You can only live once by Tierney Tibbs (the reading list .txt) 📖

how it all started and end

8/1/13 Dear Diary,

  

      It is summertime and only a few days before school starts and it is very scary already in tenth grade I remember I was in 5th grade I had the biggest crush on Max but he had a crush on the stupid twins Alex and Alexandria they have never been the brightest but they made it up for prettiness but now they are just plain out hot. Sometimes I think he like them to get close to me but I know that is not true. Alex and I were best friends cause we were on the volleyball team together. I have to go get ready for bed talk to you tomorrow bye.

 

8/6/13 Dear Diary,

 

   Yah we go to school today and I have 3 out of the 8 class with him you know Max but it is ok he likes Mia she is one of my use to be best friends, my name is Eve and this is the story on how I ended up in the hospital on the day 5/7/14.

      It all started in 9th grade I had the best friend in the world name Mia, she help me with a lot I help her with a lot and slowly we became best friends. I have never thought of hurting myself till I meet Earvine, she was one of Mia friends she started to take her away from me, and that hurt me which that  caused me do do things I did not want to and it hurt the people around me and from then on I knew that I was depressed. I did not like it caused me to slack off in classes, and it brought my grades from A’s to C’s, B’s to F’s and ever since then I not smerk or even laugh, I have been wearing dark clothes everyday and the same old jaket with a hood all my closet consent of is Black, Gray and Dark Blue. I cry myself to sleep every night for the past 3 months since I met her it is like she is ruining my life I went from happy smiling color to black dark and worst of all DEPRESSED ik it is not something to laugh about and i am putting out there, guess what I am  DEPRESSED and that is were it all started or was it?

 

      Fifth grade   Eve P.O.I

 Oh my look at the new kid he is so dreamy and h-h-hot there i said it he is hot i have never said to his face but I think he knows i think he is Hot and all i want to do is just go up to him and kiss him but what if his girlfriend finds out, Mia I am going to kill you for stealing my man and you are going to regret everything.

 

Fifth grade  Mia P.O.I

   I wanted to walk up to Eve but I did not have the confidence to and ik she likes  Max but I saw him and could not keep my mind, eyes, or even month off of him. 1 minute I was in a chair next minute  mine and his lips one on one it was not as I imagine, I think I like him just for the money I do not know I was only 11 and now in 9th going into 10th I don't even want to look at him but all I really want to say is I am so sorry Eve I hope we can still be friends.

 

  Day 1

       Oml I see her Mia, and she is walking right towards me what can i do, not want to be a rude person and walk away.

“H-h-hhey Eve” said Mia

“Hey Mia do u need anything “ said Eve

“NO.. can you just get over the fact that i dated max and you did not I mean Damn if it is that big of a deal is single go date him but I thought that you would want a friend over a stupid boyfriend but I guess i do not need another friend.. *Cries* why do people no like me” said Mia

“W-w-w-wait stay, you are pretty cool and I do not want to date max he wants to date me so therefore there is no problem with us being friend… *smiles*  friends *holds out her hand waiting for Mia to shake it.*”

“Friends”said Mia  

-walks to 1st period with Mia which has to be with mia-

So there now you have it we are friends and that is the end of the story bye.

Oh wait you have not heard of the other characters ugh. Fine here it is.

In a different school at a different time way different time.

In flordia 

  Hi my name is Emmanuel i go to FSH which stand for Florida State High I am 17 and i am in the 11th grade there you know who i am can i go now?

“NOO” said Earvine

“Tell them more about yourself tell them your blood type if you are DEPRESSED or not” said Earvine

Fine i am sorry i am a type A for blood and I am DEPRESSED if you must know it all started when my parents died in the fire of 2009 so there for i have been a foster child for 4 years and I like to keep it all to myself and no one likes me so i do not like no one other than 1 person which I can not say but there is already people that hate me which is.

Alexander Emiliano Alexandria Alex

But the sad part of it all is the whole school is shutting down and then closes state that will take us in is Georgia which is 2 hours behind us so therefore they might be behind us in learning or ahead i do not know about equal to us. We have to be out of the school by tomorrow at 3:05 which is 1:05 in Georgia. There now you know more about me and the school that we have for another 24 hrs so i will see you tomorrow last day of school for now.

Ok school is done with (T-T ) over i mean there is 360 total kids to deal with so all ik is everyone who hates me is going to georgia and so am i.

 

9-22-13 Dear Diary

 

                   We just had a lot of new kids come  the meanest one i fine was one of our own everyone was just so nice to me and everyone.. But i still find one person very hot Max his blue eyes and almost perfect gray and black hair just says something to  me than a blue eye blue hair person he is so hot i still want to kiss his lips to see if they taste like honey and raspberries.

 

9/23/13 *hacked by Max*

Helo eve i know this belongs to u because it says property of eve do not touch  but if you ever get a chance to read this then u will know that i like u alot but u do not like me know  but if u want to talk i am here for u my cell is 434-566-1785 call me when u like too love you. Sence you do not love me back what is the point of breathing or even living huh?/ *rip page out*

 

9/23/13

 

              Hoi…… i found this here.

 

“H-h-h-h-hey do u see it yet” said Mia

Eve says “No what tell me what you heard or saw”

“Max killed himself because he figure out that u like him more like love him and then hated him and does not want anything to do with him now…”Mia said

-run homes crying her eyes out-

6 days later

-click- -click- ohh i like this station ~16 year old Maxwell took his own life because felt love was too stupid to leave fo... -click- *knock on the door*

“I will get it” said eve

H-h-hello i am Francesca I am new around her and I was wondering if i could ask a few questions about here or this place?

“Yah i would be glad to come in make yourself at home” eve sai

Is has there been  any recent deaths and if so the causes.

~cries loud and hard over Max

“Y-y-yes t-t-there h-h-has b-b-been * takes a deep breath*  his name was max he was 16 and killed himself 6 days ago and that is all for the past 6 years.” said eve

I am so so so sorry to hear about that

“ it is ok people say it will take a while to get over it you know since it is a death but honestly i do not think i will never get over this he was my first and now he is my last you better go i am not feeling good” said eve

Ok bye eve good luck  and if you need anything i am right down the street at 5934 gobble Ln. Bye.

I sit on the bathroom sink the door is lock and i be gained to write “ if Max can kill himself then so can i goodbye world” ~takes a razer and cuts her wrist 16 on both arms “there is blood everywhere in the sink, bathtub, and the toilet “ next thing i know is that i was on the floor and then someone breaks down the door and i wake up to a bright light and then 16 people all around me and lots tubes into my neck face but I can not move it is like i am strapped down I feel like i can fly then  i see everyone around me cryin then i start to think *wait am i dead yes i did it but i do not feel dead i feel like i aam in a* no i am am not dead i look at the paper  23 year old Eve  reason here coma time of death than i hear this terrible sound like~beep beep beeeeeeeeeeeeee wait i am rly de!…. As i wake up to the sound of my alarm i have not been at school for 3 weeks but that is all going  to change to day in 3 weeks my scars are not healed up yet why did i do this.

Later on that day i hear on the news ~ 2 16 year old boys killed in a major account the names of the boy is Alexander and Emiliano bothing went to FSH and Georgia high school the police say they were both intoxicated when driving a ford mustang the people they crash into was a teenager that also go to Georgia High School name of the person they crash into was Mia she has no scars cuts of bruises she does have a really bad migraine which was not cause by the crush but mia is in great condition.

After that everything mia did i was always there with her till i met the new person name Emmanuel he is almost as hot as max but max was still way hotter so no biggie but we went on 3 dates 1st was to the park 2nd was to a movie and 3rd was to a very romantic dinner with candies flowers and really good food then we dated for 6 months but it all went by so face but them he dump me for this other girl name carrie and that is were round 2 can in but this time it was worst i threw myself down the stairs and jump off of a 19ft roof shack thing which cause me to break my leg and fracture 37 bones i was not able to go to school for 3 months from that moment on i knew no one will ever love me like max