Agent to the Stars by John Scalzi (top novels of all time TXT) 📖

and set her coffee down on the countertop.

“Something wrong?” Carl said.

“I’m sorry,” Miranda said. “I understand where Tom’s coming from, but the thought of having Joshua inside Michelle’s body gives me the creeps. All I can see in my head is Michelle as a zombie. It just feels wrong in my gut.” She glanced at me, then glanced away. “I’m sorry, Tom. But that’s the way I feel.”

“Go with that feeling,” Joshua said.

“Oh, shut up,” I said, to Joshua.

“Christ,” Carl said. “You two are worse than kids in a back seat. Tom, if Michelle wanted to die, then let her die. All of her. Michelle’s body is Michelle. Unlike Joshua’s people, our souls, if we have them, appear permanently attached to our body. Michelle has her right to die, not to be shuffled around like a puppet.”

“Yes. Right. Thank you,” Joshua said.

“You’re welcome,” Carl said, and then slurped at his coffee. “But I’m not on your side, either.”

“What do you mean?” Joshua said.

“Joshua, let me ask you a question,” Carl said. “What would you do if you discovered that Michelle had actually wanted to live?”

“She didn’t,” Joshua said. “I saw the memory of her pulling the tubes out myself. It was a conscious, active act. It couldn’t have happened by accident.”

“That may be,” Carl said. “But that’s not relevant to the question I’m asking.”

“Sure it is,” Joshua said. “Because that’s what happened.”

“Fine,” Carl said. “Hypothetically, then. If you were to come across a situation that was a near duplicate of our Michelle’s situation, with the only variation being that the person in the coma had wanted to live, would you inhabit her body, if asked by someone in Tom’s situation?”

“No,” Joshua said, “because that hypothetical person would still have severe brain damage, which would mean I could never control that body.”

“Let’s take as a given that some way could be found around that.”

“That’s a mighty big given,” Joshua said.

“That’s the magic of hypotheticals, Joshua,” Carl said. “You can make the givens as big as you need them. Now stop stalling and answer the question.”

“I don’t know what I’d do,” Joshua said. “Even if the situation fulfilled all the conditions you described, there’s still this huge grayness to it. There’s no way I could make the decision and feel absolutely sure I was morally in the right. If I was wrong, I’d be branded a murderer by the Yherajk.”

“Even if we had urged you to do it?” Carl said.

“Carl, with all due respect, you’re not a Yherajk,” Joshua said. “You don’t fully understand the implications of what you’d be asking. It’s just not in your frame of reference.”

“But you have my thoughts and memories in you,” Carl said. “They’re human thoughts. You should be able to know whether or not I, at least, understand the implications.”

“Yes, but I’m not human,” Joshua said. “There’s a chance I could misread what’s there, just as much as you could misread us.”

“You’ll admit to the potential for error?” Carl said.

“Well, shucks, Carl,” Joshua said. “Nobody’s perfect.”

“So, theoretically, if there was some way that you could know that it was morally kosher, that you could somehow control the body and that Michelle had actually wanted to live, you could inhabit the body.”

“Yes,” Joshua said. “Throw me a sparkler and a kazoo, and I’d sing ‘Yankee Doodle’ while I was doing it, too.”

“Well, then,” Carl said. “Your problems are solved.”

Joshua turned to me. “Tom, did you just follow that last turn of logic?”

“Not at all,” I said. “You’ve managed to lose both me and Joshua, Carl.”

“I got it,” Miranda said.

“Ah,” Carl said. “The smart one finally speaks. Would you please enlighten our little boys, Miranda?”

“Joshua, you just said what you needed in order to feel comfortable with what Tom is asking you to do,” Miranda said. “Now all you have to do is do it.”

“I said nothing of the sort,” Joshua said.

“Yes you did,” Miranda said. “You have three conditions: that you know it’s moral, that you know it’s technically possible, and that you know Michelle wanted to live.”

“But we were dealing in hypotheticals,” Joshua said. “I don’t know why I have to keep bringing this up, but Michelle killed herself. She wanted to die.”

“We don’t know that,” Carl said.

“Carl,” Joshua said. “I saw the playback.”

“But you said yourself a few moments ago there was a potential for error,” Carl said. “You said that there was a chance you could misinterpret emotions and motivations.”

“Pulling out your air supply is pretty straightforward action, Carl,” Joshua said.

“The action is. What I’m interested in here is the emotion behind the action,” Carl said. “Joshua, people act like they’re killing themselves all the time around here. But a lot of them don’t really want to die. They just like the attention they get afterwards. Or they don’t truly comprehend that dying means death. Teenagers try to kill themselves all the time, because they want to see how people will react once they’re gone. They don’t make the connection they won’t be there to see the reaction.”

“Michelle wasn’t a teenager,” Joshua said.

“No, but she was a movie star, which on the maturity scale is pretty close,” Carl said. “She was 25, worth millions, and people never told her no.”

He pointed over to me. “Tom couldn’t say no to her. He just tried to get her a part she had no business trying for, because he didn’t want to say no to her.”

I took that moment to pay especially close attention to my coffee cup. I could see where Carl was going, but it didn’t make that last statement any less painful.

“When someone finally did say no to her, she got depressed and moody, and decided to make a statement. But that doesn’t mean she really wanted to die,” Carl said. He set his coffee cup down. “Now, if Michelle wanted to die, then we should let her die. Simple. But if she wanted to live, then, in a way, we can make that happen. Point is, we don’t know what she wanted. We only have your version of the event.”

“Then we have a stalemate,” Joshua said. “Because I’m the only one that can get into her brain.”

“No, you’re not,” Carl said. “You’re just the only one on this planet.”

Joshua and I exchanged looks again. Carl being inscrutable was really beginning to annoy me.

“What are you saying?” I said to Carl.

“We need a second opinion,” Carl said. “Fortunately, we have a whole spaceship full of them.”

“I don’t want to take Joshua’s side in this,” I said, “But if we can’t trust Joshua’s take on Michelle’s suicide, I don’t see how getting another Yherajk’s opinion is going to help anything.”

“We don’t need a Yherajk for the opinion,” Carl said. “We need one to act as a conduit. Yherajk can connect into our nervous systems; that much is obvious, since Joshua looked at Michelle’s, and my memories were downloaded to the entire ship’s community. Now we just need it to go the other way, to let a human look at the memory. And I have just the Yherajk to do it.”

The light suddenly went on in my head. “Gwedif,” I said.

“Bingo,” Carl said. “He’s done it before, and, as it happens, is the only Yherajk around that wasn’t one of Joshua’s parents. As far as these things go, he’s the most objective party.”

“I’m not following any of this anymore,” Miranda said.

“I’ll explain it later,” I said. “Promise.”

“I’m waiting to hear how you’re going to get an alien through security at Pomona Valley Hospital,” Joshua said. “We’re fresh out of dog bodies.”

“If Mohammed can’t go to the mountain, the mountain will go to Mohammed,” Carl said. “We can’t bring Gwedif to Michelle. So we’ll take Michelle to Gwedif.”

“Go to the spaceship?” I asked.

“Of course,” Joshua smirked. “That’s so much easier.”

“Joshua, it’s the only way,” Carl said. “Think about it. Suppose we find that you were in error. That solves one of our problems. But then we have two other issues to deal with: trying to find a way you can successfully inhabit Michelle’s body, and making sure it’s morally right to do it. We need to confer with the other Yherajk on each of these. She has to go to the Ionar.”

“How do you suggest we get Michelle there?” Joshua asked. “We won’t even be able to get her out of Pomona Valley. They’ve got tabloid reporters covering all the exits, Carl. They’re going to know if we try to move Michelle.”

“Let me worry about getting Michelle out of the hospital,” Carl said. “You worry about arranging the rest of the trip.”

Joshua sat there for a minute, considering. “All right,” he said, finally. “I still have problems with this, but I’ll get in touch with the Ionar. We’ll see what they have to say up there.” He padded off towards Carl’s study.

“Where is he going?” Miranda asked.

“To the computer,” Carl said. “I set up an America Online account for him and the Ionar. It’s a non-conspicuous way for them to communicate.”

“How does the Ionar sign on?” I asked.

“Well, it’s a hell of a long-distance call,” Carl said.

*****

The e-mail response from the Ionar was brief. You idiots, it said. You were supposed to solve problems, not make them. Haul her up here.

*****

Here’s how you get one of the most popular actress in the United States out of a hospital without anyone noticing.

First, you let it leak that your actress is going to be moved. This is a simple matter of having the appropriate doctor causally mention the fact to one of the nursing staff. From there it spreads like an airborne virus. From the staff, it logically goes to the press; despite Mike Mizuhara’s best efforts, some of his staff was in the pocket of the tabloids. It’s not just the custodial staff, either — you’d be surprised at what a cardiac surgeon pulling down $300,000 a year will do for an extra thousand bucks. It was time to let this blatant self-interest work for us.

At 9 pm, an ambulance pulls up to the emergency entrance of Pomona Valley. Nearly as soon as it pulls up, someone is hustled into it on a stretcher. The stretcher is effectively blocked from view by a clutch of burly orderlies and doctors — Only the briefest of flashes show the blonde hair that give those watching (and taping) a clue as to who it might be. The ambulance pulls away, with much slamming of doors, flashing of lights, and wailing of sirens, followed by a caravan of hastily-gotten-into cars. Two of these cars are in a slight fender bender as they rush out of the parking lot; neither driver bothers to stop as they speed after the receding ambulance.

That’s the decoy ambulance.

Roughly twenty minutes later, a medical helicopter screams overhead, dropping dramatically into the Pomona Valley parking lot, as Pomona Valley has no helipad. The doors to the emergency entrance burst open, and a stretcher races to the helicopter, orderlies and doctors in a full sprint. On the way, a woman’s arm slips off the stretcher and dangles, her IV tube fluttering with the speed of the stretcher’s journey. As the stretcher approaches the helicopter, the side doors launch open; in one unbelievably smooth motion the stretcher is lifted into the helicopter and the doors slammed shut.

The helicopter is lifting off even as the ducking orderlies scurry away, its final destination telegrammed, perhaps, by the lettering on the tail of the copter: Cedars Sinai Medical Center. This time, a smaller contingent of cars flies out of the parking lot, their drivers fiddling with