You can only live once by Tierney Tibbs (the reading list .txt) 📖

3 months later

I go to school everyone is staring at me i see posted notes on and in my locker and one said ~next time you try to kill yourself make sure you complete what you started so there is the 3rd time in the school bathroom i took a knife and stab my stomach and it hurt so bad but boy did i start to think *if i die people will miss me and people do love me cause one of the notes was from Francesca  and it said ~ we love you i love you and we are always her for you* so i stop stabbing myself if it was not for the person right next to me or Francesca i would be dead. I was rush to the hospital were i had to get 6 sticks and and a counselor to help me we met 6 times a week other than sunday which was the day god took a rest from building the earth he had created so i get to sleep in other than waking up at 6 am every morning and staying out till 12pm which she made me feel alot better about myself and who i was as a person but than round 4 when my own counselor got into an account at 530 in the morning when she was in a rush to get over hear and a car hit her in the rear and other hit her in the nose of the car she passed away in the hospital and then i got in my car i was 17 had a license and a car and ran a red light and a car hit me in the side in the car and i thought this could be it but is was not it is like this one person want me to be alive like early today  i learned 2 more people died in a car accident which was emmanuel and carrie and i started to think* why is everyone dying in a car accented and i am not it is like i am immune to it and it sucks but then 1 good thing help me out i got to meet the presented in person not for a good reason and the presents daughter which were butts other than other than that i felt like i knew Alex from somewhere but i do not remember oh wait 5th grade volleyball. I went into a world records for most time going to the emergency room more than 16 times in a year but i was happy about it but than i am like

“ sir 2 of my friends would like to meet you there names are Mia and Francesca they both go to GHS with me and they are so happy that you might become a teacher next year which we will be in the 11th grade. The present told me in person

“try not harm myself anymore he is losing half his population because of wrecks and suicides”

“Yes sir i will try my hardest and that work for another 6 months till over the summer i met this guy he is cute and hot he loves to sing dance act and play ball next thing i know he is in the 11th grade and he is a transfer student so there is only 2 High School he can go to so he is going to the school GHS which when i found out i was so happy and then i grew feelings for him and so did he for me we were so happy and peace full and we dated for 3 years high school love we thought it would last forever but it did i lasted till i was 23 and here is why i found 2 boys at the same way but 1 i really like anyone really like me and it was hard to decide so i chose him his name is kam and i ws so happy i thought i found true love but then Francesca feel in love with the other one named kevin but i found out Francesca and kam have had make-out session and so i did the same to kevin and then i got pregnant first i told kam  it was his child then i told kevin it was his so than one day when i had my baby i was 21 i had a DNA test on her but what cam does not know is that me and him never had sex unlike me and kevin so the baby came out to be Kevin and me and Cam split up at 21 and then Kevin killed himself because he was not ready to be a dad it said in his note.

Dear Eve,

    I love you with all my heart and no one will love you as much as i do but i am not ready to be a father to a beautiful child like ours so i decided i am going to end it right her before you find this and i am still alive and you save me, my dead body will be at 6184 haven ln. Right across from starbucks by the dumpsters i already blame my death on stressed i call the police right before i killed myself and said ”hey there is a 22 year old boy trying to kill himself and 6184 haven ln.” And then shot myself on the phone i give all my money to you and all my golf goes to my bub Kam and then I knew i love you and  i just wanted you to have the best life ever.

*cries really hard* I did have the best life with you and now you have change that and now i am done so many people that ik have died or killed there self and it is aggravating  I just want everyone and everything will go back together and it is killing me inside out but . -there is were the last round started-

“I am tired of it, if everyone else can die why cant i so i will try something new”

-gets a rope from the first aid kit and ran to the living room and tied the rope around the cenderler-

“ I am not ready it is just right now no one is here for me only Me but she is in florida and she can not stop  ne nor Francesca cause she is died to so let's go”

-but first i cut my wrist 16 time on each wrist so i can bleed out and die from lack of oxygen-

~16 yr old eve is in rly bad shape after cutting herself and then  hanging herself but thank u to Mia she was going to walk in as soon as mia hung herself but we will be keeping an eye for her~

~5 days later 16 yr old Mia passed away after a long and hard fight with depression.

“Eve u were a nice person and i do not know how many funeral we have to go threw to tell u that but now it is urs but even if god gave us a chance of bringing u back to live i still would not take cause u are in an amazing place and there in not killing weapons there so we love u see u soon -mumbles under breath real soon- it was a amazing chance i had to be friends with u.

2 yrs later

~18yr old Mia has past away with cancer that she has had for 6 yrs and she is in a better place.

(but little do they know it was not just cancer)

Publication Date: 08-31-2018

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