Rejection HURTS,Revenge Can Help by Taylor Murphy (recommended books to read TXT) 📖

Chapter 18

Chapter 17~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

It was all white. Then suddenly it was the day of my birthday. The day of my mom's death. Alexander barged into the kitchen. I kept yelling for Alexander to stop. I jumped on him andtried to pull him off. I just ended up passing through him . THe Scene changed and suddenly I saw alexadner. He had the match and was waving it over my mother. I was chained to the chair. I was thrashing I yelled and screamed and then the match dropped. And so did my heart. I screamed. I was reliving it. Alexander walked over tauntingly and I screamed agian and agian. The scene changed and suddenly I was in a meadow. I saw a lady with long blonde hair. The woman turned and I gasped.

 

"Mom." I ran fullspeed and crashed into her arms. Crying. Mom soothed me and kissed my forehead. I could feel her. She was soft  and smelled the same. Like mocha and Vanilla. I really missed her scent. How I used to just hug her and her scent envoloped me with love. I always calmed down when she hugged me. I thought it was becuase of the scent. But after she died and when ever I smelled vanilla or mocha or both I want to break down and cry. But now in my mother's arms I know it wasn't the vanille and mocha. I was her scent. Her unique scent that always makes me smile.

 

Mom pulled back from the hug to look at me. She carrassed my cheek wipping away my tears.

 

"Oh sweety. Look at you. You are all grown up. Your hair is beautiful. I'm glad you didn't die it. It is beautiful just the way it is. Okay enough with the tears. We need to talk. I'm sure you have a million questions."

 

I nodded and wipped my face with my sleeve.

 

"No. Just couple. Like where am I? Am I ....dead?"

 

"Heavens no. You aren't dead. If you did die I wouldn't be hugging you. I would be whooping that ass for dying when your brother needs you the most. When your mate needs you the most. When your friends need you the most. When Dimitri needs you the most. Heck the world needs you! And we are at Purgatory. A place between Heaven and Hell. For only the dead who are watching over thier loved ones making sure they are safe. And for wandering souls."

 

I scoffed. "Like hell Jaxon needs me. If you were watching over me. You would know just how much of a rotten soul your son has become. Besides. He has made it clear. He isnt my brother. Not by blood or love. And Xavier doesn't even want me. He ignores me completely. He has let other tear me down and givves no fucks to what happened in my past. In fact he probably invited that asshole Alexander just to hurt me!"

 

Mom looked down at me sadly. With pity. I shook my head.

 

"Mom the last thing I need is your pity. And what is this about the 'world' needs me."

 

my mom sighed." I forgot how dense you can be.You have no idea how strong you are. I mean look at your tattos. Do you think they mean nothing. And your powers. You are destined for greatness,girl. You must master your powers and learn how to fight better become stronger. People are going to come for you and your powers. ANd you must be stronger so you can protect you loved ones."

 

I froze. "So you are saying just because of who I am my friends could be..."

 

She nodded sadly. "But you can protect them. All of them. You are strong my dear and there are people who envy that and want you dead. And also want you for other reasons. Baby you need to find you father."

 

I snorted. "How the fuck am I suppossed to find a person I don't even know?!"

 

My mum hit me on the back of the head hard.

 

"Language. Do you really want to be hit by a bolt of lightning. I saw it happened once. Lets just say I haven't seen a crispier bacon on earth."

 

I shuddered in fear and looked around. As if me seeing it coming is going to stop it. My mum continued with herstatement though.

 

"You know him. Trust me. You may nit know who you are and how important you are to the world but trust mer your day will come. Now you have to go back."

 

"WHy. I want to stay here with you ma. I don't wanna leave. I can't l-lat you g-go again. Not aft-er I-I just f-found you. And what am I going back to. A mate who doesn't want me. A brother who wants me dead. Acording to you, a bunch of people who aslo are after me because of who I am. Heck everytime I turn around life i kicking my-"I saw my mother raise her hand. "arse hard man. I don't have a life there. I wanna stay with you."

 

"You have your friends."

 

"According to you I am not strong enough. If I stay with them I might get them killed. Ma my exsistence has the ones I love die. I mean look at you. Look at Dimitri. Just by living all I do is hurt and kill the very ones I want to save and protect and heal."

 

Mum lifted my face to where I looked her in the eye..

 

"And you won't be able to do any of that if you don't go back. If you stay here and let yourself die on earth, you won't be able to be there for the ones you left at home. THe longer you stay here, the more seperated your soul become with your body. Then the link between your body and your ssoul will snap and you will die and leave broken hearts. Besides. I don't the big G would let you in. What you are doing right now is practicly suicide."

 

I narrwwed my eyes at her. She smiled at me and kissed my forehead.

 

"Just let go my daughter. Find your father. Save the world. Protect and heal your loved ones. Find who you are. You can't do that if you die."

 

I nodded and hugged her one last time.

 

"I miss you,ma."

 

She sighed and rubbed my back.

 

"I know sweetie. I know. I love you. Now go. Make me proud."

 

I nodded gave her one last squeeze and let go. I turned and walked away. I kept walking till I knew this is where I came. I didn't even know I came from the edge of the cliff. I turned back and waved goodbye at my ma. I felt tears rolling down my face. I saw my mother crying as well. I closed my eyes and took a deep breath. I then let mysself go and fall backwards..."

 

Xavier's Pov

 

Persephone has been comatose for atleast two weeks. THe doctors say there is nothing they can do. That if she doesn't wake up she'll die. Everyday I listen to her heartbeat and notice how it slows each day. And I know that If she doesn't wake up. It will continue slowing until I stops. Her heartbeat is very weak.

 

I hit myself on the head. I'm so stupid. This is my fault. She is like this because of me. My mate is about to die and I am the cause of it. I killed her. I ran a hand through my hair. My hair got a little shaggier. But I refuse to cut it. You could say I am rocking the old beiber hair cut. 

 

Ugh I need to unwind. I walk into my room and am surprised to see atleast 3 or 4 girls sitting on my bed half naked. ANd one of them is....yep you guessed it. Brittany. She got up and walked swaying her hips as if it was sexy. I rolled my eyes. Really all it looked like was she rocking like and old lady.

 

When she reached me she grabbed me and unbottoned my pants.

 

"You have been looking kinda stressed lately babe. So I called up som eof my friends and thought we could help with that."

 

Hmmm. I am kinda stressed what the hell. I took off my shirt and you can kinda guess what happened from there.

 

Andre Pov

 

I was sitting here next to Sephy. Upstairs I could hear Xavier with abounch of bitches. THe nerve of him. ANd while his mate is dying he decides to go and fuck. You know what Alpha's son or not , the next time I see him I am kicking his ass.

 

I was holding Persephone's hand. Carassing it. Everyone has been sitting o pins and needles waiting for her to wake up. I hate seeing her like this. Pale. I miss seeing her eyes. So alive and playful. Full of mischief. Now from what I am hearing from the doctors, I will proably never see those eyes again.

 

I didn't even notcied I was cryong until I saw the tear drop onto Sephy and I's joined hands. I rested my head them and sobbed.

 

"Sephy....please. Please come back. We need you Sephhy. Nothing is the same. We all want you to come back. we miss you. I miss you.. I miss your laugh,badass atittude. The way you kicked Brittany;s ass without even lifting a finger. Come back to us. To your family. Nothing is the same. Noothing is the same. We all depressed. Motor mouth Zane who never seems to shut up is a mute. The mischievous twins Jesse and James are goody two shoes. Sol though he was always serious is a stons statue. Never talks or show any emotion.Aearal and Rai can't walk in here without breaking down.

 

Sephy squeezed my hand.

 

"That doesn't sound like themm at all."

 

I nodded. "i know right." I froze. I just got a reply. I kept my eyes down though. Knowing that if I looked up and saw her eyes closed I would los it. "P-persephone?" I whispered hesitantly.

 

"Yes." 

 

I don't look up.  My grip o her hand tightens.

 

"You can look up Dre. I promise you I will be looking right back at you."

 

I let out a shaky breath. "You promise."

 

"Promise."

 

I look up.

Chapter 19

Chapter 19~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Andre POV-

When I looked at her face tears sprung from my eyes. Her eyes aren't open. She isn't looking at me like she promised. She is still comatose. Her heart is actually so weak. My head fell back down. I sobbed into our joined hands.  Then all of a sudden I heard a very distinctive sound.

 

Beeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep-

 

My head shot up and my eyes darted to the heart meater. It was a line her heart stopped. I jumped into action.

 

"DOCTOR!!! HELP SOMEONE HELP PLEASE! PERSEPHONE COME TO ME. WAKE UP. jUST BREATHE! HELL JUST LIVE! DON'T LEAVE ME PLEASE!!! PERSEPHONE!!!"

 

Zane butted into my rant through the pack link.

 

"What the fuck is going on. You woke me up! Whats wrong?!"

 

"PERSEPHONE! SHE'S DYING! HER HEART STOPPED BEATING. GET HELP PLEASE! PLEASE GET THE PACK DOCTOR. GET HER MATE GET SOMEONE DOWN