The Sewn Together Tales of A Being by Alai Anonymous (free ereaders TXT) ๐
- Author: Alai Anonymous
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This book is me voicing my opinions and others through the voices of characters I made up. Everyone is intitled to their own opinions, no matter what. I list some struggles of people suffering mental illnesses or those who can not decide. I do not suffer from any of these conditions but I know others do. I hope everyone in the world can just be happy but I know that is not the case.
If you message me with another subject you would like me to add I will do so promptly.
Not knowingI don't know why everyone assumes
"You're a boy or a girl."
But they've got it wrong.
I can be in between
I can be south or north
I don't have to be
It's not about my worth
It is about who I am
I'm not just a minion
Not one of you fools
I am Sam
I can be Female or Male
They can drool
Weather girl or boy
I'm not just a toy
So they shouldn't think that way
Because someday I might just slay
Somedays when I wake up I feel more masculine. Somedays when I wake up I feel more female. Somedays I don't feel anything. I feel like a beast lost in it's cave. Society shouldn't treat us that way, we shouldn't be limited. On forms that we say it says
Check the box
Female Male Other
I shouldn't be "other" just because I'm a square peg not fitting a circle hole. There are others out there that don't think me worth living. Just because I am some little demon. I don't think I am but I really don't care because sometimes people should just deal.
WhyWhy I can't a love another woman
God didn't make us that way, it's just unnatural
My name is Alex
I am a woman
Why can't I love a lesbian
A transgender
A genderfluid
A genderneutral
Why
I think those of the world should love who they want. We only get one life so why not live it loving who we want. Why can't I, a woman, love another woman? Why do I have to be with a man? Just because society deemed us that way? My neighbours were gay they wan't to be married. They were engaged for years but never could wed. All because of a law against love. I think it is unatural to keep us away from who we want.
It's not my choiceI didn't chose to not love myself
It's not my fault
It's not God's
I'm not angry at the world
I'm not angry at myself
I just don't love me
Perhaps it might be because of her
"You will never be anything so don't go thinking that you are"
Others try to help
They pity me
The say they love me
But do they really?
I think it is just guilt they feel
I realize I don't let anyone in.
I realize I should.
I realize I should get up and do something.
Something good.
People always scurry by me and look back, murming quietly.
"I feel bad for that poor girl. She's so young and already hurting hurself."
I'm not a nuthead, I don't cut myself because I like the pain, I don't do it to escape. I do it because this world is not meant for me.
...Hair up
Mask on
Eyes devoid
Mouth straight
I am impenetrable
Invicible
Because I am broken
I will not let anyone see. I will not let anyone in. Because of the harm he caused me.
A million pieces shattered about. Only one has my feelings. He sorts through looking into each and every speck. But he gives up just one before the end. It is his fault I am this way. My parents are concered but I don't care, am I supposed to? They all say
"Sally, let us help you"
"Sally, just let us in"
"It wasn't your fault Sally"
"There was nothing you could have done"
They bring me food and money. They say they are sorry but are they really? I had done as I was told, I kept my legs closed, dressed modestly, I didn't call attention to myself. But he did.
He hurt Jane, Mary Jane, and Lou, he hurt all those others too.
But it doesn't matter because he is rich.
We are poor.
He was sentenced out the door.
But his parents paid and he got laid.
And we all ran away.
What killerWhat will you say
Weather I'm right or I'm wrong
What you will you say as you stand beside me
What will you say to prove your loyalty
What will you do to prove your innocence
What will you do to others around you
To influence and capture
To brainwash
Will you shatter the glass door
The one I always walk by
The one that has a crack
Will you shatter my curiosity
To what is life without life
Will you really take matters into your own hands
Will you fill out your threat
Yes I know you promised
But you never have broken a door before
I guess I knew it would happen
I just never thought to me
I never thought my son would be the one
To shatter my glass door
Don't you know what is behind it
Don't you hear their screams from below
Can't you hear the angelic voices singing up above
The wind is howling, blowing side to side
But the second that door opens
I won't have a choice
Shattered doors are hard to tape together
I don't know how you will
I just hope you won't get in trouble
For this is a great big sin
Killing a stranger is one thing
Killing a child another
But killing your mother
Better not lead to killing your father
You should not involve your sister
You don't need her to know
She should think the wind broke me
Not at all someone ringing the bell
Afterwards I suppose there shall be some sadness
I want you to never tell her
She was my angel
You my demon
All wrapped up in a pretty bow
Now watch me end up in a 20/20
50 years from now
There will be some great big reporter
Investigatiing the wind flow
Goodbye my little demon
I'm sad about my door
I guess it was time
For you to knock it down
Done
I'm done
With this life
With feeling this way
With trying but failing
Winning but losing
Worthy but a coward
My life
To youThis book is to everyone who reads it. It is from the world, tales stitched together. We all influence each other, positive or negative. Why can't we all just do as we do and leave the others to coo? Becuase this book is for you.
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