Ex-Wife by Mirah Selim (e novels to read .TXT) 📖

"I thought many times of telling you but I just didn't know how to. It was hard. Too hard to tell you that you were the reason why I miscarried. Your betrayal was the reason. But to be honest, the doctor already said that even a bit of tension can cause miscarriage. In the end, I accepted it as our fate and tried to hide it."

"I didn't want to add more pain and guilt to what you were already feeling. You were already dying every second. I wasn't just that heartless to add more to your misery. Even though I wanted to but I didn't. I just couldn't."

Liam closed his eyes as a loud sob left from his throat. His hands went to his head. Amelia flinched in shock when Liam screamed out grabbing his hair harshly.

He couldn't imagine that he was the reason for his ex-wife miscarrying their child. Only. If only he didn't make that mistake. Then things might have no different. Why didn't he try to stop her? To explain that he didn't cheat knowingly. That he would never look at another woman when he was married to her.

It was a mistake a huge mistake that he didn't intend to do.

The night when Amelia said that she wouldn't be able to accept him and leave her brother for him. He was too sad and hurt by her words.

His mind stopped thinking about the possibilities that why she wasn't accepting him and not leaving her brother. He was just thinking about her preferring her brother over him. And it wrecked his senses.

Getting heavily drunk the only thing he remembers that night was meeting a woman and crying in front of her and how much he misses his wife. And after some time he started seeing Amelia in her.

The woman didn't even try to explain and let him think of her as Amelia. They both slept together and in the morning when he woke up he remembered calling Amelia.

The woman told him that he was too sad so she helped him which burnt him and he instantly asked her to get out and that time when he left the room he witnessed Amelia standing there.

The groans and moans Amelia heard were of him making when he woke up because of the rough headache. And the girl moaned when he forcefully woke her up and asked her to leave.

Yes, he didn't cheat intentionally but did he try to explain. Did he try to tell her? To stop himself from further ruining them. No, he didn't. His rage and blindness didn't let him.

He didn't for once try to mend their relationship properly. He never explained the night. Instead after the divorce, he slept with his secretary twice. And the second time Amelia again caught him in his office.

Even then he made no effort to accept his guilt instead he went on having an affair. But karma is indeed a bitch. He let his rage overshadow his guilt. And in a same way his mistakes overshadow the love Amelia had for him.

He lost her. And he's responsible for this. He made a mistake but instead of redeeming it, he went further on doing nothing but hurting and destroying her.

And the time he regretted. It was already too late to mend things. If only he had thought with his senses instead of his rage then things might have been so different.

Amelia in shock went to Liam when he cried loudly pulling his hair harshly.

"Liam." She tried approaching him but he shook his head.

"No don't come near me. I don't deserve your comfort. I don't. What have I done? My child. My innocent child. I killed my baby. Because of me, you have gone through so much. Because of me."

He cried out falling off the bed and letting his body met the floor. He fell on his knees in front of Amelia who stared at him with a pitiful gaze. Her tears were streaming down as well as once she was also in this position.

"IT WAS ALL MY FAULT. MY FAULT. MY CHILD. UGHH." He screamed slapping his cheeks this time.

Not able to control Amelia held his wrists and pulled him in her embrace. He tried breaking away but finally giving up he cried on her shoulder.

She wanted to tell him to not blame himself. To calm down. But she said nothing. There was nothing She could say. Because once she was also in this position. She used to cry every night and only the doctor was there at her comfort.

The doctor used to tell her to calm down. To try to relax hut nothing worked ever. That's why she decided to just let him cry his heart out.

Because she knew no words can calm the guilt he had grown in him.

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So here is the explanation of the file as well as the night Liam cheated on Amelia.

The guy isn't that bad tho. But daddy Xander above everyone.

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