Whatever Happened To My Rock n Roll by Hestrin Zantya (e novels for free .TXT) 📖

good songs from my iPod. I could not just sit my ass off and listen to all the words about whatever. When my class was over I went to cafeteria to meet my brother there, he was sitting with few of students and they looked a bit busy discussing about something that I ever heard from National Geography channel. I came to talk to him but then he ignored me, he was so into a stupid discussion. I just took a deep breath because things were getting too complicated here, my brother has completely turned into a geek. I spent my lunch time on my own, they did not give me good foods, I did not like American foods anyways, they're greasy and not healthy, so I just ate fruit salad and drank a glass of orange juice. I saw that my brother were so happy talking to his new geek friends, they all looked like scientist, I didn't even know how could my brother study a Geography book? Did he really read any book?  I felt like he just kicked me out of his life, and officially I didn't know him anymore, he's just so superficial and pathetic and nobody could ever help him out of his trouble. I found a guitar nearby my table so I took it and played a song that I wrote when I was in my band. I broke all my guitars because I hated them, I only had two guitars, on of them was a birthday gift from my mom and the other one was a gift from my ex-boyfriend. My ex-boyfriend was a guy that I knew in my band, he was our roadie and I met him a lot that's why I liked him. Things were fine with our relationship for few of months until one day I found him kissing my best friend at school. He was totally breaking my heart into pieces and I couldn't forget and forgive him, so I broke all the things that he gave me, a guitar, silly teddy bear, and a pair of leather boots. I was enjoying a song that I wrote about him till a can of coke hit my head and wet my hair. I was so mad and got up from my seat to find an asshole who have done that, he was there standing next to me with his stupid gay face and said "Put it off, it's my fucking guitar, you're a moron!." I was surprised by his words and attitude so I gave him a sweet punch on his face and walked away from that place.

 

I went back to the classroom and sat there for a little while, the man who wore a white shirt and brown trousers was keep talking about the economic balance and all the nonesense. I just sat my ass there and sank my head under my arms, I turned the volume higher and started to dream my life away. It was like an hour till he woke me up, I saw him stood next to me and told me that the class was over since twenty minutes ago, I felt sory for him because I didn't even listen to all his lectures, but he was just smiling at me and I walked out from the classroom. I saw my brother was a bit running from downstairs and he looked a bit weird, he came to me and told me that the rector wanted to meet me in his room. I told him to relax himself and I went to his room right away. I saw that asshole there, he sat on rector's chair and gave me an annoying grin. Mr. White asked me to have a sit and introduced his son to me. I told him that his son just threw a can of coke to my head and wet my hair. I told him that I couldn't give a damn about his son's behavior, and if he really wanted me to get out of his damn college, I would gladly do that without any regret. There was another guy in that room, I didn't know him but he was defending my recognition of his son, lucky me Mr. White apologized about his son's attitude so I left his room and so did him. I went to the hallway where I saw Jimmie was already there, he waited for me because he was worried about me having a problem with Mr. White's son. I told him that Mr. White didn't even ground me because he realized it wasn't my fault. 

Chapter 3 - Him

I went home on my own, because Jimmie had to go with his geek friends for a presentation about science or something about it. I didn't mind if I had to walk home without him, we wouldn't talk much anyways, we would just walk and probably I would stop by the store to buy cigarette or just go somewhere else just to stay away from him. I could imagine Jimmie would give me lots of explanations about science or whatever books that he has read. I'd rather die than talk to him, but I know that he would kill me too so actually he did a cool job when he was busy with his friends and science projects. 

 

He was there with his friends, I saw him and recognized his face, he was the guy that I met in the rector's room. I wondered why he wanted to defend me from the punishment that I might get in that room. I wanted to know more about him, so I came over him and started asked him about it. He introduced his name to me, Ben, that's his name and he's a senior, we talked for an hour about our lives and music. He told me that he had a band named 85 and he played rock nn roll. I liked him because he was very nice and he liked rock n roll, I could imagine that he would be a sweet boyfriend for me, he asked me to sing in his band, I was worried if I could sing for him but he made me believe that I could do it so I did it. We're so closed and even I felt a bit happy when I spent my time with him. I sang in his band, I played with them and wrote few of songs. We spent our summertime with joys and happiness, we had gigs with the band and played in few of cool pubs. Until then I met him, he was sitting next to me at park that was winter when I saw him for the very first time. He had not talked much, he read a book and smoked. He wore black The Ramones t-shirt and black knee hole jeans, long black straight hair, and he got a lovely face. I could feel love at the first sight and got butterflies in my belly, he got everything that I wanted from a man, although I didn't know him, I could feel tell myself that he shook my heart.

 

Ben and I went together to Edge Fest it's a rock festival in Dallas and we were so excited about it. I thought that Ben would be happy if I told him that I liked a guy because he knew that my ex-boyfriend was a jerk. Ben was a sweet friend and I told him about the stories in my life, I listened to him when he told me that his ex-girlfriend left him because she wanted to date with his big brother, and they were really dating for a year and Ben knew about it from his brother. He was so brokenhearted so was I, it seemed like our love life did not work well and we realized it's hideous. He told me that he could never fall in love again, he told me that he just wanted to write some of good songs and played guitar. I knew it's so hard for him to forget about his ex-girlfriend because they had been together for five years. I told him that I felt like shit for years and I told him about my mom and how bad she's hurting me, my dad and my brother. He could not believe that Jimmie's my brother because we looked completely different, we both looked like the glam rock and punk rock band, at least we had the same taste in rock just with different style. So I went home with Ben and I told him about a stranger that I met at the park yesterday. I explained that I was happy when I met that guy, I liked him at the first sight and I wondered if Ben could help me find out his identity. Ben stopped talking and walking at the same time, he looked a bit weird and I felt like he didn't like the things that I said. I asked him if everything was okay with him but he didn't answer me and he left me without a word, he just walked away from me. 

Chapter 4 - Love

"Hey, are you Alexandra Guinn?" said a guy behind me. I turned around and I couldn't believe it, that guy whom I met at the park just called my name. "Yes I am, what's up?" I replied, I was confused how did he know my name and why did he call me, was it a date invitation? But wait a minute his face looked unhappy. "Mr. White just asked both of us to meet him in his office now", he said with a gentle voice and I could see all the sparkling moon dust around his charming face. I was totally corny and blinded by his charm, I felt so happy when he called my name out and I knew that he could be something that I love for forever. We went to Mr. White's room but my eye couldn't stop looking at his face, he looked so perfect to me, he got all the things that I wanted from a man. "Are you okay Alexandra?" he asked me, "Yes I am, are you?" I replied. We sat nearby in Mr. White's office; I didn't even listen to the things that Mr. White said to me because all my attention went to that guy. 

 

We went out from Mr. White's office and he said something, "Alexandra did you realize that Mr. White is so disappointed with you?