Full of Surprises (In Editing) by Deonna Mitchell (best affordable ebook reader txt) 📖

wanted an open relationship and to get engaged. My mom kicked me out when I came clean and told her I wanted to be with Nic. She agreed to let me come back if I promised to marry Desire. There was no doubt the she wanted to get married to make her mom happy.

My mom took me to buy a 20K gold diamond ring for Desire. Within a week of me being back home, Yaya and I were engaged. Yaya decided that she would allow me to continue secretly dating Nic until we got married. This worked out perfectly until one day, my mom caught Nic in my apartment half-naked. Mom didn’t speak to me for a week and I respect my mom so I had to cut Nic off. I wasn’t myself after that and I honestly doubted that I would ever be the same without her.

I could have easily ended things when we all went off to college since I was turning 18 in two months and I could stay in the dorms until I got my own place. So there would have been no reason to care about the disapproval and threats I'd get from my mom to take the luxuries she was providing with me away. I had money saved up from a lot my allowances over the years. Mom was paying for my schooling and she still thought I needed her to do it for me. I let her pay because wanted to not because I needed her to. Just when I was about to call the whole thng off, Tina called Desire while we were at lunch and said she was coming to visit us before the wedding to help plan. That was the most she'd ever done for Desire besides give her the necessary things she needed in life. I could visibly she see that Desire was happy although she tried to hide it for my sake. At the moment I realized that I couldn't possibly take her happiness away. So I let my chance at true love and happiness go for my best freind, though I never got over Nic, my one true love.

We had quick conversations on the phone about how we missed each other, how we wished we could be together and Yaya’s decision to have a baby with me. I told her everything about the pregnancy, even the names of the fertility doctor and my primary physician. She said she wanted to be a part of the Navaeh’s life even though Yaya would be signing the birth certificate. I didn’t see her until after I passed the bar exam though, the week before my artificial insemination with Desire. The next time I saw her was when we showed up to the hospital so and Nic was filling in for our OB/GYN. Dr. Cary couldn’t make it because Naveah came two weeks early and she was on vacation.

Nic slipped me her card with all her contacts and address on the back. She lived right around the corner from us and had the gorgeous house on the corner that everybody wished was theirs. She knew what she was doing but didn’t make an attempt to see me until now. Months after I had my first daughter Naveah, I took Vaeh to her house to see her. She played with her and Vaeh so worn out and fell asleep right on Nic’s chest. She was so comfortable around Nic, she usually only went to me, my mom and sometimes Yaya. My daughter was very particular about who she let pick her up and for some reason loved Nic.

When Nic put Vaeh down for a nap, I excused myself to the restroom. She came in behind me and kissed me like today was her last day on Earth. It felt as if time had stopped and we forgot where we were. It was as if we had never stopped talking. I realized where we were once she finger-fucked me on the sink until I came (which was only two minutes). I had missed her: her kisses, her touch, her smell, her essence… just being with her. It took a minute for me to recollect myself. I heard my daughter snoring on the baby monitor next to me and I realized what I had done. It only took ten minutes after being alone with her for me to cheat on my wife.

Desire had actually been trying to be the woman I needed because she knew I wasn’t the same without Nic. But we both knew she would never fill the void Nic left in my heart. I felt that she actually fell in love with me during all that pretending for our parents. I was the one that never tried because Nic owned my heart, my mind and did my body like no one else could. I felt as if Nic was my soulmate but I stayed out of sympathy for Yaya’s situation and for my beautiful baby girls. After I gave birth to our oldest daughter, Nevaeh, I had vowed to try and stick it out with Yaya. At that moment, one encounter with Nic made me forget all the promises I had made to Desire and myself. I tried to let her go after that but her mom had gotten sick and died so I had to be there for her. Her mother’s dying wish was for us to be together. That’s how this love affair started again and I got let in on Nic's plans. Althought I was in on the plans, Desire was still my best friend and we still had a family that i needed to be there for. With that being said, I wiped my tears and headed home.

I got home and Desire had a full course, candle lit meal prepared. She had the whole nine yards and the girls were dropped off at my mom’s for the night. I was looking forward to seeing my two and one year old princesses.

Chapter 4 (Desire)

My wife was late but I was happy she had decided to leave Nic tonight and be with her family, minus two. I may have led her to believe that we would be spending time with the girls so she would feel obligated to come home. Now I know what you're thinking. Yes, I know she's  cheating and who she's doing it with. I know that I shouldn't be letting my wife go out and fuck someone else whenever she feels like it, and I dont. She does it when I let her. Nic and Jay C's whereabouts were always reported to me. When I'm feeling generous or when Jay C got cranky I would cancel plans for family time or skip nagging her for the day so she go have her quality time with Nic. It never failed. Free time away from the family meant Jay C would end up around the corner with Nic.

She didn’t know that I knew that she was seeing Nic again but it was so obvious. She was always down after she was forced to cut Nic off. But about two years ago when Vaeh was born she was different and it wasn’t because of the new baby. I mean, she was the doctor who delivered her for God’s sake. The craziest part of it all has to be that Nic lives around the corner from us. I found this out when I followed her one day. I had become suspicous because Jay C was happier than she'd been in a while and I wanted to see why. The next day I popped up at Nic's house to confront her but I was greeted by a surprise. That's for another time though. Anyway, from that day on I knew that Nic wasn't going anywhere and I had to embrace it.

There was no shaking her. She and my wife had a connection that could not be broken. It’s like they weren’t complete without each other. When Nic wasn’t in her life, it was like her soul was empty, as much as she hated to admit it to herself. She barely smiled, she couldn’t eat, she didn’t go out much, and she just hung around the house when she wasn't at studying for the bar exam or at work. The only thing that made her happy was hearing progress from the doctor about her pregnancy with Nevaeh.

I never knew the reason why I longed for a person that could make my whole life seem so complete and fulfilled. After getting married, it wasn’t just a charade from me, I actually loved my wife and longed for her to love me the way she loved Nic. I tried everything but knew deep down that would never happen.

I broke out of my thoughts and smiled at my baby. I grabbed her by the waist and pulled her in for a kiss but she just pecked my lips and turned her head. She smelled fresh so I knew she had been with Nic for sure now. Even though I knew, it had been weeks since I tasted her and I missed her warm, wetness on my lips. I spun her around and licked she my lips. Mmm, she looked so edible; I just wanted to strap her right there where she stood. Her leggings made her already big ass look perfect. She had on a white V-neck that showed off her cleavage and made me want to devour her perfect breast. But I knew I had to butter her up first.

I lead her to the table to have the appetizer, a Caesar salad and breadsticks. She ate fast and it seemed as if she was rushing and kept hinting that she needed a nap. So I went to the kitchen and brought out her favorite dish, Chicken Alfredo and her face lit up. Once we started eating the Alfredo, she finally started to look interested in talking. We talked and she listened to how my day was and what the girls did earlier in the day. The two of us sat laughing and joking like old friends, instead of a married couple. Which in reality, was what we were. Before this all started, we vowed to remain best friends, even after the fake vows she made at the alter to me. We were best friends before I let the idea of making my mom happy and having the perfect wife in Jay C cloud my judgement of what we were. Now here I was sitting here trying to convince my "wife" to have sex with me.

I brought up how it had been a long time since I felt her body on mine and she began to look uneasy again. So I moved on and suggestively asked if she wanted dessert. She declined and was ready to head up to bed. I still was determined so I told her that it was a surprise waiting for her upstairs. After grabbing her hand and leading her to the stairs, I let her walk ahead of me so I could watch her ass bounce as she walked up. I imagined taking those leggings off and strapping her right there on the steps. I smacked her