She is the one by Asheslove (mobi reader android TXT) 📖
- Author: Asheslove
- Serie: «Toxic but love»
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‘What, why?’
‘Mommy, tell Eli I am mad at her and don't want to talk’ he said looking at my mom making an arrogent face with a frown which made him look even more cute.
‘You are mad at me, why?’
‘When you left me you said that you will talk with me two times a week but it's been one month and you didn't call. Go away, now I don’t want to talk with you’
‘I am sorry Alex, I am so sorry, please forgave me’ I said in his kid tone putting him down on the floor and standing in front of him on my knees to match his height. Pouting his lower lips out with an angry frown on his face he turned his head away and bind his arms across his chest.
‘I am truly sorry Alex please, please forgave me this time, I am really sorry’ I murmured softly to him, my eyes filled to the brim with tears, I tried to hold them back, hold my shattered emotions but a soft whimper left my lips and he turned his head to me.
‘Are you crying Eli' he asked pulling his orbs together looking at me shocked.
'I am not' I managed to speak from my sobs.
'I am just a little angry at you, you don't have to cry'.
'I am not crying' I whispered.
'OK, its fine I forgave you but don't cry. You know I don't like it when you cry. My big sis won't look good when she cries' he said caressing my tears away from my stained cheeks with his small hands. I clasped him in my arms and he hugged me back with his hands on my shoulder patting to comfort me.
After him I went to my dad and wrapped my arms around. 'I missed you dad'.
'We missed you too Elena'
And just like that, everything felt right. This is my world, my happiness. The faces which took all my pain and sorrow away as I saw smiles on them. Nothing is important than them and doesn't matters because these are my everything.
After talking to them I went to my room and cried in the shower wanting to remove all the memories away of the last month. I want to forget everything like nothing happened, like everything was a nightmare. Even though I am back but Chris words were still revolving in my head.
At night on dinner mom and dad tried to make conversation with me while I tried my best to act normally like nothing happened. I brushed the topic away saying I am tired and we will talk about it later when they asked where I was and what happened.
I was scared to sleep alone so I decided to sleep with Alex but thinking about the possibilities of definitely having a nightmare I went alone in my room as I don't want to scare him. I want to forget everything but a big part of me was still scared, after spending a whole month with him he build a fear for him inside me which was too hard to ignore and numb. I remembered all the things I went through with him and cried my eyes out until fall in drift of sleep.
'No, no' I screeched looking at the man on the floor lying in pool of blood. 'You are not dead' I whispered to myself. 'You killed me' his voice boomed in the air around the dreading wooden cabin. 'No, I didn’t' I screamed. 'Yes you did, it was you who killed me' saying this he got up from the pool of blood drenched in it and started walking towards me.
'Don't..don't came closer to me. Go away please just go away' I screeched clutching my hairs.
'Elena, Elena' 'El wake up. Open your eyes. No one is here'.
'ELENA'
'Mom'
Jerking I opened my heavy eyelids which were damped and saw the face of my mom in front of them. I quickly roamed my head around the room to saw the grey walls which I was witnessing everytime since the last month whenever I jolted up after nightmare thinking this is a dream but found myself in my room and saw dad standing near the bed with panic face.
My face was dripping wet due to tears and sweat, and body was shaking involuntarily.
'Oh dear, you are fine, you are fine. No one is here' mom said and embraced me closer to her in a warm comforting hold and started stroking my hairs. I wrapped my arms around her and placing my head on her shoulder began to pule like a baby in her neck. I am in my home, I am not with that monster anymore.
After few long minutes my muffels and whimpers came down and I pulled away from her. She looked at me from tender eyes and frightened face with a lot of questions. You are fine El, you escaped him, you are not in his cage anymore.
I didn't said anything none of them asked and shifting my head downwards I put it in her lap and closed my eyes again snuggling my arms around her waist not letting her to leave me thinking she will disappear if I left her.
Yawning and rolling on the bed I wake up in the morning and looked at the clock only to saw it was already 10. It was my first time I was able to sleep comfortably after he killed Simon and the only reason is because now I am back to my place, to my family. I pinched myself two times when I saw myself in my room to believe that this is not dream, its reality,
Everything is fine. I escaped him and there's no need to be frightened now because I am in my home, in my peace. He can't reach here.
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