Less than Perfect by S. J. Evans (librera reader .TXT) đ
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MAKING HER WAY up the stone steps leading to the Harperâs front door, Skye was careful not to loosen her death grip on her crutches, afraid that if she so much as let up on it a fraction of an inch sheâd lose them in the bitter wind that howled past her. During the past few hours sheâd spent inside, it had gotten notably colder outside, and the wind had picked up. A very powerful storm was brewing over the horizon.
As she stepped off the last step, she let out a sigh of relief but still didnât loosen her grip in the slightest. Her heart was tapping out a restless beat in her chest, and her head spun from the vast amount of effort she had to put into a task as simple as climbing a few stepsâbut the way she saw it, no task that involved walking was as simple as it had once been.
With a wobble in her careful steps, she hurried as quickly as possible towards the door, desperate for a little coven of shelter. Pressing herself against the cool surface, she tried to catch her fleeting breath. Come on, Skye
, she chided herself. Keep yourself together now. Youâve got to stay strong. Donât let exhaustion get the better of you. You wonât be good company if youâre half awake.
Taking a deep, calming breath, she tapped her icy knuckles on the door as hard as her tiring body would allow, and took a small, clumsy step back.
Less than a minute later, she could hear the locks on the door being unlocked and unbolted, and she found herself immediately relaxing. Someone was behind that door. And she could only hope it was Rachelâthe best friend that she desperately wanted to talk to.
When the door finally squeaked open all of the way, Skye felt a wave of warmth and happiness wash over her body. Calmed by the sight of her dazzling best friend with the long, golden locks of curls sheâd always envied, and the kind of sweet smile that could brighten anyoneâs day in one mere glance.
âSkye!â Rachel exclaimed, eyes lighting up as she took in her friendâs presence. âWhat are you doing here? I meanâdonât get me wrong, itâs great
to see youâbut I just didnât expect to see you here
, at my house.â
Skye used the support of her crutches to hold her up while she answered her friend. âWell, since I havenât seen or talked to you in the past few days, I wanted to check in and see how you were doing. And you werenât answering any of my phone calls, so I just decided to drop by. I hope Iâm not interrupting anything, though; I donât want to be any trouble.â Her lips twitched in a small smile.
Rachelâs fingers fidgeted with the lace trim of her sleeve that hung just above her elbow, and she giggled sweetly. âYouâre never any trouble, Skye. Youâre my best friend, and youâre free to drop by anytimeâas long as you donât interrupt my beauty sleep, that is.â With a quick wave of her hand, sheâd managed to discard any traces of unease left in Skyeâs body. âAnd about the phone calls, I lost my cell to police custody and the new one hasnât arrived yet. Plus, my parents havenât been screening calls when Iâm goneâand as you very well know, I never answer the home phone anywaysâso if you left any messages on that line, thatâs why I didnât get them.â
âOh,â Skye mumbled, taking the words in. Part of her found it a little odd that Rachel hadnât called her at all, but the other didnât want to press it. She was going through a lot, too, and even though they may be best friends, there was no rule that said they had
to talk to each other about everything. If sheâd wanted to talk, she would have picked up the phone and dialed her number. And Skye understood that. âI guess Iâm lucky I caught you here, then.â
âYou bet!â Rachelâs smile grew, showing her pearly whites. âCome on, letâs go inside,â Rachel said after a moment of silence, waving her hand towards the wide open front door. âWe can hang out and talk, if youâd like.â
ââKay, sounds great.â Skye nodded, and clutched onto her crutchesâ handles tightly, prepared to fight against the overbearing wind that struck her most when she was walking. After covering the space between her and the entrance to the house in a few long, tedious moments, she looked at Rachel apologetically. âSorry. Iâm a little slow at the moment.â
âDonât apologize, Skye,â Rachel said around a giggle, scooting behind Skye to close the door. âItâs not like crutches are good buddies to have.â
Skye scoffed, âDefinitely not.â
âAre you hungry or thirsty, at all? Weâve got plenty of options.â
Skye shook her head, and smiled warmly at her friend. âNo thanks. Leah and I had lunch a little while ago.â
âKind of late, donât you think?â Rachelâs voice carried her famous lilt of teasing in it. âAlthough, I guess I did just offer you food . . . so I really shouldnât be talking.â She winked playfully before prancing past the entryway to the kitchen on their left, and heading towards the door of her bedroomâa room almost as familiar to Skye as her own. She couldnât even count how many times sheâd been in it over the long years of the girlâs friendship.
âHey, hold up,â Skye called softly, caught up in the recollections of silly childhood memories. âI know Iâm walking as slow as your father after Thanksgiving dinner, but I canât help it.â Despite the seriousness of her tone, she giggled at the thought of Rachelâs heavy-set father teasing everyone after dinner each Thanksgiving that he was carrying a rather large, late baby.
Rachel stopped at her bedroomâs whitewood door, and narrowed her brows at Skye. She scrutinized her friend until sheâd caught up to her, and with her head cocked to the side, she gasped in mock horror. âSkye! Donât tell me youâre pregnant! Did Jules . . . persuade
you? âCause Iâll kill him!â
Skye guffawed at the absurdity of Rachelâs little joke. âRachel!â she squealed, stifling laughter and slapping her friendâs arm playfully. âBehave yourself! You know I am not
pregnant! So hush.â
Rachelâs soft laughter carried in her wake as she shrugged, opened the door to her bedroom, and scurried over to the bed, dropping herself against the soft, fluffy mattress. She turned to watch Skye as she wobbled into the room, and grinned when her gaze lingered over her face. âYouâre blushing.â Her eyes wiggled tauntingly. âAre you thinking about him
?â
Skye stopped in her tracks, only a few feet away from the bed, and feigned innocence. Or at least, she hoped she looked innocent; she didnât want Rachel to know that she had
in fact been thinking about Jules, simply from the mere mention of his name. âWho?â Her voice cracked, and she slapped herself mentally for sounding so guilty. Clearing her throat, she ignored the heat that coursed through her veins at the images of Jules running through her mind, and tried again. âWho? Your dad at Thanksgiving?â
Rachel made a face at her. âYou know who, Skye,â she said deviously, grinning wider, âdonât try to play innocent. Itâs written all over your face who youâre thinking about.â Her voice took on a sultry edge as she whispered, âJules
.â
Skye felt her cheeks go hot, and when she found herself thinking about him
and his little surprise she had spent most of the afternoon torturing herself with, her insides went week and she had to catch herself with the support of her crutches. Her palms were sweaty, her skin hot, and she suddenly felt embarrassed to be so flustered in the company of her best friend, all because of a boy
.
Sighing in defeat, she managed to crutch her way over to the side of the bed and sit down, with her heart beating a mile a minute and her head reeling in memories where Jules was the star. âSo you got me. I was thinking about Jules.â
âI knew it!â Rachel squealed, shooting up into a sitting position and jumping up and down like an excited child. âI knew you were thinking about him! Heckâit was all part of my plan. I wanted
to see you all hot and bothered, so thatâs why I brought him up. Youâre quite the riot, all right.â
âOh, hush,â Skye mumbled, bumping shoulders with Rachel. âIâm not all hot and bothered.â
Rachel scoffed. âSure you arenât,â she said sarcastically, shaking her blonde head. âSkye, heâs your boyfriend
, you love
him, thereâs no need for you to be embarrassed about how youâre feeling right now. Itâs only natural.â
Skye smiled at that, her knotted up stomach relaxing, and before she could stop herself, she said softly, âDid you ever feel that way when you were with Victor?â
Rachelâs smile faltered. âYes,â she admitted, choking on the word a little. âSome of the time. I meanâI always felt a strong connection with him, but at the same time, there was always something that warned me to stay away. Of course, being me, I loved how mysterious he was and jumped at the chance to be with him. Now I just wish Iâd never fallen for him at all.â She sighed heavily, falling back down onto her back. âI still donât know if I ever loved him. I do know that I still miss himâeven after all the crap he put me throughâbut whether or not I ever loved him . . . I donât know.â
Skyeâs heart ached to comfort her friend, to heal the brokenness left by a man whoâd always had other intensions, and very carefully, she pushed herself down on her back and focused her attention on Rachel. âIâm so sorry for everything he put you through,â she said softly. âYou never deserved to be treated the way you were. It wasnât your fault in any way, and you deserve better, Rachel.â She offered a small smile. âAnd even though it may take a while to get over him, I know youâll get through this. âCause youâre the strongest person I know, and youâd never let one stupid guy get you down. If he couldnât see how amazing you are, then thatâs his loss. You donât need him.â
Rachel chuckled, but her eyes watered and a couple tears rolled down her cheeks. âYouâre such a good friend, Skye,â she said, turning to look at Skye. âThank you for that. I just hope that maybe someday Iâll find a guy who can love me like Jules loves you, and I can love him back just the same.â
Skyeâs heavy heart lightened at the small smile on her friendâs face. âYou will,â she promised. âI know you will.â
âThanks.â Wiping the tears from her face, she let out a quiet spill of laughter, and sat up, shaking her head.
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