my life by natalie loren (rooftoppers .txt) 📖

an hour was run from the bedroom to the bathroom to cough up some mucus. My side is still killing me so much but my cold seem to be way better. I did a LOT of sleeping in the past two days and I think it was much needed. My body will thank me for not going to work the past two days. I just hope I can get back to normal very soon. 

I might not have worked today but I still did a lot. I slept all morning and woke up at 3 pm with hub when his alarm went off. I would of stayed in bed longer but I wanted to go get my car as it was ready. I was a bit scared to see it but as far as I can see, you can’t tell at all that some work was done on it. Amazing! I was driving my car back and I had a huge smile on my face, I was so darn happy to be driving my car. Even thought I was happy, I was also scared cause I didn’t wanted to get caught with my expired sticker but I managed to get home. I did stop at McDonald’s on the way and damn, it took like 25 mins in the drive thru. All I wanted was to get home and eat. I also realized that the auto power for my windows isn’t working anymore. It can’t be cause of the body shop as they didn’t touch the door and such. I’m hoping it’s just a fuse but at worse, it won’t work anymore. At least I’ll be able to drive my car really soon. I’ll need to call the garage tomorrow to make an apt to get the other work done on it next week.

After getting home I watched a few shows and ate, then I went outside to shovel where I wanted to park my car. I washed our bed sheets to get rid of my sick germs and took a nice relaxing bath. I did some laundry, put some away and did the bed. I also vacuumed our bedroom for the heck of it, did the dishes and cleaned the suggies tray that was over due. Now I’m capoute!

I’m feeling much better but my side still hurts. I sent hub to get more NyQuil as I want to take some tonight to make sure I do sleep as I plan on working tomorrow. I have time to watch a show or two before hub gets home from work so that’s what I’ll be doing as I need to wait for him if I want to take that NyQuil before bed. I just really hope that this side pain will be gone for Sun cause if not, it will be a heck of a day at the store.

 

~*Sat – 01/20/18*~

 

I really can’t wait for my car to be fix so I can drive it as sharing a car is a pain in the butt. My friend was supposed to drive hub to work today but she didn’t as she was still sick so I had to find him another drive. Our friend that works at the same place as him drove him but he was like an hour late for work.

Talking about my car, now that I look at it I kinda want to have all the rusted spots on it fix. I wonder how much that could cost. I might go get an estimate this summer or will forget about it from now to then. I need to focus on what’s important as I still need to put another big chunk of money on it for the parts that need to be fix to pass the inspection. I always said as long as I could drive the car I didn’t care about how it looked anymore but dang, the wheels wall looks so nice now. 

Anyways, I’m in between clients right now and I decided to come write cause I’m trying my very best not to go nap. I was gonna go to my friend and bring her some NyQuil to see if it would help her as she doesn’t seem to be getting any better but I just ended up coming home. I also should go get my pills but it’s Sat and Costco is hell on Sat so I think I will just wait on Mon to go get them as mom is coming here tomorrow to bring us our pills that I forgot at her place. I might just take some NyQuil tonight to help me sleep. 

So yea, I’m feeling much better and I think that my side is starting to hurt a lil less. I’m still planning on going to bed early tonight so I have plenty of rest and feel alright for the store but who knows if I will really do it. Another reason why I’m trying not to sleep right now so I can sleep earlier tonight although I’m pretty sure I will end up sleeping at the movie. I’m not too sure what we’re going to see but I believe it’s a movie I really don’t want to see.

Beside that I don’t really have anything to say, I just felt like writing.

 

~*Thu – 01/18/18*~

 

I feel like shit! I’m sick and my right side hurts so much from coughing. I didn’t sleep last night as I didn’t have any sleeping pill and I was sick and my brain wouldn’t shut down. I wanted to take some NyQuil before bed but I totally forgot and just got lazy. When I finally got out of bed around 2 am to go to the bathroom it was too late to take some or I knew I wouldn’t of been able to wake up for 8 am. I woke up maybe 15 mins before my alarm as I had finally fallen asleep but I was feeling so shitty and hadn’t slept at all so I was debating so damn hard with myself if I should call in sick or not. I already lost some hours yesterday cause I took the day off to go to mom’s and I had an 11 hours shift today but I finally decided to take care of myself for once so I called in sick. After doing so, I took some NyQuil and that knocked me right off. I slept until about 1:45 pm, woke up to make myself some chicken noodle soup and wait for hub to be done sleeping so I could go back to bed. I went back to bed from 4 pm to 11:15 pm. I had been wanting to get out of bed for like two hours as I was hungry but I just couldn’t bring myself out of bed. I finally did cause I had to pee and stayed up to eat and watch a show which I am in the middle of but decided to come write before I finish it. I’m writing and I feel like I’m not really there. After my show I’m taking more NyQuil and back to bed for me in hopes that tomorrow I’ll be fine to work. I’m feeling much better but I’m just so tired and lack some energy so I don’t know if I’ll be able to get myself up tomorrow or if I should take an extra day to totally get better. I know I can’t wait to see the doc next week and hope he can give me something cause I sorta been sick for more than a month now. I wasn’t sick like I was today but I’ve been coughing and have that mucus problem.

Anyways, that was my awesome bed day. Hub also called the body shop today to see if my baby was ready and she will be tomorrow cause the paint was drying. WOOHOO! They did paint it. I was so scared they wouldn’t so now I feel much better although I’m a bit scared to see it.

I feel horrible cause with me forgetting our pills at mom, hub had a hard time sleeping as well so he went to work tired. It just makes me feel so horrible. I also feel bad cause I got my friend sick. 

Well, I should finish that episode and head back to bed.

~*Wed – 01/17/18*~

 

I hate myself so much right now. I find my hair too long so today I texted my hairdresser to ask her to fix it and to also try another color for the pink. I asked hub to check where my hair was ending and it’s at the right place so I just don’t understand why I find it so long. Since it stops at the right place, I think I don’t want to have it cut anymore. She’s gonna hate me. I feel so awful for being myself and never being happy as nothing is never perfect. I honestly don’t understand why I am like I am but it’s quite annoying and I hate myself very much for it. 

I also hate myself cause I totally forgot all of our pills at mom’s which is two hours away. That said, I don’t have any freaking sleeping pills and I’m sick again and I work from 9 am to 8 pm tomorrow. This is just so great!

On the better side, we had a lovely time at my mom’s. We first stopped in town cause hub needed to go to the dentist. He left us at the Entertainment Center while he went to the dentist which was blah cause we were done playing our $20 in no time so we just sat in the little lobby and waited for hub to come pick us up. I did make $20 but of