Toxic love by Shikha Mishra (top fiction books of all time .txt) 📖

Disha's POV

"Is it still painful." I shake my head in denial.

"Don't lie." He again ask in anger.

"There is still some pain." I mumble. I don't want to see him crying. Besides comparing it from yesterday's pain it is quite bearable.

"Why was I feeling so much pain? Was it all because of appendix removal?" I ask. I still can't believe that one can feel so much pain during a appendix operation.

"Yes baby it was and....I am.." suddenly tears starts spilling from his eyes. I get panic "sorry. I am sorry. I am sorry. I did it for us. I...did it for us."

Immediately I take him in my arms. "It's okay. You don't have to feel sorry. You did it for me....for us. And it's over."

But the tears and weeping don't stop. I pull him on the bed and take his head on my chest. "It's okay."

"I did it for us. Forgive me.....I did it for us."

"It's okay. Sleep vihaan everything will be over when you wake up." I mumble.

He doesn't stops. His tears also doesn't stops. My heart keeps drumming in fear. He is a brave man who doesn't shows his emotions to anyone except me. But he never cries.

The first time I saw him crying I promised to myself to never let him cry but now he is crying like baby.

Suddenly his mumbling stops and the room gets surrounded in silence.

Getting few minutes to myself I start thinking about his behaviour. Was it that much serious that he is crying? Was I serious? And about yesterday I can't seem to remember anything except me getting sleepy and ending up to give myself to sleep after my study.

Forget it.

Not getting sleepy I just stare at the mirror. I don't know why there is a gut feeling telling me that something bad is going to happen. I just hope it doesn't concern vihaan.

"I am sorry. I did it....for us." I again hear him mumble.

"It's okay." I say and caress his head and nape. I have to talk to him about this.

"Yes" I shout whisper as I hear a knock.

Rosaline's head pops inside. "Mam miss Lisa has come. Should I send her in?" Why did she came? Is it related with my operation as she was the one who took my blood samples?

I nod my head in a approval. With a great effort I sit in a seating position with Vihaan's face nuzzled in my stomach. It's uncomfortable as there is still some pain but I don't want to miss the innocent face of vihaan.

"Mrs Malhotra may I come in?"

"Come in"

As soon as she comes inside she stills. Her gaze fixed on vihaan's face which is nuzzled in my belly. A very hurtful look can be seen clearly on her face.

"Ahm ahm" I clear my throat to get her attention. It's not her fault that she likes him. I don't feel insecure even a bit. I just sympathies this type of love. And I thank the god that my love is not one sided.

"Um sorry to.... bargain but I just wanted to ask if you are feeling better."

"I am fine just a slight pain." I give her a big smile. A blush creeps on her face as her eyes falls on the wall. I shrug thinking it to be a betrayal of my eyes.

"Oh that's good. It's really impressive that you are feeling good not only physically but also.... mentally."

"Oh I don't quite remember it." I mumble feeling embarrassed.

She must have saw it as a reply instantly comes from her side. "It's not your fault as anyone would end up getting sleepy if they were given a high dose sedatives."

I get confused. "But I have heard that during appendix operation a light power sedatives are given....um I may be wrong. Please don't mind whatever I said right now."

"Um Mrs Malhotra I think......"

Before she can finish vihaan shouts "WHAT. THE. FUCKING. HELL. ARE. YOU. DOING. HERE."

Me and her both flinch. He is angry way too angry.

"I.... I just ca-came to check on her." Lisa mumbles.

"I have my doctor's for that. Now LEAVE."

"Vihaan don't be....." I Instantly shut up as his glare comes in my way.

Her eyes are watery. With a last look on both of us she leaves.

"And you..." He turns in my way "why did you allowed her inside our room?"

"Why can't she come in our room?" I counter back.

"Because your photos are here." My eyes widens as I understand his words. But isn't she a girl? Besides Rosaline also has seen it.

"Then why did you bought her that day. She must have seen it that day only." I mumble. And I think he is trying to take my mind away from something but what?

"I had all the photos of this room removed."

"Then....then what about Rosaline?" I ask.

"Huff. Your questions are never ending. I am... going office. If there is some need call me, I will be their infront of you in a blink." I nod. Thank god he is normal. But he is nervous I can say that. Shaking my head I lay down.

With a peck on my head he leaves. Something is wrong in all this.

I call mummy and she instantly picks up. We talk for hours. I don't mention this operation as it would sadden her. Then I call Mia. I tell her about Lisa and she been my best friend tells me to keep an eye on this girl which is totally ridiculously as vihaan can never see anyone with love accept me. I know I am been overconfident but trust is something which I have come to have but for vihaan it's totally different. He becomes insecure instantly even if a boy gazes at me.
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"Why are you walking?"

"Because I want to. And now I feel perfect." I say and keep walking. It has been 4 days since that operation.

"Should we go to am amusement park or some other place? You know I am feeling like it has been ages since I left the mansion." I turn back and stop infront of him.

"Baby reporters will not let us have that fun." I pout. Reporters are such a pain in ass. I pity the actress and actresses.

"But..." Immediately my lips stretch in a smile listening to a but "we can go to an isolated place where we can have fun as well as we will be away from reporters." I nod furiously. I love this side of him.