Mixed feelings by S. N. Nina Arthur (beach read .txt) 📖

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He strode to our bedroom and kicked the door open, with another kick the door shut. He walked us to the bed and dropped me down; I bounced on the soft mattress. He climbed the bed and leaned over until my face was inches away from him, his hand moved to my neck and pulled me until our forehead touched. “I... I’m sorry,”

I stared at him, confused with his apology, “I know..That the things I did hurt you so bad, I have no other choice. I want you...I need you Venessa, I was angry at your decision, I waited for you to come back to me, I... I don’t know what else to do, I’m sorry,”

I don’t know what to say to him, So I just kept quiet because it’s rare that Enzo opens up to you, he’s the silent type, he never shares what or why he does what he does, it’s best to keep quiet and let him speak. In our entire relationship, Enzo never talked about things with me and I’m happy that he is telling me why he did this to me.

“I..I c..can’t let you go...There are things that you don’t know happening behind your back, and..I...I’m afraid that ... I..I. I’ll lose you...I don’t want to lose you. I want you... I really want you. I never Wanted somebody so bad...I...I can’t imagine my life without you. I...I.I,”

I see tears in his eyes, I couldn’t see him like this so, I quickly placed my hands around his neck and pulled him closer, our lips connected and I kissed him, He kissed me back gently, His lips are soft and warm, His left hand is caressing my cheek and his right hand is gripping me by the waist, pulling me against him. I move my lips against him, and then I pulled away, slowly, We stare at each other, “I love you, I will love you till I die and even after that...Trying to explain how much I love you is like trying to count the stars, you can try but it’s impossible and I promise you that I will never ever leave you even if you do thousands of mistakes, I’m nothing without you by my side Enzo”

He pulled me towards him and kissed me, He drove his tongue inside mine, I grabbed his hair, yanked and pulled him closer. Then his hands came to life. He opened my zipper and helped me get out of my dress without breaking the kiss, I helped him remove his tux. I moan and pull his body down tightly against me, skin to skin. He sucks on my lower lip. Then his hand is on my breast, thumb on my nipple, He cups my breast and within seconds I was soaking wet and aching for him. He gently bites my top lip, sucks it. Tugs at my nipple, rolling it between his thumb and forefinger. he lowered his head and kissed between my breasts and slowly ran his tongue up her neck. His lips found mine again, with his hands and his mouth, he caressed me, his fingers moving down my body, pausing for a moment at my navel, then sliding lower. He gently eased my legs apart, slipped between the damp folds of my sex, and a long tattooed finger slid inside me. He moved his finger slowly inside me, I moaned in his mouth, “you’re so tight” he whispered in my mouth, I came hard on his finger. He removed his long tattooed finger from my pussy and licked it clean. He moved in between my legs and pulled his pants and boxers down. He bends over and with his skillful tongue, he kissed between my legs, rubbing, nudging, poking. His fingers pinched my nipples hurtfully and deliciously.

He grabbed his manhood, I feel his tip touching my entrance. He slowly pushed it inside, I shut my eyes, and the tearing pain hit me. Tears rolled down from the sides of my eyes, he wiped them and claimed my lips. He moved slowly into me, he began moving in faster. At first, I was dazed, but I began to catch on and keep up, we moved together again and again and it felt so good I didn’t ever want to stop — until I came.

He rolled over me and pulled me towards him, I rested my head on his chest and drifted off.

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The next few days were a blur, we traveled back to Los Angeles. I was happy with him; we were over each other all the time. We were head over heels in love with each other, my college was also going well.

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I woke up and found myself alone in the room; I got up from the bed and walked inside the bathroom; I did my morning routines and walked out of the bathroom, I dressed up in my lacy peach colour one piece which reaches my knees; I combed my hair and let it down, I did my makeup and had a look at my reflection and smiled, I stepped out of my room and walked downstairs; I reached the dining area and sat down on the chair.

Judy walked to me, “Good morning, Venessa” She greeted me.

“Good morning, Judy,” I greeted back.

She served me breakfast. “Did he have breakfast?” I asked her.

“Yes, he said he will be late today, and said you to do not wait for him,”

“Okay.”

I had my breakfast and walked outside, paul was waiting for me. He opened the door, and I climbed inside. He drove us out of the mansion. We reached the college, and he parked the car in the parking lot. I stepped outside the car and walked inside the campus. I walked into my classroom and noticed Zach sitting on a chair next to mine. I smiled at him and walked to him.

“Hey,” I said.

“Hey. ,”

“Why are you sitting alone, where is beth?”

“She didn’t come,”

“Oh, why?”

“She said she is going out with her mom.”

“With her mom, Great,”

Beth doesn’t like to go out with her mom, she feels bored with her.