OUTCAST by Marionette Fantome (best non fiction books of all time TXT) 📖

everyone knows Jessi likes a person when she falls asleep in their arms. Indigo looked so at peace with her like that, adoring her like a mother would her own child. I thought she'd be like that.

"Please tell me she's gonna be my daughter-in-law," mom said.

"Mom, we're not even dating."

"But, you might as well be. I've seen the way you look at her. And I think she needs it. I know when a child is cutting. I'm surprised her parents don't know."

"Her parents...aren't around much. She's not really on good terms with her family, actually."

"I see...That's why she looked so sad earlier. Bring her over as much as possible. She needs a family, and I want us to be that family." Always a saint.

"Me too, mom. Just gotta keep Ally and Leo at bay."

"Oh yeah."

I watched as dad carried the youngest to bed and I approached her. "Let's get you home."

She looked a little disappointed but nodded all the same. "Okay." On the way to her place, I noticed her mood change. She was a little glum, completely different from earlier when she was happier. I guess it would be a good idea ot have her over more. Maybe for Thanksgiving? 

"Thanks for the ride."

"No problem. You know, you're more than welcome to come over. Jessi loves you, and my mom does, too. It's actually nice to have you around. And it seems like you like it there, too. Better than being alone."

"Yeah..."

"Listen, we're more than willing to be your family. We'll listen to you and we'll help you. My mom kinda figured out your problem, and she's more than willing to help. All you gotta do is say yes."

She nodded, her eyes watering. I pulled her in or a hug. "Thank you, so much. I don't know how to repay you."

I kissed the top of her head, surprising myself with the action. "You don't have to. But...if you want to...you better keep that cute smile on your face."

And there it was. That smile that had my heart going a million miles a minute. Was I falling hard? Maybe. And I couldn't find it within myself to care that I just broke up with Myra yesterday. I wanted to be with Indigo. But, I didn't want to scare her off. But, I was gonna work to make her mine. And make sure no one hurts her.

 

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English was rather pleasant. We had finished with the translation and analysis, and now we were trying to figure out the actual presentation. A powerpoint was too mainstream, so we decided to do something unique. I found out that Indigo was good at dance, so we could do a choreography in response to it. She could teach me, and it would be cool, but I doubt everyone would appreciate it. I didn't care, as long as we do well on it and get a good grade.

After class, Indigo left with a smile, and I waited for David to come up to me. His face was a mixture between knowing satisfaction and jealousy. "You managed to break through her walls. How the hell did you do that?"

"I was honest, and believe it or not, my family helped out. Especially Jessi."

"She met them? Including Allison? And she's still talking to you?"

"And she met Leonard. They both got a thing for her, and mom is already begging for her to be her daughter-in-law."

"Wow, already hearing the wedding bells."

"Yeah. They adore Indigo. And...I think I should make things official."

"You mean...actually asking her out on a date?"

"Yeah. I want her as my girlfriend."

"Perfect date: Onyx."

"No."

"Come on, it's awesome. I mean, it doesn't have to be just you two. I can come along as the third wheel."

"I'm not even sure if she likes Onyx."

"Everyone does. And the new music she's been making is kickass. It's completely different from her usual stuff, and everyone's eating it up. And she only performs on Fridays, so it's perfect. This rave is gonna be the best one yet."

"No, David."

"Just ask her about it. If she wants to go, then take her, and you'll both have the experience."

I groaned. There was no reasoning with him. "Fine. I better be impressed, or I'll kick your ass."

"I know."

 

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The choreography was simple and complex at the same time, and I couldn't help but feel a little foolish at my part. Indigo encouraged me and kept praising me, which made the entire thing worthwhile. I swear, she was too sweet for her own good. Then, there was the issue of my siblings. Allison and Leonard were too busy watching Indigo, but Mikayla, Lucas, and Mark made it their duty to make fun of me for everything, which earned a scolding from the junior.

"How would you like to try? Dance is not as easy as some make it seem, and since this one is for a poem, it is definitely going to be difficult. Scott is actually doing a good job for a beginner."

The three groaned and nodded, ceasing their antics. My mom laughed after hearing that, saying that she could use Indigo around here more often just for that. I agreed. After I finally got half of my part down, we took a break and I made use of it. "So, Indigo...I was wondering...would you like to go out on a date with me?" Smooth. But, it was more than enough to make her stumble ungracefully while she practised a bit of her dance, and gaped at me, the reddest blush I had seen on her yet painting her face.

"E-Excuse me?"

"Do you wanna go on a date with me?" The look on her face was too cute. She was so shocked and flabbergasted, it was too much. This couldn't have been the first time anyone asked her out.

"I...I don't know."

Kind of expected that. "How come?"

"No one has ever asked me out before. And I'm not sure how everyone would feel about a relationship between us. Myra is already after me, and the football team is trying to make sure that I don't show my face around school again. And your parents might disapprove."

"Indigo..." Her insecurities ran deep. But, how deep? "My parents have already accepted you. They like you, and they would love to have you around more often. And everyone at school thinks that we're together. Might as well make it official. Myra and those dicks, I'll handle them, but don't worry about them. So? How about it?"

She thought about it. "Where shall we go?"

She didn't say yes, but it was a start. "A rave. Onyx is supposed to be there."

"O-Onyx?"

Did she like her, too? "Yeah. Is that a problem?"

"I'm not entirely sure. I am one of her helpers, so I don't know if it would conflict. But, I'm alright with it. Just give me some time after she starts and we'll be able to meet up. Is that okay with you?"

"It's perfect."

"And maybe after, we can get something to eat."

"Sounds good." But, I'll have to listen to Onyx. But, Indigo will be there, so it's not all that bad. "So, Friday?"

"Yes."

She said yes. I got a date! I really hope I don't fuck it up and ruin the delicate relationship we already had.

 

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I came back after dropping her off and met with a knowing smile from my dad. "She really likes you. And you're head over heels for her, son. You better do a good job in keeping her smiling."

"Did everyone figure her out this quickly?"

"It's alright that you missed it at first. But, her happiness now makes up for it. I'm glad she's part of this family, and I hope you're gonna make it official someday."

"Why do you and mom keep saying that?"

"In due time, son. In due time."

My parents were never this cryptic. So, they knew something that I didn't, and they won't tell me. Whatever it was, it better be good and better be life-changing. But, what if it wasn't? Would I even be able to handle it? Because, I doubt I would, no matter what it was. Not when it involved Indigo. I might just break. I really didn't want it to hurt for me too. I wasn't strong enough for that.

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Publication Date: 05-14-2016

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