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furniture was merely incidental to the books and papersâsupplemented in
the case of the Professor, by files and shelves of volumes of
reference. There was no trace of the comfort usually characteristic of a
manâs denâno shabby Varsity chair, no old slippers, or tobacco-jar.
The Professor sat at his American roll-top desk, his finger-tips pressed
against his temples. When he looked up, his face appeared blanched and
strained.
âHeadache?â asked the doctor.
âSoâso,â was the reply.
Helen bit her tongue to keep back her impulsive offer of aspirin, as she
felt that professional advice should take preference.
âTake anything?â asked Dr. Parry casually.
âYes.â
âGood⊠The new nurse wants Miss Capel to take duty, tonight. I
forbid it. Lady Warrenâs heart is in a bad way, and she is in too
critical a condition to be left in the charge of an untrained girl. Will
you see that this order stands?â
As he listened, the Professor kept his fingers pressed over his
eyeballs.
âCertainly,â he agreed.
When they were outside, Helen turned to the doctor, her eyes limpid with
gratitude.
âYou donât know what this means to me,â she said.
âYouââ
She broke off at the shrilling of the telephone-bell. As the instrument
was in the hall, she rushed to answer it.
âHold on, please,â she said, beckoning to Dr. Parry. âThe callâs for
you. Someoneâs ringing up from the Bull. He asked if you were here.â
With her evergreen interest in the affairs of others, she tried to
reconstruct the inaudible part of the conversation from listening to Dr.
Parryâs end of the line.
âThat you, Williams?â he asked. âWhatâs the trouble?â
His casual tone dulled to incredulity, as he heard, and then sharpened
to a note of horror.
âWhat?⊠Impossible⊠What a horrible thing. Iâll come at
once.â
When he hung up, his expression testified to the fact that the
telephone-message had proved a shock. While Helen waited for him to
speak, Miss Warren came into the hall.
âWas that the telephone-bell?â she asked vaguely.
âYes,â replied Dr. Parry. âDo you remember a girl Ceridwen Owenâwho used
to work here? Well, sheâs dead. Her body has just been discovered inside
a garden.â
AN ARTICLE OF FAITH
As Helen heard the name, she remembered the gossip in the kitchen.
Ceridwen was the pretty sluttish girl, who used to dust under Lady
Warrenâs bed, and whose lovers waited for her, outside the house, with
the patient fixity of trees. She believed she had actually seen one of
them in the plantation, whose vigil had certainly proved in vain.
âRum thing,â said Dr. Parry. âWilliams says that when Captain Bean was
coming home from market he lit a match to find the keyhole. Thatâs how
he chanced to see herâhuddled up in a dark corner of his garden. He
came, at once, hell-for-leather to the Bull, and ask Williams to ring my
house. My housekeeper told them to try the Summit.â
âVery shocking,â observed Miss Warren. âI suppose it was some seizure.
Her color was unusually high.â
âIâll soon find out,â announced Dr. Parry. âWhat beats me is this. The
Captainâs cottage is only the other side of the plantation. Why didnât
he come over here, instead of running nearly a mile to the Bull?â
âHe had quarrelled with my brother. The Professor pointed out a
scientific slip in one of his articles. And I believe there was trouble
with Mrs. Oates over some of his eggs.â
Dr. Parry nodded with complete comprehension. Captain Bean was a morose
and hot-tempered recluse, who would reject Einsteinâs Theory and the
charge of supplying a bad egg with equal fury. He kept a small
poultry-farm, did the work of his cottage, and wrote articles on the
customs and religions of native tribes in unfrequented quarters of the
Globe.
Dr. Parry knew that his life of isolation tended to a lack of
perspective, which would exaggerate a trifling grievance to the
intensity of a feud; and he guessed that he would prefer to plough
through torrential rain rather than ask a neighbor for the use of his
telephone.
âIâll cut across the plantation,â he said. âIt will be quicker. Iâll
come back for my bike.â
The booming of the dinner-gong speeded his parting, but he left a sense
of tragedy behind him. When the family was gathered around the table in
the dining-room, the subject of Ceridwen cropped up with the soup.
Newton and his wife were not interested in the death of a domestic, but
Stephen remembered her.
âWasnât she the lass with the little dark come-hither eye and a wet red
mouth?â he asked. âThe one Lady Warren coshed?â
âAn animal type,â remarked Miss Warren. She hastened to add, in a
perfunctory voice, âPoor girl.â
âWhyâpoor?â asked Newton aggressively. âWe should all envy her. She has
achieved annihilation.â
ââHealed of her wound of living, shall sleep sound,ââ murmured his aunt,
adapting the quotation.
âNo!â declared Newton. âNo sleep. Too chancey a proposition. One might
wake again. RatherââI thank with brief thanksgiving whatever gods there
be, that no life lives forever, that dead men rise up never, that even
the weariest riverâââ
âOh, dry up,â broke in Stephen. âEven a river does that, when itâs been
in the sun.â
âBut unfortunately, I am not drunk,â said Newton. âNo one could be, in
this house.â
âThereâs always the Bull,â Stephen reminded him.
âAnd a devastating barmaid,â said Simone, with meaningin her voice.
âOh, Newton knows Whitey all right.â Stephen grinned. âBut Iâve cut him
out. I always do that, donât I, Warren?â
Helen was glad of any interruption, however uncomfortable. It had been
distasteful to listen to a dreary Creed of Negation when every cell in
her body rejoiced in life. What had hurt her even more, was the hint at
a denial of the soul.
Her submerged sense of hostess made Miss Warren rouse herself from her
dream. Although she was unconscious of Stephenâs provocative grin,
Simoneâs slanting glances of passion, and Newtonâs scowl, she was aware
of some poisoned undertow. She changed the subject, after looking across
at the Professor, who sat with his eyes covered by his hand.
âIs your head aching again, Sebastian?â she asked.
âI hardly slept last night,â he said.
âWhat are you taking, Chief?â enquired Newton,
âQuadronex.â
âTricky stuff, Better be careful of your quantities.â A sarcastic smile
flickered round the Professorâs dry lips.
âMy dear Newton,â he said, âwhen you were an infant you squalled so
ceaselessly that I had to administer a nightly sedative, for the sake of
my work. The fact that you survive is proof that I need no advice from
my own son.â
Newton flushed as Stephen burst into a shout of laughter at his expense.
âThank you for nothing, Chief,â he muttered. âI hope you manage your own
affairs better than you did mine.â
Helen bit her lip as she looked round the table. She reminded herself
that these people were all her ethical superiors. They were
better-educated than herself, and had money and leisure. The Warrens had
intellect and culture, while Simone had travelled, and had knowledge of
the world.
She always sat silent through a meal, since it would require moral
courage for her to take any part in the general conversation. Miss
Warren, however, usually made some attempt to include the help.
âHave you seen any good Pictures, lately?â she asked, choosing a subject
likely to appeal to a girl who never read the Times.
âOnly films of general interest,â replied Helen, whose recent visits to
a Cinema had been confined to the free show at Australia House.
âI saw the Sign of the Cross, just before I left Oxford,â broke in
Simone. âI adore Nero.â
The Professor showed some signs of interest.
âSign of the Cross?â he repeated. âHave they revived that junk? And does
the proletariat still wallow in an orgy of enthusiasm over that symbol
of superstition?â
âDefinitely,â replied Simone. âThe applause was absurd.â
âAmusing,â sneered the Professor. âI remember seeing the PlayâWilson
Barrett and Maud Jeffries took the leading parts with a,
fellow-undergraduate. This youth was devoted to racing and completely
unreligious. But he developed a sporting interest in the progress of the
Cross. It appealed to him as a winner, and he roared and clapped, in its
scene of ultimate triumph, while the tears rained down his face in his
enthusiasm.â
The general laughter was more than Helen could bear.. Suddenly, to her
own intense surprise, she heard her own voice. âI think
thatâsâterrible,â she said shakily.
Everyone stared at her surprised. Her small face was red, and puckered
up, as though she were about to cry.
âSurely a modern girl does not attribute any virtue to a mere symbol?â
asked the Professor.
Helen felt herself shrivelled by his gaze, butâ she would Not recant.
âI do,â she said. âWhen I left the Convent, in Belgium, the nuns gave
meâ a cross. It always hangs over my bed, and I wouldnât lose it, for
anything.â
âWhy not?â asked Newton.
âBecause it stands forâfor so much,â faltered Helen.
âWhatâexactly?â
Helen felt tongue-tied, under the battery of eyes.
âEverything,â she replied vaguely. âAnd it protects me.â
âArchaic,â murmured the Professor, while his son continued his
catechism.
âWhat does it protect you from?â he asked.
âFrom all evilâ,
âThen as long as it hung over your bed I suppose you could open your
door to the local murderer?â laughed Stephen.
âOf course not;â declared Helen, for she stood in no awe of the pupil.
âThe Cross represents a Power which gave me life. But it gave me
faculties to help me to look after that life for myself.â
âWhy, she believes in Providence, too,â said Simone.
âShe will tell us next she believes in Santa Claus.â Hard-pressed, Helen
looked around the table. She seemed ringed about with gleaming eyes and
teeth, all laughing at her.
âI only know this,â she declared in a trembling voice, âif I was like
all of you I wouldnât want to be alive.â
To her surprise, support came from an unexpected quarter, for Stephen
suddenly clapped his hands. âBravo,â he said. âMiss Capelâs got more
spunk than the lot of us put together. Sheâs taken us on, five to one,
and sheâs only a fly-weight. Hang it all, we ought to be ashamed of
ourselves.â
âIt is not a question of courage,â observed the Professor, âbut of
muddled thinking and confused value, which is definitely hurtful. You,
Miss Capel, are assuming man to be of Divine origin. In reality, he is
so entirely a creature of appetites and instincts, thatâgiven a
knowledge of this key-interestâanyone could direct his destiny. There
is no such thing as the guidance of Providence.â
Newton thrust his head forward, his eyes gleaming be hind his
spectacles.
âRather interesting, Chief,â he said. âIâd like to have a shot at
developing a crime picture on those lines. No crude sliding-panels or
clutching hands. Make one character do something which would set the
rest into motion, so that each would do the natural and obvious thing.â
âYou have some glimmering of my meaning,â approved his father. âMan is
but clay, animated by his natural lusts.â
Suddenly Helen forgot her subordinate positionâforgot that she had a new
job to hold down. She sprang to her feet and pushed back her chair.
âPlease excuse me, Miss Warren,â she said, âbut I canât stayâand
listenââ.
âOh, Miss Capel,â expostulated Newton, âwe
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