Janaes Story by deajia wadley (read ebook pdf TXT) 📖

already shattered her heart with one awful  word uttered from his lips one word that haunted her throughout the night and he was the only thing her heart could manage she liked no better Yet she loved him even more then she had loved herself . As more and more pain ran through her body she blacked out as soon as her eyes closed she knew her pain was soon going to come to an end.

 

Her mom was just getting of  from work and walked into the kitchen to see her daughter laying their lifeless. She instantly got up and helped her daughter and got her to the car and drove to the ER to help her daughter once they were their the nurses but he on a table and pumped her stomach until she began to react to the medicine the doctors where giving her. Janae woke up with an IV in her arm and  the biggest headache she had ever had in her whole life  she wad happy and mad. she was mad because her mom just couldn't have let her die  but happy because she wasn't really sure it she wanted to die maybe it was just her or everything around her that made  her feel that way she was lost and the only thing he could say about her was to call her promiscuous which had confused her Marcus and Jordan where the only two boys she has had that much contact with even the boys she dated before never got on such an intimate level . When she Thought of Marcus her blood boiled  he did this all she gave him was real unconditional love and he spit in her face like some rabbit animal. She still had little pain so she laid back down in her hospital bed and  drifted of  into a deep sleep.

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                                                  Janae 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

                                           Aaliyah

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

                                        Alexis 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

                                    Justice 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

                                                    Marcus 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

                                                        Jordan

Chapter 1

Chapter 1 (Jordan P.o.v)

 

I woke up at 9am to a call saying my love was in the hospital from over dose you may not know it but i loved Janae since i meet her 3 years ago and i always wanted her the day she was in my room yes i wanted to have sex but something in my heart was telling she wasn't ready and when she said she wasn't i stopped all i wanted to do is have her in my arms. I just don't know why she could have done this to herself i hope its not over what Marcus dump ass said . Over the years he developed a crush on her but he never wanted anyone he was in love with her me on the other had i wanted to scream it out and tell the world but i knew she liked him back so their was no chance for me until the night we kissed  then i had a chance to show her how much i love her.

 

 

 

 

 

 

I knew her sister Aaliyah was faithful towards her so Marcus calling her a hoe wasn't going to just go by her and if she didn't tell her i sure would have even thought he is my cousin we will always be family bu i only have one chance to be with the girl i love. fro real he had the most beautiful girl to love him and he just gave that up like she was nothing. Right now I'm on my way to the hospital to check on her i hope she is ok. As i walk in i ask the receptionist for a Janae Hope and they tell me room number 432. When i walk in i see her laying on the hospital bed lifeless. I walk over to where she is and kiss her forehead. I watch here as her eyes flutter open. 

 

 

(Janae’s p.o.v)

 

I felt a light kiss on my head and i opened by eyes to see the very handsome Jordan holding my hand and starring in my eyes, and i instantly ask him the much needed question

 

 

 

“What are you doing Here”

“I wanted to make sure you were ok”

“Why would you do that”

“Because i care about you everyone else will be here shortly”

“I don’t want to see them especially not Marcus”

“Did you do this because of him”

“Yes and no, i did it because when he said it everyone backed him up on his option is that what i am a hoe do you think of me that way”

“Not at all when is kissed you i could tell you were nervous i Knew it was your first time and yes i wanted to have sex with you put i knew you wouldn’t let me because unlike all the other hoes out here you got morals and that why i love you”

“What did you Just say”

“I said  that i love-” 

Before he could get his sentence out Marcus, Aaliyah, Alexis, My mom, and alexis mom walked in the room with flowers and cards and Marcus had a big teddy bare in his hand and a card that said i love you. That fucking lier. As soon as i seen them Marcus and Alexis and  Their mom walked up to me ready to apologize but i stopped them 

“Save it” i said 

“Janae just let us explained” Marcus said

“ There is no need to explain” i said

“ Please” Alexis begged 

“No no no i never want to see any of  you ever again you just don't call someone a hoe on accident and i thought you guys were my friends forget you just get the fuck out of my hospital room and don’t ever come up to me with any of your bullshit ever again” I  screamed at them Marcus seemed hurt by my actions but i didn't care.He deserved it so did his mom and his sister. Jordan  looked at me with sad eyes and i cried into his chest i had so may emotions running through my body i just couldn't take.

 

 

(Marcus P.o.v)

 

 

I know our thinking that im the bad guy but i love deajia with all my heart i miss her touch her smell the way she loves me i miss just having her heart and i will do anything to get that back 

 

 

Chapter 2

 

Chapter 2 (Janae’s P.o.v)

 

I sat in the hospital with Jordan for hours i Just couldn't help it.  I  loved  Marcus and everything about him and now he tore my heart into pieces, he thinks he can just come in here with some roses flowers and a teddy bear and think that everything between me and him was going to be fine. Jordan looked down at me  and  with sorrow in his eyes 

 

“Im sorry you had to go through this ma you don’t deserve to be miss treated” Jordan said

“I know it just hurt you know”

“yeah i know i remember a girl did something like this to me it hurt me because i loved her and all she did was break my heart but over time, even tho it hurts,  you'll find some on else and forget about this and maybe even forgive Marcus and his family”

“Maybe … why did you come”

“what do you mean”

“why did you come for me”

“Because i care and i would never want you to be hurt even if  u don’t like me i will always love you till the end of time”

 

With that he leaned in and placed a kiss on my lips unlike the first time we kissed this one was soft and passionate, like he was pouring out his soul to me in one kiss it took me a second to respond to him but i slowly did. Then he pulled away 

“Im sorry”

 

 

 

 

 

He began to get up but i pulled him back down and kissed him hard on his lips he kissed me back instantly . I pulled away looking into his hazel brown eyes feeling as if i have melted into existence. Why didn't i see this before i had someone, someone that is perfect in ever way and i almost let him slip away from me. I smiled profoundly at Jordan and leaned in for another kiss when the doctor walked in and began to speak

“Hello Mrs. hope you were in serious condition but since we got your stomach pumped everything will be just fine and we can release you in the morning”

 

 

 

 

I turned around and thanked him as he left my room. Me and Jordan continued talking about how school was going and that Jordan and Marcus parents are moving them to a different school. I hope he isn't far away , but now all i need to do know is move on from the situation that consumed  me and forgive the ones that hurt me. That last part will be hard.

 

Jordan P.o.v

 

 

Im so glad that we finnaly talked i didnt tell her where we are moving to because i wanted to suprise her me and