Author's e-books - Loss. Page - 1
Danny Jackson, an ex-gang member and recent parolee lives at 2048 Stirling Road London, third floor, room 27 - the same apartment as socially inept loner, Mary Oswald. The catch is that Danny lived there in 1997 and Mary in 2016. Through some kind of paranormal occurrence, they see each other in the mirror one night, and they embark on a strange but real love affair that transcends time.
A selection of poems and verses which try to express the extremes of emotions felt with that little thing called love and the almost inevitable loss of love.
Behind her, the noise escalated it was that of a man, no a animal? All I knew is that my Little girl was in danger. I had no way of getting to her. I could hear through her, her own breaths and gasps of fear and terror.
Well I can not write much here because it's a short story and I would take away everything while explaining what it's about. I can say it's sad and emotional and I did all my best to write it in english, the original is german. Enjoy reading and spend a few minutes with Corinne :)
A little boy has to let go of the past, if he doesnt do it now, then when will he?
This is a new addition to my books. I am personally a recovering cutter. I used to cut almost every week. I've cut once in the last month, and that was on the night of April 30th, 2014, when the love of my life gave up on me and ended the relationship with me for the final time. I decided that, since there are a lot of troubled teens out there who struggle with this kind of pain, this kind of addiction, I should publish a book on my poetry of my cutting days, then and now. So that's what this book is: a little peek into the life I've led and the pain I've encountered.
Dedication: This goes out to the one I had wanted to spend my life with, my ex-lover, Edward Shubael Dimmick. If it weren't for you flat-out giving up on me, just ditching me for someone else, I probably wouldn't be sharing this with my fellow self-mutilators. So I guess, in a way, I should thank you.
Betrayed by someone she thought close, Will Poppy and her friends survive?
The book is generally a story about people who were struct by religion, beliefs, illnesses, mixed love, homosexuality and even death. I've always wanted to produce my own film, even if it's a short one, where the lead role isn't me, or doesn't lean on me or my name. Art's really devoured me, and it's my literal, life.
I've always had books given to me as presents by my aunt, but never really read them until I was a bit older. The books turned out to be amazing, and what I never expected. The writers, literally made these books to make you connect with it. It's like a drug, and so, I wanted this drug. I never knew how amazing these things were. I used to write a lot, this isn't my first book, but, I've never looked at books in this way before. It's literally, giving me the ability to produce my own film, and have my own characters and my own set and have everything the way that I want it.
I wanted to morph things and make them into my mental figure. I wanted to create something that's not been known before. I wanted to make that drug.
It's like, a movie, for example. Sometimes, you'd watch a movie, and by the end, you're so attached, you don't want it to end.
Or, better way of explaining, a series. Like, a TV series that's at its end, and the last episode is playing and they use the flashback clips; oh, those flashback clips. That's another thing. I don't know if this happens to you, but, there's moments at the end of the series, where they play little clips of the show, and to parts you don't even remember, you're all crying like a ratchet mess, '' Oh my God, I remember that! '', but, in reality, you have no idea when that episode played.
I guess, ultimately, I wanted this book to be like that. I wanted people to break down for a part two, but know in their hearts and minds, that, there's nothing left to be told. I wanted to create that urge, I wanted that crave for the drug.
And, so, the book generally came together. The idea really lingered for a while, about me and my friend, just dreaming in our little minds about finding the perfect person, and my perfect moment that I wanted to happen that would never be forgotten, would be a moment in the forest or by a lake, where we would runaway to in their car or truck and literally lay under the sun, near the lake, and just be in each other's arms and silently coexist, without having to talk, for our presence spoke for us.
Building off of that, I went deeper into creating someone else; someone else that's sick, but moves into a town with another person, that they both fall in love with each other, but, faces abusive parents, religion, separation, forced marriage, near-death-experiences, and a lot more.
I wanted to really lash on most prominent aspects of the present world and be sure that they're heard, as opposed to writing another love triangle story or fan-fiction.
But, generally, that's basically how it all summed.
The book's partly comical, but shows its intended brilliance.
Thantophobia
(n.) the phobia of losing someone you love
Samantha, 'Sami' Morgan was blinded by the cruelty of the world. She was a hunter. She hunted down rouge werewolves and vowed to keep hunting them down until each and every one of them would disappear off the face of the earth. Why? Because they killed her family. All that mattered to her now was revenge and she would not stop at anything to get it.
But what about a mate?
Just a little something I wrote for Japan.
Danny Jackson, an ex-gang member and recent parolee lives at 2048 Stirling Road London, third floor, room 27 - the same apartment as socially inept loner, Mary Oswald. The catch is that Danny lived there in 1997 and Mary in 2016. Through some kind of paranormal occurrence, they see each other in the mirror one night, and they embark on a strange but real love affair that transcends time.
A selection of poems and verses which try to express the extremes of emotions felt with that little thing called love and the almost inevitable loss of love.
Behind her, the noise escalated it was that of a man, no a animal? All I knew is that my Little girl was in danger. I had no way of getting to her. I could hear through her, her own breaths and gasps of fear and terror.
Well I can not write much here because it's a short story and I would take away everything while explaining what it's about. I can say it's sad and emotional and I did all my best to write it in english, the original is german. Enjoy reading and spend a few minutes with Corinne :)
A little boy has to let go of the past, if he doesnt do it now, then when will he?
This is a new addition to my books. I am personally a recovering cutter. I used to cut almost every week. I've cut once in the last month, and that was on the night of April 30th, 2014, when the love of my life gave up on me and ended the relationship with me for the final time. I decided that, since there are a lot of troubled teens out there who struggle with this kind of pain, this kind of addiction, I should publish a book on my poetry of my cutting days, then and now. So that's what this book is: a little peek into the life I've led and the pain I've encountered.
Dedication: This goes out to the one I had wanted to spend my life with, my ex-lover, Edward Shubael Dimmick. If it weren't for you flat-out giving up on me, just ditching me for someone else, I probably wouldn't be sharing this with my fellow self-mutilators. So I guess, in a way, I should thank you.
Betrayed by someone she thought close, Will Poppy and her friends survive?
The book is generally a story about people who were struct by religion, beliefs, illnesses, mixed love, homosexuality and even death. I've always wanted to produce my own film, even if it's a short one, where the lead role isn't me, or doesn't lean on me or my name. Art's really devoured me, and it's my literal, life.
I've always had books given to me as presents by my aunt, but never really read them until I was a bit older. The books turned out to be amazing, and what I never expected. The writers, literally made these books to make you connect with it. It's like a drug, and so, I wanted this drug. I never knew how amazing these things were. I used to write a lot, this isn't my first book, but, I've never looked at books in this way before. It's literally, giving me the ability to produce my own film, and have my own characters and my own set and have everything the way that I want it.
I wanted to morph things and make them into my mental figure. I wanted to create something that's not been known before. I wanted to make that drug.
It's like, a movie, for example. Sometimes, you'd watch a movie, and by the end, you're so attached, you don't want it to end.
Or, better way of explaining, a series. Like, a TV series that's at its end, and the last episode is playing and they use the flashback clips; oh, those flashback clips. That's another thing. I don't know if this happens to you, but, there's moments at the end of the series, where they play little clips of the show, and to parts you don't even remember, you're all crying like a ratchet mess, '' Oh my God, I remember that! '', but, in reality, you have no idea when that episode played.
I guess, ultimately, I wanted this book to be like that. I wanted people to break down for a part two, but know in their hearts and minds, that, there's nothing left to be told. I wanted to create that urge, I wanted that crave for the drug.
And, so, the book generally came together. The idea really lingered for a while, about me and my friend, just dreaming in our little minds about finding the perfect person, and my perfect moment that I wanted to happen that would never be forgotten, would be a moment in the forest or by a lake, where we would runaway to in their car or truck and literally lay under the sun, near the lake, and just be in each other's arms and silently coexist, without having to talk, for our presence spoke for us.
Building off of that, I went deeper into creating someone else; someone else that's sick, but moves into a town with another person, that they both fall in love with each other, but, faces abusive parents, religion, separation, forced marriage, near-death-experiences, and a lot more.
I wanted to really lash on most prominent aspects of the present world and be sure that they're heard, as opposed to writing another love triangle story or fan-fiction.
But, generally, that's basically how it all summed.
The book's partly comical, but shows its intended brilliance.
Thantophobia
(n.) the phobia of losing someone you love
Samantha, 'Sami' Morgan was blinded by the cruelty of the world. She was a hunter. She hunted down rouge werewolves and vowed to keep hunting them down until each and every one of them would disappear off the face of the earth. Why? Because they killed her family. All that mattered to her now was revenge and she would not stop at anything to get it.
But what about a mate?
Just a little something I wrote for Japan.