Toxic love by Shikha Mishra (top fiction books of all time .txt) 📖

Disha's POV

"Vihaan what do you think our life will be like after 10 years?" I ask vihaan. We are in his huge room like balcony enjoying the starry sky, mostly me.

It has been 1 month since vihaan came India and my life has again turned from monotonous life into an emotional one.

These last week's I have been happy as well as sad. Happy as I got vihaan back and was loving my life with him and sad because he gets angry on anyone who eyes at me. He gets angry at me if I gaze at some boy or men. I have never cried this much in a month but I can't stop loving him as he is also the reason of my happiness.

"Just like we are now. Just you and me, no one in between us. You in my arms breathing heavily after I had ravished you....... thoroughly". Blood rushes to my cheeks. His hand which were on my stomach under the quilt moves upward stopping just below my chest. His tongue swipes on my neck which he is nuzzling.

By breathing hitches when he sucks the sensitive skin of my neck which is more sensitive from our earlier intimate interval.

I know he wants one more ride but I can't do it again so I push him away. "Vihaan stop it." Instead of leaving me his hands reaches my breast squeezing it, my back arch.

He nibbles my earlobe, tugs it, sucks it and whispers sensually sending goosebumps all over my body "We will not do it........ I promise."

"Promise"

He scoots me more close if that is even possible having his half of the body on me, caging me "Promise"

Why can't he just stop touching me for few hours. He doesn't leaves any chance of touching me. He always finds a way to have his hands all over me taking my breathing away.

I raise my eyes to the sky caressing his head which is nuzzled in my neck "But I don't think we will be like that after 10 years" as soon as the words left, vihaan also stopped his assault on my neck going still.

"What do you mean?" His voice is strained. I can feel his eyes on my face. A small smile escapes my lips as I see my life after 10 years.

"I will have a baby boy or girl in my arms coaxing him/her to stop their crying and go to sleep and you will be making funny faces to help me. We would both will be sleepy as it will be midnight. I will order you to bring something to stop his/her crying, you being annoyed will call one of the maids to do something" a smile escapes my lips dreaming about it.

I turn my head to him not getting any response from him. I get worried seeing a fear look on his face. Is he afraid? But about what? Is he afraid of the taking care of babies? But we both will manage and I am sure he will love his babies more than me. I am getting goosebumps thinking how much possessive he will be with them if he is this much with me.

"What happened?"

"Um....... nothing. Let's sleep, you have college tomorrow" saying that he again buries his face in my neck tightening his hold on me.

I get sad not getting the response which I was expecting. I thought he would tease me for thinking of babies or would make fun of me for having such a dream but the opposite happened. Not thinking much I close my eyes snuggling myself in vihaan.

"Bye vihaan" I bid goodbye to vihaan making my way to college premises. I don't know why but since morning he is distracted.

Today is last day of college as from tomorrow the mid holidays will start.

"Mia did you got in contact with Rishabh?" We are outside the college. Me waiting for vihaan and Mia giving me company.

Instantly her expression changes to a panic one. "N-No.......I didn't. Have you?"

Tilting my head to the side I eye her wanting to know the reason behind her weird reaction. I shake my head as a no still gazing at her. What is happening to everyone? Yesterday night vihaan and now Mia. Wait Mia has always been giving me this reaction whenever I ask her about Rishabh.

"Um vihaan came so l will be going. Bye" I see Vihaan's buggati at the parking lot.

"Hm. Bye"

I settle myself in his car. "What happened to you?"

"Nothing. How was your day?" I ask instead. I can't tell him that I am worried about Rishabh.

His hands come to my belly before I can tie the seatbelt scooping me towards him. My eyes widens as I roam my gaze all around the parking lot to see if anyone saw us. Not seeing anyone around us I release a breath of relief.

"Vihaan let me sit on my seat. If anyone saw us then it would be embarrassing and if teacher saw me this way then I am done with this college" I point out struggling to get out of his hold and his lap.

"Why are you always pushing me? When I touch you, you always push me." He shouts.

"Because this is not appropriate in public places specially in India........" I point out ".......... I love you vihaan"

"But the glasses are tinted" his hand somehow are inside my top cupping my bra cladded blossoms. His other hand is caressing my nape making me lost in his touches.

His hand cupping my breast moves upward and cups my throat, rubbing it slowly and sensually.

"No one will see us baby." The hook keeping my bra intact loosens. His lips suck the side of my lips making my breath hitch. "I know you want it baby." He removes the strap of the bra from my one shoulder so that the bra is hanging on my other shoulder. My bare blossoms touching the fabric of my top does something to my body.

"Just enjoy." My breath becomes shallow as his mouth sucks my mounds from my top, wetting my top. My head falls back enjoying the sensation already forgetting about the public thing.

"Eyes on me." Not understanding him my hands goes to his head pushing his head more to my blossom to soothe the unknown ache.

Suddenly not feeling any warmth my eyes darts opens to see him already watching me. My hazy eyes are not very helpful. "I want you to keep your eyes on me....." I tilt my head to side ".....yeah"

"Yeah" I answer. He tugs my top up slowly all the while keeping his eyes on me. "Open your mouth" I do. "Wider" I do.