat down on a chair across from him. He looked at me and smiled, his smile Cure's every single thought in my head, I loved it, I smiled back. Judy came over with breakfast and severed us, I was pretending to eat with full concentration but I was listening to his conversation. I was curious, who was he talking to?

He hung up, he started having his breakfast. We were silently having our breakfast, I was dying with curiosity to know who it was that. After having his breakfast, he stood up. "We're going to my parent’s house, be ready at noon," he said, "But my school?" He gave a serious look, I shut my mouth, walking towards me he Kissed me. We parted, I blushed, He smiled. He turned to Judy “Help her, Judy" he says walking out.

Pushing my hair behind my ear, I turned around, Judy was smiling at me. Touching my cheek, "He's so blessed to have you in his life,"  she said with affection in her eyes, I smiled. We walked to the bedroom and started packing up.

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I'm done with my packing, Paul took our luggage to the car and loaded it.

"Please get in Venessa, Mr Francisco will meet you directly at the airport."

Paul informed me, I nodded and got in.

He took me to Enzo, Who was standing at the entrance with his bodyguards around him. Literally 5 well built bulky men were around him. He walked to me, kissing me he took us inside.

SHOOT!!!! He has his own fucking jet, I looked at him. He smiled, kissing my forehead. There was four air hostess dressed in deep red dresses and bodyguards, They greeted us and led us in. It was beautiful inside, I sat down on thick butter-soft leather seating. It was huge, spacious inside, I don't know much about jets but I think it's BBJ Max with new Boeing Sky Interior, It was beautiful with LED lighting. It was in a grey and white combination, Couches, tables everything.  Enzo sat in front of me, "You liked it?" He asked, looking at me.

"It's beautiful," I said, admiring everything. He smiled at me, one of his bodyguards came over and handed him his laptop, he took it and placed it on the table, started doing his work on his laptop.

Looking at the sky  through the window, I took my phone out, put my earphones in my ears, and started playing my favourite songs.

I closed my eyes, leaning into the soft couch.

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Enzo's POV

I was busy, checking new projects and offers. Sitting in my expensive jet with my baby was a very good feeling which I couldn't explain. The look on her face when she saw the interior of my jet was worth buying a thousand more jets only for her. 

Once in awhile glancing at her, I was doing my work. She was sleeping peacefully like a baby on the couch. Suddenly I heard her saying something so I looked up to see her singing some song, her eyebrows furrowed. She was singing in a low voice and gradually she started to raise her voice and I recognized the song. It was "God is a woman" by

" Ariana Grande "

It was beautiful to look at her while she's singing. 

She started to move her hands, doing those fucking gestures. Fuck!!! it's very difficult for me to watch her while she does that. 

She was singing the last part of the song with high notes.

"You, you love it how I move you

You love it how I touch you

My one, when all is said and done

You'll believe God is a woman

And I, I feel it after midnight

A feeling' that you can't fight

My one, it lingers when we're done

You'll believe God is a woman, yeah, yeah . " she sings,

I wasn't able to control myself at all, Never in my life, I lost control over my body before. The day she stepped into my life, I started to lose control over my body. Every time I see her, the innocence, Her submissive behaviour, Her kind nature, The way she moves draws me to her like no other.

Last night I was shocked to see her doing all that, I know it was her first time doing all that. So I helped her a little, but I never expected she would be that good at her job. It was so hot to watch her riding me like that, I never allowed any woman to ride me. I really don't know why I allowed her and Even helped her.  The way she did that, it was still fresh in my mind like it was tattooed, that hot movement, every single time it flashed. It was so beautiful and hot, I enjoyed it with her.

She doesn't belong with me, in my world. But I want it, I want this innocence in my life. I once lost that in my life because of my mistake. I can't lose her too, she will never know what I did to get her, she will never know about my true self. That day when she saved Nikolai from one of his enemies, my men called me. I told them to stand by because I know her if she knows that I put my men around her she will react badly.

My blood boiled knowing she saved one of my biggest enemies, I wanted to punish her. But I didn't, I couldn't. I can never hurt her, I don't want to see tears in her eyes. After that incident, I didn't see Nikolai again. It was suspicious because Men like Nikolai don't disappear without a specific reason. My track team searched for him, to know what he was doing. It's one of my habits that I keep a track on my enemies, I know their every single step.

My world is dangerous, I have so many enemies waiting for a chance to kill me. She shouldn't know any of this, I know that she hates violence. I will do anything to hide another side of my world  from her,

Because...I Love Her.

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